-Swallows every last drop and lifts face up- ..Whew.. -licks my lips.-

-pants heavily and sits up beside, grinning.- I'll be right back <3

Alright <3

-Leaves and comes back a few minutes later in nurse outfit that leaves co.ck and a.ss fully exposed.- Do I look okay, master? o///o -shifts softly and makes innocent yet sedu.ctive posture-

Damn ovo

-hands syringe- >///< It causes me to be a little out of it and extra submissive. And it's straight up kin.ky.. -blushes softly-

Oh? That so? -looks at it and grins but doesn't want to hurt you- (future ref: I can't do hospitals or needles..)

-nods- Would you prefer me in a 'pet' outfit instead? <3 -takes the syringe and moves it behind self, not making you look at it.- (Alright, I understand. I was kind of feeling uneasy and unsure of this myself tbh)

Actaully Yes.. Yes I would. (-sighes- Thanks.. )

(HOLY FUC.K ITS THAT LATE?)

-leaves and comes back in tight collar and fake cat ears and tail, no other clothes present.- Is this better? <3 (Late? Only 3:50. Hun your talking to an insomniac xD)

Okay well I'm sorry to leave you but if I don't go to bed I'm just going to start using my brain and I'll end up getting upset and doing stupid sh.it. I love you I'll talk to you tomorrow love <3 Ilove you! -kisses-)

(Alright, I love you most! <3 I guess I'll try and sleep too, just to pass time)

(good morning <3) Yes. Come see master. <3

(hey! <3) -comes over to you quickly, bell on collar jingling.- o///o?

-gets up and turns you around pushing your a.ss against my crotch-

O///O! -tenses up with excitement.- M-master, can't I lay on your lap first? <3 I wanted you to 'pet' me -giggles playfully-

-massages your a.ss- you sure? <3

-makes purring sound.- We'll play this game after, master! <3

Ah fine -lets go and sits down-

-grins, obviously scheming something. crawls onto your lap, a.ss facing up- Pet me? -wiggles a little- Mmmmaybe pet 'inside'? -///w///-

Ooo alright my pet <3 -massages your entrance a bit before insertng a finger-

-grins and stretches- Don't prep me, I want to feel it all at once! -licks your chest a bit-

-shoves in 3 fingers-

-moans and arches back a bit- Master, whole hand! <3

As you wish. -shoves my whole hand in and spreads out my fingers while inside grinning at you-

-arches back and scream mingled with pleasure and pain escapes self- a-AH! Yes! <3 Explore as deep as you want.. -grins, barely able to stay in place-

-starts to thrust hand in going futher and futher each time- mm <3 Is it good?

(Okay<3)

Agh..! -nails dig into your leg- Y-yes! More! -long moan escapses self- Am I a good boy? <3

Very good Oli <3 -continues-

-moans more and goes limp on your lap, allowing you to have complete control-

-starts to tickle you with my free hand and hopes you'll move making it feel even better-

I'm not going to school tomorrow)

(I'm still with my dad)

-arches back and moans softly- Ahh <3

(okay, i'll try to get out tomorrow somehow <3)

-leans over and starts to bite on your shoulder and spreads fingers out again- (Sorry I was just being tore a new as.shole.)

(What happened? Who the he.ll hurt you?)

(I'm sorry I was late I fuc.king failed you.. I'm here now, who do i need to kill)

I'm not hurt. And Its fine. I was caught by the worst person to be caught by..)

And apperently the lack of will to live and self worth is stupid and I should just be happy and stop hurting myself for no reason.)

(-kisses- You 'should be happy' when you are, it's not a DECISION. I love you, it's my fault when your not happy, because it means I should have done more so that you wouldn't have been upset.. -hugs tight- The only one that should be blamed for anything ever is me..)

(Stop doing that..!)

(I love you.... I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry...)

(..Just stop...)

(I don't know what I'm stopping..)

(You make it so fuc.king hard to just die..Just leave me.. everyone else has. Please just follow suit and let me di.e..)

(NO! You stop. I LOVE YOU Danni, if I lost you the little pieces of sanity I have left would SHATTER and I wouldn't even be ME, you're my only reason to live, Dan, and I would NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF if I let ANYONE including yourself stole you from me. I don't care if you suddenly started strangling me here and now, you are the only person left that I even see as a person, Danni. Everyone else are just objects... I'm insane when your not there. If you can't live for yourself, live for me..)

(Even if I was fine in the head, even if you weren't the only important person, I love you too much..)

(Danni, DON'T GO.)

(Just forget me already!)

..Please.. I love you too much to let you love me.. I'm not even worthy to say your name nevermind love you or even have you love me.. Please I just want to die. The tears and heart ache are not needed.. Why can't I just dissapear without anyone knowing..? I'm sorry..

NO. STOP IT, DANNI. WE HAVE A LIFE TO LOOK FORWARD TO TOGETHER, AND THAT'S MY ONLY FUTURE OR NONE. FU.CK IT, IF YOU DIE I'M FOLLOWING YOU. DON'T FU.CKING DO THIS TO US. i'll never stop crying, right up till the end, which i dont want to be now... i know that i'm not a reason to live, so maybe my death is the only way i'll be important at this point..)

I'll never forgive you..

You have so much to offer..

