i dont feel sixteen yet
i still feel like i should be fifteen. idk i kind of feel like i dont deserve to be sixteen and it feels so f.ucking surreal. idk maybe its the whole "sweet sixteen" thing thats getting at me. like turning sixteen is supposed to be a big deal and im just like :/ i dont even want presents either. i think eating dinner is enough. and on top of that i have to act like im excited for my birthday and im just. not. :l