What's The Point..? by Wahaya-Avarice
There's literally no point in me living this life any longer. I used to think I had everything figured out. I thought I knew who I was-that I could keep the old ways sacred and alive-The right ways... But the truth is I became just like the rest... I'm lost. Lost, alone... And secretly afraid. And I refuse to live this cruel, twisted life any longer and I absolutely refuse to succumb to the whims of society. I won't have it... I'll save myself before I'm tainted any more than I already have been
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11 Mar, 2015, 1:15 am
NOOOOOO! Please, for the love of God, TELL ME YOU WERE HACKED!!!! :'( Please! DON'T DO THIS! It will solve absolutely nothing! PLEASE!! I BEG OF YOU! Please! please.... There are so many that care for you! Don't end it! You don't need to have it all figured out! Please, trust me on this! :'(
11 Mar, 2015, 1:16 am
i feel the same way in a sorts..
11 Mar, 2015, 1:18 am
@NCF
But I have no future.... So why wait for it to end in further pain, when I can end it now..?
11 Mar, 2015, 1:23 am
I'm not going to lie anymore, and keep saying that I'm fine. The truth is, I'll never be fine. I've known the harshness of the world since the day I was born and I would never wish anyone to be born into such a cruel place. Death consumes us all eventually- why postpone the inevitable? The human race has become a society of idiots! Hipsters, phonies, traitors- I don't want to be a part of it! And if a martyr is needed for something to change, so be it.
11 Mar, 2015, 1:35 am
Nothing is going to change if you KI.LL YOURSELF! If you do, then you'll just be a murderer! Hipsters and idiots shouldn't make you want to kill yourself! Maybe you have some hormonal imbalances? Please, just don't end it! It won't solve anything, it will just make the world more dark! :'( I just... can't let you give up like this! I'll be living the rest of my life knowing that I killed someone. A person I couldn't save, is a person I killed. Please! Don't do it! :'(
11 Mar, 2015, 1:36 am
Wait... you're okay? I don't know what to think! :'(
11 Mar, 2015, 1:38 am
....Why must friends make everything so difficult..?
11 Mar, 2015, 1:40 am
Do you see what I'm talking about? I don't want to make others feel this way anymore! I've changed so much that I don't even recognize myself when I look in the mirror... I've gone too far off of the edge. I lived for my dream, and now I can't achieve it... what else do I have? What else other than myself..?
11 Mar, 2015, 1:42 am
You have others right? And how can you not live your dream? I'm sure it's possible! It's definitely not possible when you give up!
11 Mar, 2015, 1:46 am
My dream is to move to Japan and publish my manga-Henko no Arashi- Moving to Japan in 3 years is easy. However, I have a case between carpal tunnel and arthritis in the wrists... I can't finish art school if I can't draw... Soon my wrists will be completely useless.
11 Mar, 2015, 1:46 am
*2 years, not 3
11 Mar, 2015, 4:34 am
The world has come to a bad level I know, it's been corrupted by politics and war and these stupid "social norms" or this "normality" the thing is normality is impossible there is no such thing. The people like you and I who refuse the world are going to be the ones to raise it up in the end. We are all different and that is what makes us human. Just don't let those who call you "abnormal" or "weird" drag you down cause guess what? They are abnormal or wierd just as much as you are we are all weird equally!
-I hop this helped <3
11 Mar, 2015, 5:06 am
You're just being negative, not all is bad. Some people are actually doing things. Some people are just influenced on what they see that what makes them terrible. Just be positive.
11 Mar, 2015, 1:29 pm
I'm so sorry! My internet died right after I posted that... I just now got it fixed. e-e I apologize for just... freaking out and not actually giving any words of encouragement.... I think I made it worse. >//< I tend to do that... a lot... Anyways, I highly agree with everyone else up there. ^^^^ I personally am a Christian, so I believe there is purpose to life. I guess there isn't much to say now but stay positive! There are many things to live for, you're just taking the negative things to an extreme! I've done it before as well, and once you get out of that state, everything will feel better again! I normally just stay positive, listen to uplifting music, pray, vent, talk to people, etc. I bet you can overcome your diseases as well! My mom has both, but she still writes! She also has the same kind of problems with her feet and legs. There are many artists out there with the same type of problems! A doctor could help you with exercising, medication, etc. There's also something called essential oils (There's different brands of it) that help with pretty much everything ever. I believe my mom uses it for her problems and for her stomach issues. Anyways, I'm sure you can find away past it! Just don't give up! It may seem bleak, but where there's a will, there's a way! You've got this!!! <3