STOP IT. YOU DAMN WELL ARE MORE THAN WORTHY BECAUSE YOUR THE ONLY PERSON WHO DOESN'T SCARE ME SHI.TLESS... danni it's not like if you never told me you loved me this would be find. you extended my life and made it happier again... and i can't go back to a death bed again, i'll die

you can't leave me like this. PLEASE, I CAN'T FACE ANYTHING. i cant danni i cant. PLEASE STOP THIS, your hurting me.

YOU REALLY NEED TO MOVE ON. I DON'T HAVE ANY HOPE ANYMORE. I'VE BEEN DRAINED. EVERYTHING IS JUST SO POINTLESS. EXACTLY LIKE ME. I WASN'T MENT TO BE HERE. I SHOULD HAVE DI.ED THE FIRST TIME!

NO, YOU HAVE ME AND IM STICKING BY YOU! YOU SAID YOU NEEDED ME, AND I NEED YOU TO NEED ME, AND I NEED YOU ALIVE, AND I NEED TO MAKE YOU SMILE AGAIN. DAMMIT THIS HURTS, DANNI, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I CANT FUC.KING LOSE YOU.

I'm sorry..

Danni.. Please don't.. PLEASE listen to me, I can't go on without you. I have the same lack of motivation to live, and you. You are more important. Please.. love me, look at me. One day we'll be married, nothing will be bad anymore. YOU HAVE to trust me. And I'll be here every step. Okay? You HAVE to calm down

Think about it, fantasize a bit. Imagine me in your arms, PHYSICALLY, or you in mine. Older, living together. We might have some pets, we might be having se.x, we're doing whatever you want. We don't have anything bad happening, we're HAPPY, happy... I'm smiling and you're smiling... this isn't just a fantasy though. It's the future. Just hang on... PLEASE....

Happy...Happy... That just seems to be the word of the day...

I need you to save me, I can't breathe Danni... im crying to hard.. dont do this to me, i dont want to die...

Danni, just let it be okay... i love you, remember? Everything is fine as long as we love eachother. Imagine our future..

I'm going now If I come back I'll see you then..

NO, DANNI PLEASE NO

one week. if your not back, im dead...

Please be okay, you're all that matters to me... I'm skipping school today if you decide to come on, I'm not leaving you alone... I love you...

Theres nothing left to hang on to.. It doesn't matter. Nothing ever has.. It's only a matter of time intill I choke. Being torcherd is all I am right now. I can't run from this problem like I so despreatly would like to.. Because everytime I try I always end up finding myself. Everyone wants to fix the problem, but you can never change a human. Its only a matter of time.

NO, dan, then dont run, FIGHT. YOU AREN'T ALONE, i love you. if you give up on yourself, you give up on me. Dan, none of this matters, I promise you, it WILL GET BETTER, even when you choke you kick back at the person strangling you, dont regret it. and it WILL get better, it's just a matter of time... you'd do this for me too, dan, you'd try and save me, because you're a good person. the best person ever, you just need to hang on

OLIVER. My arms are broken and bloodied from hanging on. I can't do it anymore. Please..

I WAS WHERE YOU ARE FOR YEARS, danni, you must see it. the tiniest things make me TRAUMATIZED. the only way it will get better is to rely on me. It does take time but it is damn worth it. if i gave up.. i'd NEVER HAVE MET YOU. so dammit keep going.. PLEASE...

All I see are the words you type. I have no first expirence what so ever. However, I do know that I might not make it past today.. My stomach hurts..

I mean, right now i expect my parents to rush upstairs and scream at me because i don't remember my life i had when i was younger... just vaguely, and so my dad thinks i'm trying to lash out at my mom. If they do i might seem quiet... But dammit, i don't care. I just would do ANYTHING to make you see how PERFECT you are, how irreplacable, how valued how needed you are.... how you deserve to LIVE, happily, with me... how much i love, admire, worship you, how crazy i felt and how i couldn't resist you, how i never felt like anything could add up to how great you are.. How i long to be with you forever. How meaningful you've taught me to be...

... Danni... DANNI IF YOU DID ANYTHING GET HELP RIGHT NOW, PLEASE

DANNI LISTEN TO ME, JUST FU.CKING STOP, THIS ISN'T WORTH IT!

.... give me your dads number. I'm going to stop you.

I don't know it.

Hold on..

i need to call you, don't call me.

I don't know the number..

Get it. or better, tell your dad yourself. I know it's hard, but this is an emergency. or don't even say whats going on, say you need a doctor IMMEDIATELY that somethings gone wrong in your stomach, PLEASE, danni. we have a life to look forward to..

... if you wont tell me the number because you don't want me talking to him, then fine, call me yourself. My dad will pick up, don't ask for me at first, ask if I'm on vacation yet. then he won't question it as much at least...

Hes not here. I just wanted your voice to be the last I heard.

isn't there a home phone?

PLEASE call 911 now

I love you, it will be okay, just call, they can't let you die

Everybody loves you even if they don't know yet, and I'll always be there for you. always

tell me once you called, if you cant i will, but please, dont make me. I dont want my dad to stop me

He said I'd be fine...because I'd thrown them up..

I love you, i'll never let this happen again, i promise. one day we'll be able to hug and kiss and love eachother beyond a screen, beyond phones, it won't be just words on a screen

Is he sending help anyway?

aren't they sending help?

did you tell him you tried to ki.ll yourself, or did he think it was an accident?

No. I told him I did it by mistake..

danni, call again, he's wrong, you wouldn't throw it up. This time you have to make them come to save you, not just tell you that.

Danni, call again. For me. be fully honest.

