I am so sorry... I didn't mean to make you feel abandoned... After you deleted our last conversation, I sincerely thought you didn't want me to bother you any more :( I've been really sick lately, so I'm really sorry for not being as supportive. You are not beyond saving. You are not worthless in the very least. Just pray, pray, pray incessantly! And I really think you should talk to a doctor, whether it's your regular dr or at the ER. But nobody can make you do that but you.

It's okay, I understand now. :) I'm sorry you're still having a rough time of it... I hope you'll consider talking to a professional, though, bevause I'm not sure how much help I can be to you from where I am and with my own emotional issues. But I'll pray for you and talk to you as I can. I need to get messenger again. Once I've got it I'll drp you a line, okay?