"I-It hurts.." by Malware

"Mommy..? Wh-why are you crying..?" a little purple eevee asked it's mother, who was trying to get him to stay in the bunker. "MommyIsGoingToGoneForALittlBit, okay? You stay here, ignore all the scre'ams that come from outside okay?" the timid nightmare mother said to her child. The child hid back in the bunker, pbeying his mother as the mother closed the door, locking it. "Theres the beast!" some voices said, "The monster is over here! KiII it!" they yelled. The child heard it's #MalHideki

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09 Nov, 2014, 5:09 am
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Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:16 am

mother scre'am in agon'izing pain, and everything was silent. The child was silently crying, scared, but it remained where it was. Soon the bunker opened and men grabbed the child, throwing it at a wall. "Little wretch, daemon!" they yelled as they surrounded the poor child. As it was thrown, its left eye caught on the corner of the window sill, and like glass it cracked. The child merely escaped the men, blinking with pain as the shards of its eye cut its inner eyelid. It never saw its mother again, and since then hes been accused of ra'pe, of being a monster, of being a ped'ophile, a nightmare... The child grew, living in this world of painful truth and lies.. the truth of being a nightmare, a creature made to breed by force.. but lies.. lies that he was a ra'pist.. he was an innocent soul, yet.. becaude of his species, hes hated.. beaten.. driven away.. All he wanted was a friend, someone to care for and love, and to recieve love.. Someone to appreciate him, and see him from within.

Smile...

09 Nov, 2014, 5:20 am

QmQ myeh..

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:27 am

Hideki: I don't deserve hugs..

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:37 am

Hideki: .. *nibbles the pumpkin whatsit or whatever*

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:50 am

Hideki: *shudders, looking down* ...

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:52 am

Hideki: I-it hurts.. *covers his eye*

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 6:01 am

Hideki: *whimpers* n-no..

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 6:07 am

Hideki: *he shakes his head*

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 6:20 am

Hideki: N-no.. *he gets his eye patch and covers his eye with it*

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 6:25 am

(i gtg.. ;w;)

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 8:16 am

Hideki: I've had it for years, i'll be fine..

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 5:56 pm

Hideki: I-I'm sure I'm okay.. I-I just need my eye patch.. it helps..

Okita Souji

09 Nov, 2014, 8:44 pm

???: You're such a hypocrit. You say you want to be loved, then refuse to believe people care about you. Moron.

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 9:06 pm

Hideki: *cringes, then starts to cry again* People say they want to help me just to get close and kiII me... I-I find it hard to trust anyone, no matter how much i want to trust them and let them love me..

Okita Souji

09 Nov, 2014, 9:15 pm

???: Then you are weak, and will never be happy. If you don't have the strength on, you will never be loved.

Okita Souji

09 Nov, 2014, 9:16 pm

*Strength to move on

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 10:00 pm

Hideki: *he shivers, and hugs himself* o-okay..

Okita Souji

09 Nov, 2014, 10:00 pm

???: Are you going to man up and move on?

Malware

09 Nov, 2014, 10:22 pm

Hideki: i-i can't..

Okita Souji

09 Nov, 2014, 10:35 pm

???: And why the hell not?

Smile...

09 Nov, 2014, 10:54 pm

??- *in the shadows of a tree* because he's afraid.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 12:06 am

Hideki: *shivers* m-
mew..

Karakuridoji of Envy

10 Nov, 2014, 1:17 am

Seth: Perhaps you should man up yourself before giving people having a hard time dealing with their own ordeals more crap.

Karakuridoji of Envy

10 Nov, 2014, 1:23 am

*Alezia

:U

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 1:44 am

Hidei: *shivers* ...

Karakuridoji of Envy

10 Nov, 2014, 1:57 am

Alezia: *Solitifies, emerging from a shadow on the ground*

Karakuridoji of Envy

10 Nov, 2014, 2:02 am

(I bet none of you have ever, or will ever, be able to meaningly say that youve been grounded from a pair of pants
Me, achievement unlocked xD)

Smile...

10 Nov, 2014, 2:03 am

??-*sighs* All of you, he's but a child without a mother. Nightmare's are still allowed to be scared, since they are beings not too different to people... *she sighs and her long tail flicks* I would know.

Smile...

10 Nov, 2014, 2:04 am

(o-o uh... wut?)

Karakuridoji of Envy

10 Nov, 2014, 2:14 am

(Ill explain tomorrow
Ive also never laughed at being grounded until now xD)

Alezia: Anyone has the right to be scared.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 2:26 am

Hideki: H-how do you kn-know I don't have a-a.. a mother..? *shivers more*

Smile...