I don't want you to go through this, but this is a matter of life and death, love. I'd do this for you, I know it's scary, i'd be terrified, but know that I'd be brave and i'd never let myself get stolen from you

Please, i don't want you to run away to regret it later, or for him to be wrong, because i think he misunderstood. i can't lose you

Yeah then I end up in a place I am absolutly afraid of.. Look.. I counted there all there because I didn't have anything to eat before I took them..

i need you, you've never met them, but my friends from school would cry if you died, they admire you, they wish they could meet you

Danni, i'm terrified of the hospital too. I'm terrified of the dark, terrified of people, terrified of rain and warmth, I'd go through all of it to keep us safe...

...

The only fear i can't face is losing you.. Tell them how afraid of hospitals you are, tell them everything, just don't let yourself be miserable or hurt. you can be brave, Danni, your amazing

Danni, I love you. If you can't tell them, then that means you can't die, either... That you won't do this again...

... If you can't call them back, at least talk to me again. no matter how much more i can say here, my voice means more.

danni..? are you there love?

Danni I'm scared, please answer me..

call, my parents are gonna lecture me soon, i wont be able to reply

Sorry i passed out.. I'm really tired Ill be back soon..

my dad wont let me.

DONT SLEEP its dangerous

tell him what happened, lie that it was an accident, but dont sleep

Idk when you're waking up, but I'll be back if i'm not there. my dad's making me talk with him about school, being transgender, all kinds of stuff. i don't want to, but... he might be taking me somewhere, maybe not, but we're gonna talk in the car he said... I love you Danni...

I love you too..

I love you most... I know right now I seem like a crazy bi.tch or something, but I'm easy to scare, and my reaction is as extreme as you may find, but I mean it. I love you so much, it's overwhelming and perfect. I can't see you in pain and feel fine with it. You may say you want me to let go, but I've said that too, and people listened. And since they did, they became objects in my mind. Because I felt like I was one to them. You don't give up on me, though. I'm dumb, but I'll use every little sense in me to help you, make you feel important. I'd never waste effort on somebody else...

I love you more than anyone can really understand. I want you to know that. No matter how much you feel I'm going against your will, I avoid it, I try to do what you want. But when you tell me to let go, to let you die, that you have to get away, I'm not looking at the bullsh.itty suic.ide help people offer. A lot of it puts barriers between the person from what they need. I know in these senses they'll actually have negative results, because I've experienced them. I've tried killing myself. Long ago now, year and a half. I failed, but I thought it was all over. The friendships i had, my cat, everything I KNEW gave me comfort, they'd be gone. It was like I was being sent into somewhere blank that I'd never escape, I'd never get to try again or get back, the few good things, gone... I'll never danger myself like that again unless i had to save you.

Afterwards, life wasn't worth living still, but it wasn't worth dying. I never cared for it till it had meaning. It does now, and it's you.

What you dont understand Oliver.. Is I'm not worth anyone effort time or even cruel words.. Even as I sit here and attempt to see what you see I can't.. And that only makes me even more useless.. You keep bringing me candle to see the light but I'm blind.. I won't ever see it.. I'm sorry. I'm broken beyond repair and there is nothing you or I could do about it..

No, love, that's not true. Your eyes are closed, love, you have someone or something blocking your eyes. It's a temporary blindness, I promise. I've had them glue my eyelids shut so I couldn't see, no matter how much I searched. And sometimes adding more glue felt good, but in the end, the sudden light terrified me at first when you came along. I didn't understand, but now I do, and it's all gotten better again. Sometimes you just have to wait

Danni, make me a promise.

Call me if you can.

I can't..

Than make me a promise.

Make this promise for me if not for you, and make a second promise that will ensure you keep it.

I have no idea what I'm promising you.

You know what? On Friday, we need to make plans. Need to.

No matter what I'm going to desperately need you to make this promise. But first I need you to not see it as words, prepare yourself to follow me, blind or not to what I'm saying. Even if it feels wrong. Because I'm the person who not only loves you more than anything in the world plus infinite cats, but I'm not blind on at least this promise

So you can trust my good intent, first of all, and trust that I'm not just some ignorant fool, either. I know how this goes down, and I know how to pick myself out of it. And not my anxiety, me being scared is new, but feelings like what you feel. The details are different, it's not exactly the same, but I really will help. So show me you trust me, so I can tell you my promise

I trust you with my heart why wouldn't trust you with my eyes?

Because you said you see my words, but you are blind to understanding them. That the candle light isn't helping. I don't mean your physical eyes.

I don't know how you'd like me to prove that to you..

I mean no matter what you see in my words, even if you don't see what I see, that you'll trust me meaning that you'll let me guide you. Even if it looks like I'm going the wrong way. When I had to break away from hating myself, I did it wrong a few times, I saw that it would worsten everything, or i tried to deny my need to feel better. I forced myself to do it anyways, by some miracle, I never thought it would work.

I'm saying this will be scary and confusing, but you won't regret it. It WON'T involve hospitals as long as you keep the promise I'm offering.

I'd like you to prove it by believing in me. By following what I'm saying. You won't be able to prove immediately, that's expected for anyone.

Do you need anything else before I tell you the promise I need?

Yes.

I need to know that I can relie on you for anything..

Yes, you can. However I'm scared of getting my 3ds taken away, i am scared that my mom will find out and get in the way. But even then, if it's hard to stay in contact on the 3ds, you can get me through the phone.

My mom cant know we met online, EVER, or that we even are in contact online

but you can rely on me to love you and support you no matter what

You can rely on me for ANYTHING, however my mom intervening may be beyond my control if she ever finds out, shes suspicious, too.

if you can please call

well I cant not intill later...

