Ayiasha by CarumEsSarene
My mind is breaking down as I become a stronger shaman. During the day I see shadow people and at night I hear voices. In my dreams, I see visions. The world burning and changing. I want to share my visions but...
I'm tapped into many auras of strangers, I feel their need to cut. I hold it back by scratching heavily. I feel dizzy, light-headed, and sick.
I'm not even a quarter way into my training either...
#CSarene
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12 Nov, 2014, 8:32 pm
...(hugs) r u ok?
12 Nov, 2014, 8:34 pm
@maru
yes and no...
12 Nov, 2014, 8:36 pm
is there enything i can do to help?...
12 Nov, 2014, 8:40 pm
no... i need to endure this... i need to let it happen...
would you pull a caterpillar out of its cocoon?
12 Nov, 2014, 8:44 pm
no i see ur point (hugs) but im here for u
13 Nov, 2014, 8:16 pm
@America thanks...
Most of the shadow people I see are through the corner of my eye. Like they want to hide.
@OK2 "getting better" is kind of complicated. I don't need to get rid of what's happening to me, I need to adjust to it. The voices and shadow people; It's a rite of passage that allows me to become in tune with the spirit realm. Once this is adjusted, I can start trying to cross over. It's a necessary part of being a shaman.
@Relic
Shadow people are a type of spirit.
I'll be at the comic shop so I'll check comments afterwards... if I can get online...