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So, it's not "voices" persay, I'm not schitz or anything. They don't tell me to do things. It's more like a buzzing that is like 100 people yelling at me at once. It's hard to explain, but somehow it's fueled by my thoughts in a way. I'm used to it, and I can carry a conversation when it's happening, it's just annoying and distracting. I'm not sure why it happens, but apparently it's also a fairly common hallucination of bipolar disorder. Joy...

But, that's not all. I also have what I call the "Alice in Wonderland" effect. I feel as if I'm extremely big or extremely small for a moment and everyone and everything around me appears accordingly. It's so strang. Also, I constantly see blurs in my peripheral vision. It doesn't scare me, but I'm curious so I look, but nothing is there. Sometimes this makes me paranoid, and in dark or night, if I'm alone (even just downstairs when my family is upstairs) I feel as if something will jump out and get me from behind.
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These don't all bother me too much, I just worry that I might be crazy or really abnormal. But when I'm in a depressive mood or having mood swings it happens more often, and about a month ago, it was occuring a lot. 0-0 Someday when I'm out of the house I'll go test to see if I'm bipolar. Because this wondering and pressure and coping isn't working super great all the time. :/

Hmmm, I have never quite heard of anything like this before. :(

I have voices too, somewhat. Sometimes I'm pretty sure I even hear words. It's odd.

I wish I could help.

:u If you ever need to talk, I'm here. ^^

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I'm not sure, really. I guess I picked it because the void is supposedly an empty place, relating to me, i feel quite empty at times....

Nether just went well with it, as it means "under" or "lower," and signifies darkness to me.

RE: It's ok, I agree, it's not really "me" XD I think I'm still forging it, but for no it's this way. :P

It's hard to explain....the void is a timeless place....filled with nothingness. It is also a source of dark power. No creature knows for sure where this power comes from, or how it comes to possess certain individuals, but many say there is a deity of some sort residing within the void....the source of this power granted only to a view within history. This "deity" has been called many things, even the second progenitor, or a dark version of the true progenitor, not to be confused with the false one. nobody really knows what it is, not even me XD but that's the best explanation i can give. once the void absorbs you, you're stuck within it forever. but as i said, nobody knows much about it, so who knows what it looks like. it can be found in the dark sanctuary at the very end of The Aurou Kingdom. From the outside it appears to be a purple, starry portal-like thing...but the inside...who knows,

*now sorry for the typos, lol

I meant few* not view. ughh im tired lol

re: I dunno, just people do that sometimes. Thanks for being concerned. : D

Re: yup, there a ridable species, :) and i hope you start feeling better soon,

(Reply) Thank you. ovo

More professional? What chu mean? >:U

I have a problem with dissapering. X'D The very first friend I can remember ever having was someone I met at Church... And I randomly stopped going there, so I never saw her again. o-o

Late reply: Yeah...i think im over it now, haha, and aww thank you, I think so too! Sometimes it'll be more developed like that, and sometimes not, lol.

Re: Oh my gosh, he does look like a unicorn eoe but no ha

Sorry I don't see your comments >_<

Hehe, Assassin's Creed is NOTHING compared to The Witcher. The Witcher has intense gore, nudity, sex, cussing, pretty much everything. XD

Reply: Ah, well it is a really good game, I hope you can play one day!

I've randomly left again! I'm sorry! :'U//
You've gotta get Skype or Kik!!! Pleassse! Unless you don't wanna talk to me, then NVM. (Or if you don't want to get them.)

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Really? Hahaha, I made my dad watch it with me earlier.

He was concerned, I could tell, lmao.

-Nethr

(Reply) Wait, you got Skype??? :'D// Yay! Thank you! I don't mind if we don't video chat. XD But we could still send each other a picture of ourselves so we know what we look like. If you want.

What's your name? I gotta find yooouuu- :U//

Re: Haha! XD

Re: it acts like a whip, kind if like how an iguana uses theirs.

oh so yea its just pretty long, although i suppose it could leave a trail too.

Ya know what, how 'bout you look for me instead. XD I'm NishaNashoba.

Re: no probs I can postpone it for a few extra days, :)