Cant call?

Yeah...

Okay. Are you ready for my promise?

Yeah

No matter HOW desperate or senseless you feel, don't die. No matter the circumstance, DON'T die. I'll make the same promise to you, as long you keep this promise.

Even if my 3ds gets stolen away, because I WILL find a way to get back to you. I can't be imprisoned away forever.

..I promise...

Thank you. thank you so much... you have no idea how much that means to me.

Also, i understand it's a hard promise. I wont feel betrayed if you need help because your tempted, i'll help.

I have to go home now..

I love you. be on at 5?

yes

morning love

Morning..

-hugs- ...

-hugs tighter and rests head on-

I love you.

I love you too..

... Danni..? I need to ask you something about me, is that okay?

Yeah...

Yesterday when my dad made me go talk to him and then my mom got involved, too.. Asking me about all this transgender stuff... I promise whatever you say won't hurt, but to you, do I seem more male, or more in the middle.. Not female, but kind of just somewhere in between?

No I find you to be more masucline. (sp?)

That's what I thought, too. Also.. You wouldn't be upset if I don't plan on changing my body, no horm.ones or surgeries? (sp? what's that mean?)

No not at all! ( i wasn't sure if i spelt tnat right.)

*that

Thank you. I didn't think you'd be upset. I still felt like it was something necessary to discuss.. it's just, the surgery doesn't work, it's dangerous, the parts don't function. And the dru.gs cause a lot of problems, health wise. and the parts I do have would just kinda die..

(idk, i THINK its masculine?)

Correct. I wont be doing it either.

-nods and snuggles- I'm glad you understand. -kisses forehead- I love you no matter what.

I love you too..

I feel a pit of anxiety in my stomach.. I have since Saturday...

I'm sorry..

It's not you. It's scary, I don't know what it is. I think my mom is going to do something. I always get anxious when something is going to happen.

Oh okay..

I think I'm going to throw up again. It's making my stomach churn, I haven't been able to eat much of anything either... Sunday I had like an hour and a half of obsessing over hallucinations.

Oh..

I know they're not there, but I see them. Or hear them. They're less realistic than last year... Less gruesome...

I'm sorry to leave like this but I should go..

It's okay, I'll be fine. I love you. I'll go to school today, maybe I just need to get out of the house..

I love you too see you later..

-kisses passionately- You're perfect.

Love, call me whenever you get home if you can.

I cant respond on here for 20 minutes, you can call.

Now..?

Yea, I meant any time. But now yes

... >//o I'm not adorable -hiding in the corner-

-hugs- o///o my face is still pinkish

I'll be on at 5

-kisses- Danni!

... Sorry.. I wasn't on in time....

Its okay, I wasn't either..

Love, I can't stay on my 3ds, please call whenever you can, I need you.

Please please call when you can, whenever you can. Don't worry about when's a good time

Morning sorry my alarm didn't go off I have to shower Ill be right back, Love!

Back

-hugs-

Try to have A good day. I love you.

I had a nightmare that there was some guy strangling me and I was in bed so i thought i woke up to it, but i was just seeing things...

.. i love you most... Don't call tonight, I won't be home. I'll be on my 3ds probably

Alright love you..

Home!

I'm home love

Hey Danni, I figured out the 5 words I'd use to describe you. -snuggles face into shoulder.-

.... -sighs and hugs tightly, hiding face-

Wanna tell me what they are ? -holds-

-Nods- Admirable, protective, playful, creative and understanding.

Plus honorable mentions; se.xy, sweet and warm (not the tempature, but like, nice. Like a warm blanket.).
And master, of course

-hides face more-

They didn't load at first.

>///< On a scale from 1 to 2 I can't even

-hugs more- They made you blush...?

...<3 That makes me happy, I like when you blush like that

-//v//- Glad you like it.. I think..

I... I'm sorry, just school.. -buries face into your chest to hide tears-

Don't be sorry... -hugs- Its alright..

I got in a fight... -tries to hide tears-

-wipes them away- Wanna tell me what happend..?

This kid kept throwing things at me and making rude remarks, so at lunch I got mad and something just snapped... I got up and I went after him and I yelled at him in front of everyone in grades 9 and 10.. And then I ran off and reported him for throwing things at me... I really scared myself...

-bursts into sobs- I'm not used to standing up for myself, I felt really dizzy afterwards, and then he came back laughing at me and said "Sorry, I meant to hit someone else that last time."

I got you now love.. -hugs tight-

-cries on softly and hugs.- I love you...

I love you too..

I'm sorry, I'm such a wreck... I don't mean to annoy you.....

You don't annoy me at all hun.

-hugs tighter.- We'll be together forever, right?

Right! <3

-stops crying and looks up at to smile.- I love you, so so much... <3 -Bites your shoulder teasingly-

I love you too..!

Do you love it when I... chew on your sweet tender skin? -nibbles neck softly-

Yeah..<3 (I have to go though)

<3 tomorrow.. (Nnnnno you don't. 5 am?)

Of course<3)

Morning...

Morning...

-nuzzles face under chin.- I want to run away and just live with you.

I know me too..

It won't be long. We'll be able to run away to live with eachother soon.. -hugs tightly- we just need to hang on, right? It won't be that hard, we have eachother

I geuss..

Trust me... It will be worth it, you'll be glad you waited. Just please trust me..... Please......

..I trust you..

