thx :)

im chubby so my oc is chubby -^-'

yus :D btw whys landon upset? :c

really? why? i dont get that feeling...

oh. lemme guess. the 'my life sucks waaano one likes me im gonna go kill myself!' people? please. if their life is tough then what would you call those who can't afford to eat everyday? those who have no house, family, or clothes? people who b*tch a lot make me sick. if youre so convinced youre a burden, just off yourself and save everyone the hassel of putting up with your sh*t.

sorry. im just irritating by how easy some people have it, yet the still complain.

when i was 12 my mother was drunk all the time and my father was at work all day just to pay the bills. i had no new clothes, our house was dirty, i never saw my parents. i couldnt even escape to school. i was tormented for being overwwight, stupid and accused of being lesbian. my grades sucked because i have add and id get yelled at by a drunk mother about them constintly. on top of that i had to make sure my 10 year old brother was fed and had his asburgers medication and basically took care of him.
i was depressed. but i never complained. sure i vented once or twice to my best friend, but who doesnt. it was after my great grandmother died that same year i began cutting my thighs and wrists and wishing i was dead. no one knew i cut or was suicidal.

i wasnt an attention wh*re. people who claim to be suicidal just for attention just make me sick.

whenever i hear someones sob story i tell them to grow a pair. with every sad story theres a happy ending. but no, theyd rather wallow in the past and in overexaggerated feelings and watch their friends and family give up on them, cuz no matter what they do, theyre always gonna be shot down and ignored. why be happy whennbeing sad gets you so much attention?

IF YOU SERIOUSLY THINK YOURE THAT BAD, SEE A GOD DAMN THERAPIST. GET ON SOME MEDS. SEE A COUNSELOR. DONT WHINE AND B*TCH ON THE INTERNET WHERE NO ONE CAN HELP YOU. DON'T LIE ABOUT WHATS REALLY GOING ON.

i dont give a f*ck if that sounds heartless. i stand by my statement and challenge every deluded person blinded by their own stupidity to read what ive wrote. you need perspective. if you keep living with a one track mind, youre going to end up alone with no friends, no job, and your own family wontnwant to spend time with you. get a grip. if you think your problems are bad, think again. theres always someone who has it worse.

oh, and dont get into competitions with other people just to see whos life sucks the most. its f*cking shallow and annoying and most of the time their all lies. bragging about pain, sorrow, and suffering is not cool.

ok im done.

i feel really strongly towards this subject cuz ive lived through it. anyways, ive come up with drakes personality and some of his backstory.

personality: thoughtful, intelligent, innocent, a little robotic at times, moves fluidly and quickly, soft spoken, tender hearted, curious

backstory: alien from zeta minor, had to escape the planetas a child because it got caught in the middle of an intergalactic war. parents died from earth diseases shortly after they arrived. has stayed in the same town since he landed, growing up and learning about earth. after he got out of school he got a job at a secondhand bookstore.

exactly! xD im stable now. i got the help i needed. real depression is just a bunch of chemical imbalances in your head. i understand that most teens go through some form or another due to the changes in the brain that happen around their age. its normal, but if you blow it out of the water its just sad.

nice. xD yeah, i wanted a pretty mellow character. hes super relaxed and really easygoing.

i actually need to sleep. gotta killer headache and i still dont have all my strength back from surgery. hopefully ill be more alert tomorrow! <3 :)

Fabulous drawing. :3 lol D: Sorry I missed out yesterday!