"I miss you.
I miss your voice.
I miss your smell that you left on my jacket.
I miss your hugs.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your smile.
I miss your big, cute eyebrows.
I miss how you called my doofy hair and baggy eyes cute.
I miss your encouraging words.
I miss having a girl who cared.
I miss that sense of purpose.
But you left me and couldn't even tell me why, just that it wasn't my fault.
Now, I'm just an empty, howling zero. A loser who cries out for recognition, in the only way he knows." #HZ
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Comments
13 Feb, 2015, 7:39 pm
Not to be a downer or anything, this was just how I felt when I started up this account again. I think a lot of the ecchi art and shame was a coping mechanism, because I'm not really like that. I generally try to be more optimistic than this, and I know happiness will always come with its share of hardships and that's just something you have to learn to deal with. But it was my first and only relationship, so hearing about love and Valentine's Day reminds me, it's a bit tormenting. But I'm slowly getting over it, so yeah.
Again sorry to be a downer.
13 Feb, 2015, 8:35 pm
I feel you. I had to go through something similar ;-;
13 Feb, 2015, 9:44 pm
It's alright man, If it makes you feel better, I love you .-. Which will give you 5 seconds to realize how awkward that comment is, 4 for this, and know that you'll probably laugh at the end
13 Feb, 2015, 9:54 pm
Ha, thanks guys. It's something every one eventually has to go through.
And don't you worry Winter, it'll take a lot more than that to weird me out.
13 Feb, 2015, 10:12 pm
*Thumbs up* XD
13 Feb, 2015, 10:35 pm
I know the feeling man, It's good of you to keep a high spirit about it. Keep striding by dude, it always gets better. Don't worry about feeling down, most people are like that this time of year xD At least you aren't all pessimistic about it. If it means anything we all love you bro (no homo and all that)
13 Feb, 2015, 10:53 pm
-Inu-Strider
ALL THE HOMO-- err, I mean, thanks.
13 Feb, 2015, 11:29 pm
No prob man xD It's nice to see you can still make the funnys after this
14 Feb, 2015, 12:15 am
Thats some deep stuff man, made me sniffle.
14 Feb, 2015, 12:58 am
-Inu-Strider
Well, it's not like it happened yesterday or anything, it's been a few months. Gotta keep a sunny dispositon! It's alright to have problems and talk about them, but at the end of the day, no one likes a serial complainer.
-Souler Phase
Wait, that's considered poetry? My old English teacher woulda probably called it something different. Like rubbish.
-DaKingOfWaffles
Shiz, now that I think about it, you might've been there on my old account when I triumphantly announced that I got a girlfriend.
That's OG right there.
14 Feb, 2015, 1:08 am
Yeah, well talking about this stuff is never fun and most of the peeps i talk to kinda feel down when personal stuff like this is brought up so i guess i was expecting that this time? Idk i can derp at times.
14 Feb, 2015, 1:31 am
My heart strings were hit Q^Q *dies* jk but yea, i know your feel. I dont know whats worse? To never experience the loss or to have never known it. Cuz ive never actually dated anyone in my community cuz im the shyest person alive and i over analyze outcomes rather than taking action. xD once i was close, it was during prom but i stalked about being shy/scared and sge git taken TTuTT damn, stupid shyness, but i dont mind...i just hope one day i find the right one who'll actually come to me lol xD that'll make things easier haha.
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Shiz, this isnt about me Q^Q Pancakes. But anyway, Love is a dagerous yet desired thing....opening up to someone with everything you have...with no garuntee they'll stay with you....its rush and roulette(cant spell that xD) i tell you.
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Be strong bro nun someday it'll happen and it'll be the best thing ever ^-<
14 Feb, 2015, 5:03 am
i totally feel you dude this amazing girl walked out on me i dont know why i was so crushed and i didnt draw for like 4 months T-T