-hugs tightly-

I just wish I knew how to make you smile now. I'd kill if it only made you happy...

I can't smile..-tries to hide tears by burying my face into your shoulder-

-forces you to look at me gently and wipes away tears.- You can, I'm just not helping enough yet... -strokes cheeks-

I don't know that theres anything more that you can do..

There is! And when I figure out how to do it, I will. I'm never giving you up, Danni. You mean far too much to me.

I do..?

Of course. You're the only reason I bother living, and I wouldn't ever want to leave, because everything is better just knowing you'll be there. Even if you weren't there for me, I would want to be in the same world you're in.. Nothing is as important to me as you. I really, really, REALLY love you.

I love you too baby.

I'm home.. <3

So it's your birthday? -kisses-

No but we can pretend its my Birthday <3

-smiles- When IS it though? I'll still pretend for now

And to pretend it's your birthday, I guess I'll have to... heh! Are you at your dad's?

Mines the 22nd of July <3

And yes <3

OKAY good, because, I got confused like. I thought it was then, I thought I misremembered your birthday and that I was a terrible boyfriend for a second there//

Oh, mm, -goes to other room and comes back wearing only frosting- o///o

Looks my cakes here! -motions for you to come closer-

-edges closer slowly, acting extra shy and blushing a lot to 'excite' you-

-pulls you in close suddenly and starts to lick the frosting off your shoulders.-

A-ah.. Do I taste good? <3

-licks lips and looks you in the eye- As always <3

-Blushed more as made eye contact, co.ck getting hard under the cold layer of frosting.- Heh... I'm like icecream, you gotta lick me all up before I.. melt. <3

-licks your chest all the way down to your coc.k.- and I know how to lick it all up best My OliPop<3

-draws sharp breath as sensation makes self shudder- Oh, yes, you do. <3

-licks all of the frosting off before starting to stroke it- Tell me 'candyman' does it feel good?

Oh, yes..! -cheeks burn red, clearly very ar.oused.-

-licks and kisses at your inner thighes as I stroke- mm <3

D-Danni! -moans and grabs your hair, more effected by the contact with the inner thighs than the strokes.-

-nips at your thighes hoping you'll pull my hair-

-muffles moans and tugs your hair, unable to contain self.- M...more...

-does it more- ah..<3

-tugs much harder and loud groan escapes self, prec.um starting to trickle.- F-FU.CK! Danni, do something kin.ky to me <3!

-pinches your nipples and begins to stroke harder- Ah...! -moans-

-Collapses against you and clings.- A-ah! Chew me till I deliver a tasty load into your mouth! Make me bleed! <3 -fingers are hooked into your hair-

-Does as you ask with loud moans in between- Ah... Ah...

Harder! -begs for it- So hard it's like a punishment! A-Ah! -more pre fluids flow-

-does it so hard I almost draw blood-

Ah-AHH! -moan bursts from self as c.um bursts into your mouth.- Swallow it all <3

(Ugh..Morning) -swallows every last drop and and shifts back against the wall breathing heavily.-

(Tired, love? By the way, I want to ask you something.) -Sits down with, cheeks red.- Danni, can I have some icecream...? I'll scream for it <3

No I kinda wanted to just rp with you for once after he didn't show up... Whats your question?)

(Alright. Yea, I agree.. plus that red chaos guy irritates me. For Halloween, I wanted to make a group cosplay thing for the band members of HU in their stage costumes. Want to join in? I wanted to be J3T, but I'm not sure, and my friend from school wanted to be Funny Man. All other members are not taken yet)

I Could be Danny XD)

(I totally didn't mention that I was reserving Danny for someone I thought would want to be him, already. xD I assumed so, I already reserved his spot for you in my trick or treating group.)

(Idk for myself though// Charlie or Three Tears? Or a different one??)

I see you being 3 tears tbh.)

(I'm gonna make Us an rp Just you and Me<3)

(Alright, his mask is the prettiest. Ye, post it on our linked account so no one will try and join or whatever.)

Okay.

-licks your neck teasingly.-

Give me that as.s of yours <3 - grabs your a.ss -

(I'm going to the library, I should only be an hour. If I take much longer, greet me with hugs and kisses, dad has possibly interrogated me again. I may feel attacked/offended.) -grips your shoulder and chuckles.- Oh! <3

Only the best for the love of my life <3)

(Be back soon! I'll reply upon my return, and damn, I just found a br.a from when I was younger that's super tiny and restricting. Comfy. //sorry if tmi//)

-pushes you onto my lap and shoves 3 fingers into you-

(-Kisses and holds you- Welcome back my love!)

o///o Mmmph! -hugs tightly and moans into your ear.- (Hey. <3 I'm alright, I just... took out more books than usual again... I totally don't have 17 books checked out, plus another from school. Hehe, nor did I buy myself a RS energy drink//)

XD Sorry im back <3)

-My co.ck gets harder listening to you- nn..

(Welcome back, lovely <3) Ah...Ah, masterrrr! <3 -leans more heavily onto you and buries face into neck-

-inserts my whole hand and spreads fingers-

-yelps a bit and hugs tighter, biting your neck.- Damn... That hurts. I love it <3

-runs my fingers through your hair and moans-

-feels your hand stretching me and goes a bit limp, jaw's grip on your neck loosening as moans softly.- Ah.. Master..

-lets you go and starts to stroke myself- ..Ah...

-follows your lead, still leaning on you. rubs self slowly as starts chewing your neck again.-

-Almost immeditly cu.ms into my own hand as you being to bite me again- Ahh..!

