-s-e-x- by Ichigo mo mo
whenever i was making out w/someone and things got heated, i would have panic attacks, they were too close, the world was crashing in on me, i got light-headed, i was terrified of them. No matter how much i trusted them this still happened. and so on New Years Day, i forced myself to have s.e.x. I was mortified/panicking the entire time & couldnt even open my eyes..when it was over, i felt gross. and i couldn't stop the sensation of hands touching me no matter how many showers i took.
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24 Jan, 2015, 5:23 pm
Honey....0-0 That's deep...
24 Jan, 2015, 5:30 pm
i thought everyone felt like that...ughn yeah idk why
24 Jan, 2015, 5:42 pm
Oh honey...If you wanna talk im here for you. *hugs*
24 Jan, 2015, 6:18 pm
its ok i just really dk why i feel like this i guess i just ugh idk
24 Jan, 2015, 6:43 pm
no its okay i just feel a little numb rn
25 Jan, 2015, 3:38 am
man, i can't really relate with se.x and such, but certainly know the feeling. for me it's just whenever i'm around people i know i'm uncomfortable with. and i know that they don't like me. i've some people really mad at me, and i'm still not positive that they've gotten over it. but every day, classes like world history and frecnh 4/AP and anatomy/physiology are just so uncomfortable and that feeling is spot on. I wish there was more i could than to let you know you're not alone...
25 Jan, 2015, 5:07 am
Oh God, Namo... I dont know what to say.. I hope this feeling goes away.. Ill be praying for you..
25 Jan, 2015, 8:18 am
thanks Gale.
isaac-yeah it went away i'm just looking for help/advice abt whyi feel that way
25 Jan, 2015, 9:09 am
I'm sorry, I have no words...
For some it's instant -- (d.amn horn dogs)
For others...it's fragile. It takes a long time to trust your body with another one.
30 Jan, 2015, 10:28 pm
thanks vir