Heyo.. Im sure you hate me by now. And i dont blame you. I dont have a good reason for being gone, but im sorry. I wont say ill be back on more often because i know ill just break my promise again. But i miss talking with you. I still want to keep in touch. Even if its just a 'hey im still alive' once a month. I got a phone for christmas, so i can text. i can message on facebook. I can get kik, oovoo, maybe skype. or just comments would work too. i just dont know anymore. I still want to meet you in real life. i just dont want to hurt you anymore than i already have. I know im just rambling, but i have a lot to say.. i just dont know how. ill leave it like this for now..

Oh man, Isaac... I'm just thankful to see you comment. I know what you mean, though, kinda in the same boat... I do think we need a more efficient way of communication, I'll give you that. If you've seen my last painting, you'd see I'm kinda just missing a bunch of people in general right now... I understand, and I do want to keep in touch, and this sucks, and I'm not mad at you, and I miss you, and a whole bunch of other things, and I'm really glad you still have fingers...

Gale, I missed you.. yeah we need a better way to talk. Tell me if you come up with anything. And ive been missing people on here too. Youre the last one left i still (somewhat) talk to. I hope we can figure out something. I really want to talk again. And yep, fingers all good here OuO. I miss and love you.

I dunno, communication wise, skype messaging maybe? I ain't too fond of kik and stuff like that... I got a lot of things to tell you. You're such a good talker and listener and I miss that. TvT 'love you, too...

Ok we can work something out. And TvT Thank you.. but im a horrable talker. I studder entirely too much and i never know what to say. im just glad your willing to confide in me. TvT And i miss our convorsations a lot too..

It's okey, there's a typey thing, though it'd be cool to hear your voice. man, i literally could've gotten on a half hour ago, but oh god... due to very recent events i rEAlly need to talk to you. you don't even know how glad i am to see youre around. to be honest some stuff i just really cannot explain to someone i could usually explain to, and i'm so exhausted from trying to think things out on my own, and everything is so just bleeeah... i hate this... Q^Q"

Yeah i want to hear your voice too.. and see your face. >.< I hate being so far away from you. I want to talk to you as well.. I hope your ok. I miss talking.. but Ive been too exhausted all the time to stay on long..

Hehe, I could never relate to you more...Q^Q Last weekend was the first time I didn't have homework in mONThs. Yet, it still kinda sucked. I haven't had time to do anything...whenever I get home, all I do is homework, eat (if necessary), draw, shower, bed. Just that cycle. Seems effortless. But it's so mind-numbing. I only realized on Monday that my birthday is next week. I forgot my own birthday. I'm so stuck that I just can't make it a priority... And all I want is to just stay up and talk to you...

:,( ...hmmm...

Soooo Sorry!! School is muuuurdeerrr!! I kept telling myself id get on tonight and id always fall asleep... But yeah.. Im kinda in a neverending cycle too. I was failing earlier in the year so whenever my dad gets home he always goes over everything with me soo i pretty much have to do everything twice.. i miss talking to you.. But im always sooooo sleepyyyyyy!... I dont know what to do.. Oh, and i gotz skypey, but im gonna wait a bit before im ready to start talking on it. Im using it for facetiming a few friends and i want my dad to know im using it for that first.. And Happy Late Birf-a-day, Friend!!! 17... Wow.. It doesnt seem like your 2 years older than me. ^.^

School iS MURDEr... But it's good that you're getting help with your homework. I've got such a bad case of the lazies I've become so accustom to just doing my homework last minute during school... And wicked. I understand, I mean there is still the typey thing, but only when you're ready. : ) And thank you! To be honest I don't llike 17...eeeeewwwwwwwwhhhh

(been at grandparents.. Sowwy.. :'( )Yessss!! Lazys are going to be the death of me.. The only things i dont become lazy doing are drawing, gaming and ,something new, woodburning! I made a cool tri-force coaster and now im making a capt murica shield coaster >v<" and about skype, soon we can. My dad has softwere (spelling) on my phone were he can see the apps that ive used and how long.. :/... On a different note we may move to florida and i want to die. The choices are 1. my dad just going for the 18 month period or 2. all of us going but we leave behing amazing friends and church. This has been an amazing place to live but i would miss daddy..

Woodburning? That sounds interesting. I have widdler, wittler, however you spell it. I haven't used it yet. But Florida is aMAZing, like seafood alll the tiiiime... those are some valid points though. I love it there.

Yep! its pretty fun! And whittling [No idea lol] huh? Sounds cool. my dads always been pretty good with a knife. We have decided to stay in the area. My dads just gonna come home on weekends then we are just gonna stay there till college. And seafood isnt really my thing. lol Ive taken a liking to crawfish though..