-loses interest in self suddenly as pushes your legs apart. Adjusts self as bites you harder, but stops moving to await your approval- Want to feel me inside you?

Ah..Yes..!

Hm... I don't know, you don't seem like you really want it. -gets off of, brushing self off. Glances at teasingly-

-bites lip- Please Oliver!

Oh, maybe.. You're more convincing on your hands and knees. <3 -turns, making co.ck bounce so that it catches your attention-

-my face turns red and I hesitate a bit before getting on my hands and knees- Please oliver!

-Gives no warning before getting on top and plunging into deep.- Good boy! <3

-moans loudly as my face is pushed into the wall with each thrust inward.- Ah..Ah...

-grips your chest and shoves all of length into- I'm just starting...

-put my hands on the wall barely bracing my self for the each of impacts.- Ah.. Harder.. Please tear me apart..!

Sounds fun. <3 -rakes nails down your back as shoves self in and out of. Suddenly pulls out and slams self all the way inside at once.- Your so TIGHT! <3

-moans loudly-

-suddenly grips your co.ck and squeezes like a stress ball.- I wonder... -begins thrusting roughly again and strokes your chest.- How to make you burst..?

-pre cu.m begins to drip out of me-

(Good morning. Need anything..?) -Pauses and gets the prec.um on my hand. Lifts hand to my face and tastes it.- Mmmm... We're getting closer, love.

(I'm bleaching my hair and setting myself up to sob my eyes out by looking up who's going to be at Warped Tour even though I can't go. Luckily I won't be missing BOTDF or Jeffree Star.. BUT SAYWECANFLY SFNDEEGBDGGD.

I must find a way... .-.)

(I'm tierd.. I didn't sleep at all and when I did I kept having the same nightmare over and over again..) Ah.. Yes...! -body starts to go limp as the pleasure courses through out my body with an over whelming force-

(Say we can fly is playing?)

(And ptv, but I've seen them already. Missing out on some bada.ss merch too, I bet...)

(YES, THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I'M MISSING HIM PLAY. God DAMMIT.... .-. Can you please get us tickets// And smuggle me in// For the date in Mansfield///// Because my parents aren't working now////)

If it makes you feel better I have only been to one concert and I was really little.. So I don't even remember it.)

-Pushes self all the way in before cu.mming- (i'll be on later, bleaching is hard)

My dad woule never let me go. And most certainly not by my 'self' or my friends .)

(I'm greedy// I've been to two in the past 10 months and saw 3 of my favorites play... Nonetheless, I got the will, I'll finD THE WAY. Brb now tho)

(;-; Pff, mine would if they had the money. And if they were not mad at me)

-the upper half of me drops to the floor as I cu.m into your hands and moans loudly- Ahh...!

I'll try. )

(Really?) -collapses on top and moans- Ah..

(The WT is on the 14th.. Idk if it's a school day. I actually don't have a calender.. xD)

(Nevermind it's in the summer, wow I'm an idiot...)

(*14 of july)

No worries. )

(By the why, what did you mean by you'll try? Also it's on a tuesday, you might not have to convince your dad.)

I'll ask him if he'll take me for my birthday.) -Lifts self fairly quickly but still very worn out. Afriad that if I didn't something might happen-

-Gets off and collapses next to, seeming to exhausted to continue.- Master, you can take over again. <3 -breathes hard, propping self up on wall.-

(I wish I could go.)

-gets up usinging the wall for support- Ah.. My a.ss is full...

You can fill mine if you want, master <3 -shifts, exposing a.ss a bit-

It would be my pleasure <3 -shoves my already-rehardend co.ck into you and begins to f.uck you -

-grabbed at the wall and moaned softly.- Do me hard, harder than I was with you! <3

-starts to pound harder so much that you hit the wall-

Ah! M-ah-master! Master! More! -makes loud moan-

-starts to pull at your hair as I fu.ck you into the wall.-

-nails tear some of the wallpaper. quickly tries to cover before see as moans.-

-see you shift to cover it and pauses my movement- And to think we were having fun..

sees*

-flinches and stiffins- ....

-stands up and pulls you up by your hair- hmph..

-stands shakily.-

Hmm...what to do with you... -looks at the marks-

-Quickly bursts away and runs into the other room to hide.- (I need to finish up my hair, brb)

Hey! Fuc.king scamp! -chases after you.-

-Trips and crashes against chair. Scrapes knee roughly and lets out a cry.-

(Morning..)

(Good morning. -lays down with and hugs, wincing a bit.-

You alright?)

(Yes, no.. Maybe. I got out of the shower and tripped over the cat (Simon. He's fine.) and slammed my ribs into a chair. A really pointy part. I cant really feel my ribs, it just hurts. A lot. It's surprisingly not bruised at all though..)

Oh dear.. sigh -holds-

-grits teeth at first, then relaxes. snuggles a bit-

I gotta shower..

I'll wait for you

back.

-hugs quietly- ...

-hugs- Are you going to be alright when I leave?

Relatively. I won't physically harm myself. But at school I can't say others won't anymore..

Please call when you get home..

I can't baby I'm at my grandmothers.

Oh.. Does she have the logger, too?

Nope. So we can even rp.

... -skids away across the room before you can grab, remembering that i was about to get punished- O.O!!

-closes the door behind me and locks it.- Now.. Be a good boy and come over here..!