10 Nov, 2014, 4:13 am

??- Well... im an ancestor of yours. I keep track of my childeren's childeren's childeren's childeren's childeren's childeren's...
eh, i think you get the idea.

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 4:26 am

???: *Completely ignores Alezia* God, someone get this dude a blanket.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 5:22 am

Hideki: *shivers and looks down, an expression of complete hurt washed all over his face* ...

Smile...

10 Nov, 2014, 5:26 am

??-*a tall, slender woman with a long sleek tail and marks all along her curvy body walks from the shadows. Her yellow eyes gleam almost sadly, her clearly being a ni-
...Actually...
He recognises her as Mora, a Nightmare famed for being one of the first nightmares and well known for 'contributions to population' to put it nicely.

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 5:27 am

???: Aw, did I hurt the little Nighty-Wighty-Mare's feelings? Mio Dio, you're a big wimp. Here, take this. *Gives him her cloak* Don't think you can keep it, I need it back.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 5:37 am

Hideki: *politely folds up the cloak and hands it back, getting up and walking away* I-I will not stand t-to be t-teased..

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 5:46 am

???: Oh, come on brooo. *Drapes herself over him* Lighten up. You're so tense... *Starts massaging his chest* Reeeelaaax.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 5:56 am

Hideki: *pushes her away lightly* p-please, don't come near me.. I-i cannot respect the fact that you call me a whimp and believe you have the right to tpuch me soon after..

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 6:12 am

???: It's a test you, moron. I'm testing you. I need to know if I'm safe around you, if you can control your carnal desires. Gratz, you pass. Here, *Hands him her cloak* Take it. Seriously, il mio amico.

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 6:28 am

Hideki: *simply hands it back, and cringes* stay away from me..

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 6:31 am

???: What's wrong?

Malware

10 Nov, 2014, 3:32 pm

Hideki: Should you even ask that? Please, im trying not to be rude. You just finished teasing me and calling me stuff, and as I said before I won't tolerate that, even more I won't tolerate the person calling me that. *he starts walking away*

Okita Souji

10 Nov, 2014, 3:52 pm

???: Amico! Non, amico, non voltare le spalle su si me, ve ne pentirete!

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 1:12 am

Alezia: Thats what you get, being that way towards people. *She proceeds to walk after

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 1:12 am

Hideki*

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 1:37 am

Hideki: Non voul dire che ve ne pentirete? Non non lo farai? *he turns to Alezia and slightly smiles, continuing to walk away*

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 1:39 am

(Ale?)

Alezia: *Continues in pace with him* I want go help you..

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 1:43 am

Hideki: *smiles* I-I appreciate it, I-i honestly do.. I just can't trust anyone..

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 1:47 am

(Smesh?)

Alezia: You can trust me, give me time and we could become best friends.. In one way, we're alike..

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 1:51 am

Hideki: How are we alike..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 1:55 am

Alezia: I.. lost an eye as well..

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 2:24 am

(Sorry I didnt join, I didnt notice you were hosting until it was too late omo)

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 2:26 am

Hideki: ...how?
(i-its fine.. my grandpa came and ruined my mood to smash anyways..)

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 2:33 am

(Ah..
Do you want to talk..?)

Alezia: I had an accident and got shot.. It hurt, and still does at times..

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 2:38 am

Hideki: I got a sp!ke to the eye..

(i got an arrow to KNEE,
ha.. nah.. ill smash and let out rage, even uf my thumb's skin is peeling because of my stupid circle pad <3)

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 2:42 am

Alezia: What got me could be described as anything you want..

(Playing Smash while angry can really help you kick a.ss)

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 2:46 am

Hideki: Did a nightmare shoot you..?

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 2:46 am

(im waiting :U)

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 2:49 am

Alezia: Depends on your definition of nightmare.. To me, Im a nightmare in 3 ways, so yes..

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 3:08 am

(See?
And sorry, I had to go
Goodnight *Pat)

Okita Souji

11 Nov, 2014, 3:42 am

???: Bas.tardo, tornare qui! Non ignorare me!

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 3:49 am

Hideki: M-may I see your eye..? Mama was good at healing, and she taught me good..

Okita Souji

11 Nov, 2014, 3:56 am

???: RAAAA! PRESTARE ATTENZINE A ME!!!

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 4:26 am

Hideki: Xin-Chao *waves the girl off, teasingly speaking in Vietnamese*

Okita Souji

11 Nov, 2014, 4:31 am

???: *Whimpers and tears up* P-Por favore...

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 5:32 am

Hideki: Sorry, I just.. I cannot stand to be near someone who just teased me like that, and called me a wimp..

