He'd hurt everyone by leaving. Gone for half a year, he'd hoped to get a fresh start. A clean slate. Within a few weeks of disappearing from his friend's and family's lifes, the guilt began to eat him away inside. All Andrew wanted was to spare both himself and those he loved from further damage and heartbreak. He had gone to enormous lengths to make them beleive he didn't care about them anymore... that he was dead. He'd moved across country, discontinued his phone and credit cards, and changed his name. Why was leaving it all behind so hard? Slipping intoma heavy depression, Andrew fought with his inner demons for months, convinced he had done the right thing by leaving...

But deep down he knew he had made the biggest mistake of his life. He missed Selina. He missed Shine. He missed Morgana and Pierce and... god why did he leave...
And so, half a year after him vanishing, the people he left behind were mostly healed from the sudden loss. They had moved on, grown up. Yet when he came back, their already fragile world was shattered and jumbled. They hated him. They called him a b*stard for leaving. Nothing Andrew said would sooth their pain. The wound was fresh, and he'd just pored salt into it.

The already depressed Andrew, fed up with himself, isolated himself in his apartment with a case of beer and a mixed assortment of perscripted medications. He stared at them, drinking until his fingers and toes were warm from the spirits. Taking a bottle in his hand, he grimly read and reread the label, finishing off the last beer from the case as he did so. With a sigh, he popped the cap and brought the bottle to his lips, tipping it back and swallowing more pills than nessacary. Grunting, he tossed the bottle, turning on the television to a raunchy comedy as the drugs slowly began to take effect. His mind swam and his limbs turned to lead.

xD hi and yeah, he's pretty complex and screwed up, aint he? :P

He was ready. He wanted this. Through the haze of booze and drugs, he was strangely at peace. He had accepted his demise and was willing to meet whatever lie beyond his crappy excuse for a life. The television slowly blurred into meaningless colors. It got hard to breath. All Andrew wanted to do was sleep.

And sleep he did.

'oh hi' like im an afterthought. geeeeez xDDD anywho, whats up?

listening to music and avoiding responsibilities :P so yeah. and duuuude i love sherlock. benedict cumberbatch must father my children

oi, im a generic fangirl ok??? x'D how was school for u? i made a gif in my graphics class :P

btw someone should save andrewxD

F*CK YEAH EVANESCENCE I HAVENT EVEN S4YJNF IM OLD I HAVENT LISTENED TO THEM IN YEARSSS

tQ-Qt What is life... (Finished The Maze Runner after knowing where it originally came from.)

im in the 2nd quarter still lol :D but wat about hyde or morgana they be his bbys

ISSAY MY BROTHA WAS HAPPPENENENINGGGG

im more of a indie/alternitave/techno girl than rock xD i like bands like cage the elephant, mystery skulls, death cab for cutie... yeah. xD

NO SPOILERS IM POOR SO I WAIT A YEAR FOR THINGS TO COME OUT ON NETFLIX

lol All I'll say is I knew The Maze Runner before it was even a book or a film. I used to know it since it was a pointless game.

okay. im expecting the flames of pain to be brought down. anyways, i set the scene, you go firsties :3

Disappointing...actually.

never heard of the game. my bro used to have the book. :P

Gonna d!e btw.

who's gonna die?

Me of course. I always d!e.

Andrew: -lays on couch, closing eyes and sighing heavily, empty bottle on his chest as his mind ebbed over and his body began to shut down-

wat y u die. i will not allow it. -ties you to chair leg and sits on chair-

*dies*

god damn it.

(angeldemonflyingsausagefruitlooppoptartcreaturefantasybeing.) *whispers* OOOooo I'm a ghost!!!

dude ur a f*cking dumb *ss :I xD

Andrew: -barely aware of her presence, breathing growing ever slowly steadier as morgana works on him- urg... -coughs slightly, still under it-

(hed most likely have his stomache pumped irl :P xD)

IF THERES SOMETHING STRANGE IN UR NEIGHBORHOOD

UR MOM'S D*CK

bah, colors lost connection.

Andrew: -eyes flicker back and forth behind eyelids, body slowly responding to being revived- -opens eyes quickly with a gasp, looking around wildly- ...

Just posted the 4th episode to origins.
Anyhow... OOOoooo!!!

...Yea. I'm having an episode ellipse right now. I'm really shacky.

Andrew: -blinks, trying to unsuccesfully focus on her face- m... morgana..? but... -eyelids drop, body exhausted from being brought back from the brink of death-

Isssaaaayy u okayyyyy

Yea. I'm cool. Just having one of those moments with my head.

maybe you should get some rest <3 :3 it always helps me to nap or go to bed if i over exeet myself.

also water and a snack. but thats me. whatever works for u, do it. just dont stay cuz of us. we'll be here tomorrow xP

I have insomnia. Sleep is hard for me.
haha. Stupid drawing took more than 5:39...such hard work.

same here :/ but the drawings super cool :D i love the camera effect. but yeah, take a breather. just close your eyes for a second or two. it helps.

Andrew: -lays there, blushing slightly and still groggy from the concoction of drugs and booze-
MORGANAS SO F*CKING SWEET THEY NEED TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE BABIES

Seriously I have a thing for the dark when I have light.

explain pls, im not quite following u :P

3IddV

issay go to bed.

Nyuuuuu...I don't want to.

nooo i was goone toooo looooonggg </3

andrew: -eventually falls asleep, twitching and mumbling every so often-

but. but. she loves andy. theyre cute together. mehhhh

but youre dyinggg you need sleep :c

I'm a unicorn dammit! I never d!e forever!

THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE LIKE WOAH I FEEL AS IF IVE GAINED A FEW IQ POINTS YOURE JUST SO AWESOME AT EXPLANATIONS BRAVO DEAR SIR BRAVO

Yeth...*hick*

-sits on- r u drunk lols

Talbes un dia...*hick* el fua del universo alejano te llegara!!! T0T

you mean figuratively? xD so whats the plan involving them then? :P

andrew: -still, breathing low and even- nn... -twitches and furrows brow slightly, mumbling words in sleep-

no habla espanol. ;-;

DUDE MY F*CKING BOOB POPPED OUT OF MY SHIRT WTH

Vien! Pues asi es.

............bruh....................

You just marked me for life..... DX XP lol

ha good. but seriously we cant afford bras and im stuck in a c when i need at least a d. image your nuts being squeezed daily by an ungodly clothing item. it blows.

andrew: -sound asleep, dreaming lucidly about morgana, birds, and the old homeless guy down the block-

okiedokie. btw who would honestly fall for a narcissistic, alcoholic, drughead, depressed guy like andy? i mean yes hes sweet and kind and cute but the negativessss

MY T*TS HURT OK IM ON MY PERIOD AND IT HURTS EVEN WORSE NOW TT^TT

Wow Mally. In that end of the blade...it doesn't sound cool.

hm.

Well...um.
How's your day going?

-Ashley

I'm not sure of me. Though it's very nice to hear your doing great. ^-^

-Ashy

I'll be fine. The only harms way is between me and whats in my closet.

These weird dolls of hell on this top drawer and my katana of never forever. :P

Goodnight Ashy! ^w^ /

nice gallery! and i see you are an expert on animes

im thirteen lol