I actually know this feeling really super well... I was in the hospital because of it just in October. :[ I really hope you don't give up, though. Is there anything I can do or say?

i feel the same but i dont gave up on myself
take care of you and dont care about those fake friends

Don't give up Furgi-chan! I know life can be stupid and hard sometimes, but you gotta find that happiness and hold on to it. plus i like your artwork :3

good hang on

It was honestly really, really difficult. The depression spell started in May and I kept going in and out of it. I started thinking, "Life is just way too hard. I can't do this anymore. I want to go to sleep and never wake up." I actually was somehow brave enough to check myself into the hospital. They kept me in the psych ward for a while. They gave me two new medications and there was a lot of group therapy sessions.I'm not sure exactly how, but it was like little by little, light started seeping back into my heart. I also think the fact that I was in the hospital was an eye opener for some friends and family and they're making sure I'm not secluding myself all alone at home, b/c most of the time I am here at my apartment by myself. I'm making sure to take my meds, get myself outside, reassure myself, notice my negative thinking so I can stop it, have someone I can call at anytime in case I slip into it again... I'm just taking a lot of extra precautions. I also keep myself busy.

I'm sorry, this is still hilarbees. But the hardest part is getting out of the depression. I tried to do it on my own for 5 minths and had no success. I was only able to do it with the help of a lot of other people...

Sweetie, do you have Skype or Tumblr or anything like that?

Okay, would you be alright with adding me? I'm Hilary Bee-chan there. That way if you ever feel the need to talk you can just talk to me any time at all. For me, talking to a third party I don't really know who is not a part of the situation really helped out a lot. Of course, it's completely up to you. And no need to apologize. You haven't done anything that you'd need to apologize to me for. <3 <3

Well, that's what the messaging's for, it would be private and no one would know except for me who's completely unrelated to the situation at all :) I am very nice, I keep secrets, and I would do my best to help you in any way that I can <3

Hey dearie, I haven't forgotten about you! Things have been crazt. I really hope you are doing okay. Keeo hanging in there! Maybe the fruits of the holidays coming to an end will benefit you :] <3 <y tablet died there for a while, so I'm sorry! Got it charged again now! I have plans today and tomorrow, but I'll still try to drop you a line as I can. Starting Sunday, my work schedule is going to be really heavy, so don't give up while I'm away! I'm coming back, okay? :)

What did I trace of ours I get my pics off the internet and I don't trace I have no idea what u r talking about I don't even know who u r or ur art if I'm following u it's just cuz inflow all my friends followers I don't look at a lot of pics so NO I DID NOT TRACE UR ART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like your version better furgi.

Sweetheart, I am so sorry I haven't been there for you... I'll be honest, on top of my crazy work schedule, I've been pretty depressed lately, too... I left my tablet at my parents' house so that's why I haven't messaged you. :[ I literally just picked up my 3DS just yesterday, so I doodled that pic and posted it mainly as a way to cheer myself up... Life is so very hard, and honestly sometimes I just want to give up, but I don't b/c I believe God will make things right at the perfect time... still, it's hard to even get out of bed some days. I haven't forgotten you, I think of you often and I'm praying for you. I just gotta get myself together, too, you know? :] When I do, I'm sure I'll be a better support for you. As soon as I get my tablet back, I will message you, okay? Please hang in there! I'll do my best as well!

Sweetie, no, it's not your fault. You did not overwhelm me at all. Some other things are going on here: financial issues, my sister-in-law is pregnant, found out that I probably can't have children... it's just a lot that has been going on. I really wish I could be right there for you and give you comfort and hugs and everything else. My heart really, really goes out to you! I'm praying that someone will come into your life who can physically be there for you. I know it must be so very hard when you don't have anyone to talk to... Please don't give up! Please, please, please! You've already become a part of my heart and I really think about and pray for you each day. I would be so sad if anything happened to you! If you are really feeling like the world is better off without you, then please go to the ER. That's all you have to tell them. You don't have to give any specifics! I didn't! But, please, please don't give up!

Thank you for following me.
And I see you're going through some tough crud...That's not good...

love your drawing

I know the answer to that problem. feeling alone, like no one cares about you, but you know what? people need God, who always loves you, cares for you and will always be with you. he sent his son Jesus to die for us, so that who ever accepts him as his/her lord and saviour will have eternal life. If that isn't love I don't know what is. ^ ^