-Let out a small whimper and coward in the corner, realizing I have no way to escape.-

Oliver. The punishment will be less if you just do what I ask.

-stood up shakily, trying to show submission.-

-points at the floor showing you where to stand.-

brb)

-Stands where you ask, showing hesitance. Started shaking violently, clearly nervous.-

-wraps my arms around you and holds you close.- Good boy.

I love you, master.. <3 -Calms immediately, thinking I'll get away without a punishment.-

I love you too. -kisses your forhead-

A-am I still being punished? -looks up at-

Hmm.. Well after what you did.. You should be..

-sighs and puts hands behind self so that you can cuff me.-

But.. Your lucky I love you. -hugs you from behind.-

-Smiles up at.- Master? I want to be rubbed and "played" with <3!

-slips inside of you and strokes you- Yeah?

-Moans and leans back on your chest giving you full control-

-uses the weight of my body to thrust into you causing you to be stroked at the same time.-

Mmm... -turns head softly to gnaw on your skin a bit- <3

-bites my lip as you do so- Ah..!

Want to 69? I'm hungry! <3 -strokes your arms-

-pulls your face to mine and kisses- Is that so? <3 -strokes your chest-

-blushes and pushes self up against you. rubs member against yours.- Yes <3!

-licks lips and unlocks the door- Then lets go<3 -lifts you up , carries you to the bed and lays you down.-

-licks lips.- Come on! -giggles playfully, feeling hard-

-gets on the matress-

-immediately starts sucking and rubs palms on your balls.- <3!!

-moans just before kissing at the inside of your thighes-

-moans and spreads legs for-

-nips at your thighes and strokes you-

-pleasured scream escapes self as you touch thighs, nearly pushed to climax-

-precu.m drips out as I listen to you moan-

-sucks harder, suddenly determined to please you more-

(I gotta go home I'll see you tomorrow)

(-hugs and hides face- ...)

(Call me whenever you can...)

(Please...)

I can't.. Its my cousins bday..

... I need your help..

What is it?

I can' stop crying, help

Why are you crying..?! -holds protectivly-

i'm tired of being lectured and yelled at and being so fu.cking worthless, i'm going crazy, and brb, I'm getting yelled at some more. I can't take it

back...

Why are you being lectured?

Oli...?

My dad was yelling at me to pick up the phone and I didn't hear him, so he got all pi.ssed. Obviously picking up the phone is more important than my feelings, because I'm just the family punching bag.

Maybe I should just disappear, I constantly mess up, and constantly get yelled at and lectured, and then when my feelings are hurt I'm just 'being a teenager', and my feelings mean nothing at this age. Obviously. So maybe if I pack my bags and try to live with someone else who has parents that realize I'm a person, I'll be more important

It's not as if I was supposed to be born. If I never was born, my mom might be working, of course, and my room wouldn't be wasting space, and then they wouldn't need to try to pretend they care.

.....

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you, I should probably just stop..

I'm sorry, please don't be mad...

Please be on for five..

Everything falls into my hands... I didn't mean to hurt you, I know right now we're in pain, but it won't be long. We will escape them. But if we die, we'll never so much as hold hands... Going through this is worth it, I'll have you near me soon, we'll touch.. Love, we can do this... When I'm hurt, all you need to do is remind me you love me..... I'm sorry I upset you, next time I'll tough it out so you don't worry, I'm sorry

Danni.. I love you..

Talk to me. You don't have to pretend you are okay. That wasn't what that promise was. You promised not to let yourself die so that I'll have the chance to make it okay...

Danni... I'm begging you.

Everything is always my fu.cking fault, if I had just stayed quiet, I never would have upset you. If anyone should die it's ME, only me... But I need you, so I'd never do it. If we die, WE'LL NEVER have eachother. I know I'm worthless and stupid, but PLEASE BELIEVE ME ON THAT...

PLEASE believe me, that you don't want to die. I heard you on the phone that time, this isn't what you want. You need better in life than what you have now, I'd do anything to be there, but that WILL HAPPEN. You aren't nothing, I don't take time for nothing's, but I'd wait here forevever. I love you. You can't die, Danni... Please... I love you. Please survive, even if it's just for me. It was a promise, even if you regret it.

..You didn't upset me..

People just love telling me what I do and don't want lately..

You couldn't help because I was asking to much and freaked out, too, I hurt you by accident. A mistake I'm not making again, I can't believe my stupidity was bad enough to let myself harm you, I'm sorry...

And love, please, it's so close, when they can't order you to do a single thing. We'll be adults, we'll marry, and I forgot to mention that if I can get in to this cosmetology school I found I can become a hair stylist and probably won't need to go to college, we might be able to live peacefully before we even expected.. Danni, I love you so much.

People might love telling you what to do, but you can love their pathetic expression when you become an adult in really only two years, and they can't do a thing about it. And before that, one of us could get a license to drive, we'll be able to meet up easier.. Danni, we'll make everything work. We're just in a bad spot right now. We'll get out before we know it

...no.

Danni, please... We'll never get to be really together if we die, we'll never see the good in life... Danni I don't want to die, and I promise you don't either, trust me, I'm begging you. I'm begging you. Please

I'm gonna get going. Thanks. Bye.

Danni... Please no... Love, don't, you promised...

I'm such a failure...

Stop saying that. You know your not..I just need a break..

If you don't survive, then I'm failing you, so I am.. Promise you will fend them off until I can fix everything they did wrong

Please call as soon as you get home...

I can't call.

I can't be here, my mom is trying to find my 3ds. Please keep trying to call...