Okita Souji

11 Nov, 2014, 5:35 am

???: ... I'm sorry... I can't control it... They told me I'm 'bipolar...'

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 5:54 am

Hideki: Did you get beaten up for it..? Threatened to be kiIIed for it!? *he stands, facing her* Did they kiII your mum for it!? *his eye patch falls off as more cracks appear in his eye, and blood heavily flows* Did they rip every peice of f'ucking innocence from you and force you to be bound by the chains of depression and pain over a simple se'xuality prefferance!? Did they accuse you of ra'pe, drag you out of your hiding spots, beat you senseless and leave you at the point of death to only merely scrap yourself together and just REPEAT!? ALL BECAUSE I'M A NIGHTMARE, SOMETHING I DIDN'T WANT TO BE! YETI HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH THIS FU'CKING HELL ONLY BECAUSE I PROMISED MY MOTHER I WOULD BE A GOOD NIGHTMARE AND LIVE! *claws form his once delicate paws, horns emerging from behind his ear.. demonic wings and a matching tail ripping from his back, fangs growing long and dripping a purple venom. He towers over her, barely managing to contain himself* JUST LEAVE! b-before I-I..

Okita Souji

11 Nov, 2014, 6:09 am

???: *Falls over* No. They didn't. *Crawls foreward and places a hand on his leg* I've lived an average life, in an average place. I've only ever met average people and had average problems. They shunned me because I was not average. I resented them at first, but no longer. Please, you don't have to face your pain by yourself, we, the average people, want to help. So let us. *Looks up into his eye with no semblance of fear*

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 12:33 pm

Alezia: People dont want help from your method.. *She swipes her hair to the side, and takes her eyepatch off, and the hair comes back too quick for anyone to see what was underneath* Your eyepatch..

Malware

11 Nov, 2014, 4:23 pm

Hideki: Those who tease me and threaten me are of no help to me! *she picks up the girl by the throat, claws digging into her skin* They are monsters! THE TRUE MONSTERS! *he then throws her with a great amount of force to a nearby tree*

Karakuridoji of Envy

11 Nov, 2014, 11:58 pm

Alezia: *Picks up Hideki's patch for him* Hey..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:01 am

Hideki: *he turns to Alezia, and shakily he goes on his knees, ears flattening. She notices how huge hes become, nearly three-four times large in size that he was before. He whimpers, as if begging for the eyepatch* d-dont tear it..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:14 am

Alezia: I woudnt destroy something thats not mine, which is why Im hurt and scarred all the time.. But here, its yours.. *Holds out her hand, though it has hers as well as his in it*

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:23 am

Hideki: *whimpers again as he carefully puts his on, reverting back to his old form. He gets her own and brushes her hair out of her eyes with a gently hands* Um, thank you..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:32 am

*He sees a ball of darkness matter, seeming to be a dark void of eternity, swirling strangely. It looks like death, as of a deep, empty eye socket in a corpse's skull. Is it a coverup for whats really underneath?*

Alezia: Wh-what are you doing..?

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:39 am

Hideki: *he does the oddest thing.. kiss the eyepatch, and places it iver her eye, allowing her hair to fall back into place* there, where it belongs.

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:42 am

Alezia: U-uh..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:45 am

Alezia: Whyd you k-kiss it?

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:46 am

Hideki: *he steps back, and nervously coughs, blushing slightly. He seems to have completely forgotten about the other girl* s-sorry, I intruded on your personal space madame..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:46 am

Hideki: U-um.. i dunno..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:52 am

Alezia: Well.. O-okay then.. D-do you trust me a bit more now..?

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 12:55 am

Hideki: I do.. thank you for trusting me.. *he bows respectively*

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 12:58 am

Alezia: Youre welcome..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 1:07 am

Hideki: *winces when his eyepatch falls off* n-nh..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:10 am

Alezia: Oh.. Here.. *She leans over, reaching for it to pick it up for him again*

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 1:13 am

Hideki: *he blinks and winces* its hard to keep that thing on..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:16 am

Alezia: *Stands up, her one eye fixated on it in ner hand* It needs to be a bit tighter..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 1:20 am

Hideki: it does..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:25 am

Alezia: Yeah, if its falling off like that..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 1:31 am

Hideki: help me..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:36 am

Alezia: Um.. I cant really do anything right now to shorten its band.. Maybe mine would be small enough..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:44 am

Only for the time being..

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 1:48 am

Hideki: o-okay..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 1:53 am

Alezia: *She soon has it off, holding it out to him. He gets the feel its valuable for some odd reason* Here..

