*hugs* Family probs are the worst. :/ I hope you come up with happiness soon, sis.

-My friend that cut herself claims that her friends (including me) lied about us caring about her and that "maybe she's worthless". It could just be her stress or her panic attacks talking, but this was like a bullet to the heart. It's good to know I'm failing at my job.
-My friend Lilly has been getting on my nerves, since she keeps talking to the girl my IRL moirail and I hate after trying to convince her to stick with people who really care about her. She even went to her house/vice versa. She's never come to mine.
-I'm sure Shad is okay now, but I worry about you, girl. When I texted you, you just seemed......distant.
-I just flat out can't be a normal fourteen year old kid who loves to draw. I've had to mature pretty da.mn quick to make it through this without hurting myself in any way.
Everyone: Do not give me the "everything'll be okay" shtick. It hasn't worked so far. I had an awesome day until all of this flooded towards me.

Ignore this if you wish. I needed to get this out.

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As it was previously, it's great that you're expressing this outwardly. If you have any other thoughts you'd like to share, I'm sure we'd all gladly read them and try to help. As for advice, I don't know enough about any of these situations to help a lot, but I'll try with what I know.

Who to live with: Honestly can't help you here. Too intricate a conundrum for my aid.

Friend moving: (Firstly, I learned a new word from you today. Had to look up what a moirail was for this.) I hate to point this out, really I do, but... if you have to move anyway, either to California or northward, wouldn't you be seperated whether they move or not? Beyond that, living in the internet/social media age will help keep the flame of friendship strong between you.
Other Friend: I'm sure it was just stress/nerves. They make people say things to hurt others, even when they don't mean what they say.
(To be continued)

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Friend with enemy: People often don't pay attention to how their actions affect others. She probably doesn't know that house thing is hurting anyone. As for getting her to stop, I'm not sure I can help. Some lessons have to be learned the hard way? No, that's not right...

Shad: None of my business.

Normality: (This is where it gets tricky to avoid saying "brighter future".) Everyone goes through a different version of life. Personally, I'm running Life: Version 1.0.6 (it comes with a free bonus stress DLC pack!) My PC can barely handle it, and sometimes it threatens to crash, but the buffering doesn't necessarily ruin the whole experience. (That metaphor started to run out of steam, but you get the gist of it.)

Remember this: No matter what corner you're backed into, I know you can fight your way out. And we're all on standby, ready to help if things get ugly.
We're all rooting for you, Kate.

Well only hearing about half of these situations earlier I'll try my best to make this whole gigantic mess not as messy. And you know we can chat when s.hit gets rough. Here I go. The friends all need to see how much you care about them, even if it means going out of your way to telling them. If they cant see then I really hope they do soon so they can see how it affects the ones around them that care. You know im terribly sorry to hear about the family problems but if I'd have to say to go with the one that gives you more peace and less stress. That happened when my parents got their divorce. And im very sorry to hear about your moirail moving too. Maybe you 2 can keep in touch online or by phone? All of the rest I have to say would just be a repeat of what Trope said. I got your back on ANY problem that stands in your way bud. As always im here for you friend.

^^^ Well said. Our different perspectives and histories lead us to different areas we can help in. Good to keep in mind.

Apologies for acting so cold, man. I was still really anxious at that time, and was preoccupying myself with thoughts of hurling my body into a snowdrift and not getting up.

damn son
I'm glad you're venting and not bottling it all up, at least

rep: ikr
and thxxxx

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Ahh hello.

Yes it is fine, I understand.

My 3ds likes spontaneously dying, only charging on some occasions, and not connecting to wifi. And I think I'm starting to get a dent, it's not affecting me tho. *Points at screen*

Well it's nice to hear from you again. :>

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Hyes.

Also *screeches*
but you did hte good draw

tell the dents to eat themselves

Life has rough spots. People are more sensitive these days with self-injury as a way to cope, don't know why that's a thing, but okay. Anyone who has been injuring themselves needs help. I don't know who deals with those matters, and I have a deep mistrust of psychologists and how they operate anyways, so what do I know.
You'll be happy again. The pieces will fall into place. Yes, you'll be upset again. But such is the wheel of life. I got dealt a particularly bad one these past few weeks, and now everything is cool today.