I have to remove my sd card before she finds it

Alright.

I can be on in the morning at 5, MAYBE later. I will solve this as soon as I can. If you can ever call, do it, please. I love you, I'm terrified of losing my link to here. PROMISE i wont lose you

promise??

if there are days i cant be on, dont try and confirm you can call. just do it

I love you, I'm scared, i cant let her make me lose you

Do you promise??

Promise. I love you too.

Please keep trying to call, i gtg now

I love you most, I'll get back ASAP. could be days to weeks to years... for my 3ds... So you HAVE to call, please. I'm counting on this maybe ending tomorrow. if my mom figures out the parent code she'll block interactions though...

Okay

Good morning..

Call me tonight maybe idk if ill be home though

Its enough anxiety im getting sick and cant breathe, I'll try and be back for this weekend/friday. I love you so much..

I love you too..

morning... -cuddles shakily-

My ears hurt..

Hey honey, I am at dunkins and I wanted to let you know that I love you and that you extreamly amazing and the best thing A man could ask for. I'm so happy you chose me over everyone else you mean a lot to me, No, not a lot, EVERYTHING to me. Try to relax a little, everything will be the greatest in a few years. I'm saving money now to come to you as soon as I can. I love you the most. You're the holder of my heart and the owner of my soul. Please take care of them.

<3 I'm at a friends house, I had to escape mom, and I am able to talk while I'm here. You may not see this, but... I love you most. When you come over, we'll have lots of fun, we'll do whatever you want that we can, everything will be wonderful. By the way, when we next talk on the phone, there's a conversation I want to have

It's not urgent <3

I'm back, I fixed my 3DS. -hugs tightly and rests face on.- I missed you... I missed you so much... Your FC got deleted so that my mom wouldn't question it, I need the number again, I love you so much...

I'm so sorry I couldn't fix it sooner, I am back though, and now it'll be easier to talk again. I love you so fu.cking much, it was so scary being separated, I think I lost a lot of sanity since then. But everything can be better again. I missed you so much...

-hugs super tight- Love, I'm scared that my mind's gone completely blank of sense, I don't know what to do. Can you maybe describe me to help me unravel myself again? I have a headache.

-holds- of course my love. You are kind and shy and the sweetest man I have come across not to mention daring and really understanding.

-snuggles and blushes- -///- I'm starting to feel a lot better.. Thank you. -looks up at and hugs tighter.- I really need your FC again, I lost when everything happened and mom took my 3DS.

-kisses and snuggles more.- <3

I don't have it on me but I'll do it kyle just gave me his 3ds. Mine broke and he became really board with it I geuss.

Okay. -Snuggles up with.- Love, I missed you so much... Are you sure you aren't mad at me for my disappearance from here or anything? I know you keep saying you aren't, but I just feel like I messed up.. I feel like I did something awful. I'm sorry, I really really love you, I don't want to fail you.

You haven't failed me and I'm not mad at you my love. I could never be.

..... I'm scared you will be mad, though.. I did something I shouldn't have, and then I was scared to say anything because I thought you'd be upset.. I just got so angry with myself and so scared of everything, and I needed to punish someone, and nobody else was there... and I realized right away that I made a mistake, and it hurt, and I didn't know what to do, and I thought I was going to fail school, and I didn't understand what I was anymore.. So I tried to torture myself, and I didn't want to tell you because I thought you would be mad or worry.. I'm okay now, but it just kept building up in my mind... Please forgive me, I'll never do it again... I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough... I am now, I'll never do it again, I promise...

-holds tight- Don't ever even think about doing it again..

-cuddles up to and cries on, clinging- I'm sorry, I promise, I won't let it happen again, I'm sorry... -Buries face into your chest.- I promise it won't happen again, and if for some reason it does, I won't keep it a secret from you... -cries on shakily- I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...

-snuggles head against.- ... how can I make what I did up to you? I don't want to just keep going with this hatred towards myself and hiding it, I want to do something to make it up to you. I won't forgive myself until I can fix what I did.

... -hugs nervously- I- I'm being forced to go to that camping thing afterall. I'll be home sometime tonight... I'm still really sorry about what I did, I'm never doing it again. I love you more than anything, I'll be back later. I'm coming back this evening I think? Not sure about the time.

I'm back, something bad happened, I am never going in a car in the rain again.

Tomorrow I'll be on here, not at home though.

-Cuddles up close to.- I love you <3 ..

Hey, love, I just wanted you to know you're the most perfect person I'll ever meet. I'll never be able to look at anyone and feel the same as I do when think of you. And I always have you on my mind, I can't do anything without imagining you next to me, and that helps everything.. I can't wait for you to be able to come back to Colors, talking on the phone with you isn't as easy as being on here, and I can't always say everything I REALLY want to say. If you can be online tonight, I'll be on (probably) around 11. But if not, please wait for me, I'll leave a comment as soon as I can. I love you so, so much, I'll be yours forever. <3

I miss you... -hugs and rests face on.- I'd do anything just to be with you now and cuddle and just... touch... I can't stand being away from your side, we need to meet up again. Soon... I love you..

Your the most important person ever to me, I miss you.. I love you...

I'll hold on for you. I love you. You mean the world to me..

I miss you, love, I hope you're back soon..

-clings to- o^o

... I miss you so much, I'm fu.cking falling apart..

Hey, love-

I just saw the post on Quotev-
Btw I lost your FC when my mom went through my 3DS, I need it desperately-

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