I'm so scared of loosing her... She's weak and frail. Takes tens of pills each day, hour... It scares me. Frightens me. I don't want to loose her. She could die any moment... Get a seizure... Overdose.... Give up. I want to get support but I'm afraid to tell people I'm afraid. Nobody knows the pain of a mothers touch. Nobody knows HER pain. Please, if you are asked to donate to a lyme disease treatment, do it.