You need hugs o-o I'm sure you can figure out what to do with your life -w-

It's not as easy as you would think...

I guess since I'm 10th grade I can't understand that much, but you have a talent, so if you consider colllege I'm sure you could make it into a career in video game desige or something -w-

Tss, I wish...

Don't be like that, If need encourgement on anything I'll be there ok. You're a good friend and amazingly creative! I don't want to see you give up on yourself

Theres no point in standing still. Its harder to hit a moving target.
You need to persue what you enjoy the most, what you are best at, what you will enjoy the most. Its better to try and fail than to regret not trying at all. Potential is a gift often wasted and so is the mind.
You know, hope is a thing with feathers. The future an inigma, will and wish a fleeting memory that lingers. Wish the right things and work. Its bound to end in your favor.

I don't know how to cheer people up so i just make them think instead. About the thoughts that fly by in my own head and eventually there will be understanding yeah?

If anything you should find an art institute. You would fit in well with the people who go to that college. Find a carrier in art and make a name for yourself, it seems hard but its what i'm going to try to do so why not recomend a friend. I don't know if there are any in Canada though. But trust me when i say you should try.

you should try goin to an art skool and improove :D thats an idea right? dont stress it, it isnt a hard choice, do what you see fit :)

^Mo, these are the worse things to say to someone like me

Blue believe me, I'm trying as hard as I can... There aren't any french art institute around, I'd probably have to move out of the province to find one. But I can't do that, what if it doesn't work out? But what's wrong with going to an english one? Well you might think my english is good enough but it really isn't. And besides, you need to pass an advenced english class to go to an english college but I wasn't in the advenced class, I was in the "easy" class just because of my learning problems and I thought it would be easier for me this way. So annyways, even if I did find a college or whatever around, how am I gonna pay for it? Truth is, and you might not believe but that's fine, I'm poor. And other family members besides my own parents, won't even think about trying to help a little bit financialy. They're all greedy and just don't really care. My godfather though is an exception, he's very nice and I love him very much, but he doesn't have a lot of money himself...

Also I don't think I have a guarenteed job when I get out of college and also, as I mentioned before, I really don't think I could even do all of this... Go to college, get a part-time job, study blah blah... I just don't believe in myself.

I see and then again i knlw that. Lucky enough for me the closest art institute to me is in Dallas, the next city over. As i said i don't know how things work over where you are but where i am even the poor go to colledge either be it a comunity college, get a job of some sort and after they saved enough, took all the classes they needed they go to a private college to earn their masters. If they don't have enough money they get a student loan or get into whatever special programs that college might be offering. Those that are called by a college for their skills and GPA don't have to pay. And i myself live in an upper middle class familly so paying if needed shouldn't be too much of a problem and getting a job in Texas is pretty easy now adays and the pay is good. If i could trust me i would do everything in my power to help you but theres only so much a fourteen year old in Texas can do for a seventeen year old in Canda. I don't even have alot of practical comunication with you.

But mind you i try and with all the knowlege and self preperation i have i know it may not be the same for you but give me some credit yeah? And for a job, find the company you want to work for before you graduate. Thats all i can say.
Out of all odds i wish you all my luck. If any opportunities come up in the future take them before they evaporate.

That's easier said than done but, thanks anyways Blue. I really appreciate your help. I'll figure something out... I guess... I hope...

:-: im sorry for tryin to help TT TT *poof*

I know exactly what you're going through and I know that it is very hard. But even if you don't believe in yourself, I believe in you. Because you are awesome. I lurv you! >:3

I love you too Aizume ;u;