I can't dragon like you. Nooooooooooooo*shot'd*

wow amazing Dragon sketch *w*

Yeah, I like this, it's really cool. :D Gorgeous really.

Oh. My. God. Big Hero 6 yes. That movie is so great, I just bought it when it came out and yes! Only seen it once so far, but I'm sure I'll see it many more soon. :) For a family movie, it was really deep and emotional, which is probably why I liked it, it was kinda relatable. I almost cried, and I have never cried for a movie, so thats something. XD

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No kidding, it'll take forevor.

this pic is really well drawn, i like it
and my profile picture, yeah my friend kristen thinks its really adorable too. she just loves huskies so when i put that as my picture she kinda freaked out xD

idk when ill be getting my ipod back. sorry ;n;

Woah...! You're amazing!

Yep, pretty sure. I think I'd know a bit better than you would. Don't really think you have much to go on, either..
Maybe later? Don't even bother.
I do enjoy knowing who my true friends are, however. Thanks for the final analysis.
-C

I'm in class at the moment, so this will probably be short (I'll write more when I get home) I'm not throwing you away. God, no. I just.. I feel like we both need to learn to understand each other a bit more. Me with you especially. I gotta go right now, but I'll be back.
-Celesta

Actually, for the last few days, we've been without internet or wireless. It's been the whole town; even my schooling was hindered by it. The wires that lead to our towns main wireless grid got clipped, so we were basically shut down for the past two days. And before then, I had to make up some of my college homework as a result of being gone last Friday. 

I honestly have always had an extreme issue with understanding people. I am able to empathize with them, but comforting, or relating for that matter, has never really been my forte. I've always had that problem... I unintentionally hurt people. It's happened time and time again, a relationship with me only lasts as long as the other participant of said relationship can put up with it. I have social anxiety, I am an extreme introvert, and I get sick very easily with little to no forewarning. I have been, and always will be extremely sensitive, as well. I am able to get hurt very easily, and due to having somewhat of a conscious and my anxiety, I always wind up stressing and going through every little detail trying to see where it went wrong.

There is, in fact, a point to telling you this. Ever since I was around six years of age, I've been the small girl who likes to appease everyone and make sure everyone is content, even if I am not. Whether intentional or not, nine times out of ten I was somehow hurt in the process. Since then, quite recently actually, I've stopped trying to appease. Now, before I further, I am not directing this at you in anyway, I am simply trying to explain exactly where I am coming from. I do not like being around people, and I believe the feeling is mutual. Everyone I am around on a day to day basis, eight or more hours a day, all have little things that annoy me. My teachers generalize all of us, thus showing hatred for those who do not deserve it. I've never given any of them a reason to dislike me. I've stopped trying to build rapports with people I meet, because I no longer see a point to it all. Anyone I had thought I'd been on a friendly basis with doesn't even meet my eye in hallways. I have a few good friends there, but they too unintentionally throw my feelings for a loop. At the end of the day, I seek reprieve. Unfortunately for anyone that still continues to speak to me, said reprieve usually does not include their presence. The types of emotional trauma I have been put through for my entire life have shifted and warped my outward personality so much, sometimes I'm not even sure why I react the way I do.
Hiding is not the answer, I am aware of this. But instincts tell me that if I stay away, I will not get hurt, nor will the other person. Selfish? Maybe. I have episodes; really really bad bouts of anxiety. Afterwards, I leave. Its what I do. It's how my internal moral system works.
I had previously thought I made it clear that I am not a conventional partner, and will cause rifts. Obviously not. I do not say this derogatorily, either, as there is no way to look at this prism and find you to be the one at fault. I will hide, I will shield myself. It's who I am.
What I'm trying to say, is I wish to make an exception. You must understand that this is the way I am constructed. Doing so would be highly commendable, as I wouldn't even want to make such a compromise. If you cannot see this side, I do not believe I am the person for you. I do love you, I have loved you long before the first time we said it. But I do not wish to hurt you any more than I have already. You deserve so much more. You deserve happiness; such a happiness that I will not always be able to provide.
Do not reply quickly, as I've found that it's a rather bad idea. If you choose to believe that I am not your idea of a long term romantical companion, I do hope we can at least remain friends. If not that, so be it, I suppose. I leave this up to you. Either way, do not think for a second that I have lied about any of the words I have past said, nor will I ever find you