Ugh.okay. So. I really wanna go to a counselor, but I kinda am afraid that my situation right now would send me to a hospital. I've been thinking about going to my school counselor for the past few days because I have a hard time talking to my parents about my mental health because they pretty much just judge me everytime, they don't understand how many times I lie about saying "I'm fine." Pretty much everyday. And my parents make the stress worse by telling at me and being impatient with me. They don't understand how many nights I cry myself to sleep or how many nights I get no sleep. They don't understand why I get sick all the time. They don't understand how I feel about myself. They honestly don't and I don't think they ever will. And that's what keeps everyone feeling alone. I keep feeling alone at school, I hate being alone. Being alone means you're vulnerable. And that's why I hate it so much.