They say it lets you feel more better than others, but it doesn't. I may be smart, but I'm not that smart.. I suck when making decisions, I treat others like cr'ap when I don't mean to, I'm hated for how I act, I can't even help others that well without being told how to. I know I'm asking for attention with this, but really, I'm only saying how I feel about my "gift." I love you all, especially my EllaBear, but I don't love myself. I want to stop hurting you... but I don't know how...