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 2:20 am

(Because of something that happened to me, Ill let that one timeline go with Sevista and the one who calls her Dolly

omo Its a weird feeling, I cant explain in text)

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 2:37 am

Hideki: Thank you.. you can keep mine.. *puts it on*
(YAY)

Okita Souji

12 Nov, 2014, 2:41 am

(I'm unable to connect with my DS...)
???: Oooowww... Mama mia... I'm not a monster there's no such thing as a monster. Therefore, no ome is a monster.

Karakuridoji of Envy

12 Nov, 2014, 2:44 am

*It feels extremely comfortable, much more than his last one*

Alezia: But its yours..

(So if you want to rewind or delete that roleplay with Sevista's scarf event :U)

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 2:58 am

(Aww... wait.. wha..? omo)
Hideki: *smiles* just take it.

Okita Souji

12 Nov, 2014, 3:14 am

(Don't mind me. I'm just busy existing.)

Okita Souji

12 Nov, 2014, 3:24 am

(Ale, please get on kik.)

Smile...

12 Nov, 2014, 4:19 pm

Mora- *watching from the trees with a sweet smile*...

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 4:40 pm

Tekno: ~suddenly behind Mora~ Finally I find you, where have you been Ma Cher- ... Mora. Gawd, I sound like my grandpa sometimes..

Smile...

12 Nov, 2014, 4:42 pm

Mora- ~whips around and kisses him~ Watching children.

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 4:54 pm

Tekno: Er.. Children? GAH, don't tell me you had more secretly .m." Im still looking for our first..

Smile...

12 Nov, 2014, 8:22 pm

Mora- ~laughs and shakes her head~ No, no, Tekno, grandchildren. Ones that are far down my lineage. In reality, I'm far older than your father, and, well, am one of the first of my kind.

Malware

12 Nov, 2014, 8:32 pm

Tekno: ah.. O-okay..

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 12:08 am

(Where the one who calls Sevista Dolly became Sevistas scarf)

Alezia: Alright then.. *Puts it on, over her hair to accomodate the bugger band size, and smiles back at him*

Malware

13 Nov, 2014, 12:19 am

Hideki: E-eheh.. *smiles back, looking like the picture above only with an eyepatch and a smile :3*

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 12:30 am

Alezia: How is it..?

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 12:33 am

(Contest pic)

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 12:43 am

Alezia: That one is built to last.. I made it myself..

Malware

13 Nov, 2014, 12:49 am

Hideki: Its comfy, you sure you wish to give it to me?

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 1:15 am

Alezia: I can.. always make a-another..

Malware

13 Nov, 2014, 3:59 am

Hideki: Ah.. okay, thank you so much miss.

Karakuridoji of Envy

13 Nov, 2014, 11:08 am

Alezia: Anytime..

Smile...

13 Nov, 2014, 3:32 pm

Mora- ~taps his nose~ I'm sorry my past is one of slutting, and dont deny it. It's true that I'm a sexual beast, and I'm sorry that doesnt make for a proper mate...

Malware

13 Nov, 2014, 4:08 pm

Tekno: don't say that.. I love you just the way you are Mora..

Smile...

13 Nov, 2014, 4:11 pm

Mora- ~sighs and sweetly smiles~ thank you...

Malware

13 Nov, 2014, 6:30 pm

Tekno: ~picks her up and starts walking away with her to their home~ Besides, you Atleast love me don't you?

Smile...

13 Nov, 2014, 7:40 pm

Mora- ~nods and sweetly kisses his cheek~ yup. Now i'm your slut. So you know what that makes you?

Karakuridoji of Envy

14 Nov, 2014, 12:36 am

Alezia: Well, would you like help with something else..?

Malware

14 Nov, 2014, 1:46 am

Hideki: no..

Tekno: a guy that remains faithful to a nightmare that I love dearly?

Karakuridoji of Envy

14 Nov, 2014, 11:25 am

Alezia: You sure? Hungry..?

Malware

14 Nov, 2014, 2:42 pm

Hideki: Hungry..? *his stomach starts to growl almost aggressively*

Malware

14 Nov, 2014, 2:43 pm

(I put the ref on your gal for the contest QwQ)

Karakuridoji of Envy

14 Nov, 2014, 3:08 pm

Alezia: Yes, I think so..

(Thanks, you get my email?))

Karakuridoji of Envy

14 Nov, 2014, 3:22 pm

Alezia: Let's get some food inside you..

Smile...

15 Nov, 2014, 1:25 am

Mora- ~nuzzles him* hehe, not what I had in mind, but that works >w< *licks his cheek*

Karakuridoji of Envy

16 Nov, 2014, 1:14 am

Alezia: I think so, yes.. Lets get some food inside you..

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