I feel ya

But what's wrong? Something happen?

mmhm

can I know?

...
well... just being blamed for things i didnt do, getting yelled at for mistakes, not being good enough for anyone, being told im trash, being pushed around at school, getting punched in my face by some dude, friends mad at me, people ignoring me, stress, being called ugly, freak, b!tch and other things, all of these things happening since last month, most of these happened this week, and its affecting my depression badly.
that sums up whats wrong...

Goodness... I can't believe all that happened to you at one time. I really wish I could be there to help you.

Just know if no one else seems to, I think you're really amazing. You're so kindhearted, you're witty, fun, and you always make me happy.
You're none of those awful things, please don't listen to any of that.

. . .

I see

its hard not to listen to it at this point -k

hi to you to -l

Believe me its not true.

*hugs you Its okay alyssa *then gives you a cookie. Cheer up! It will get better :)

...kate. i haven't told you this... but i think its fair that you know,
well...im a cutter...
i haven't done it recently atleast but... im worried ill end up doing it again. even though you say such nice things to me, i can't tell if what you say is true...

thanks i guess... -solora

@alyssa-do you have pokemon X with you? I think a free shiny would help cheer you up ^^ I unfortunately don't have a shiny pikachu at the moment,but what other pokemon do you like?

no thanks i dont really want to play pokemon right now... -solara

@alyssa-ok,but I still have some shinies if you ever change your mind. If you need cheering up,watch "lucky star" :3 It always puts me in a good mood

i dont really think it'll help but thanks for the concern i suppose...-s

Please promise you won't do that. I understand the temptation, but it wont help. It'll just make you feel much worse.

...you confuse me...you really do... why do you care if i harm myself? someone like me deserves it... besides my pain won't hurt you, im just an internet friend, only good for entertainment... thats what ive been told atleast. i dont understand why you are nice to me... -k

You're honestly so much more than that. I've known you longer than friends I've gotten in person. You're too sweet and wonderful for me not to care about you. You're not "entertainment" you're my friend. A beloved friend whom I'd hate to see upset and hurt. I love you so much dear, you don't even know. I really want you to smile and be happy. You deserve that.

...i wish i could hug you kate... i wish i could do more for you in this horrible world, be a better friend to you...
you do alot for me, i dont feel like i deserve to know you...to know such a kind person...
im sorry...

Same. ( u v u)
And no, no you don't need to do things for me. I just love talking to you, discussing our stories, making you happy and learning about your day. Also don't ever think that. Friends never "deserve" each other. We're equal people dear and I want you to know that.

youre right i dont have to, but i want to...especially because you have it hard alot...
i enjoy all that too, if i can make you smile then i feel happy, jst knowing youre happy is enough for me
heh, equals huh... thats gunna be hard for me to realize that im equal with my favorite artist -w-;

See, this just proves you're a big sweetie pie. ( p v p) And I may have lousy days a lot, but don't worry.
And yes of course! 6( > u >)9 <3

sweetie pie, wha? -w-;
and i cant help but worry, its a habit.
u seem excited lol

yes dear snuggle muffin. ewe

and oops

...-/////-;
why the 'oops'?

I didn't intend to seem excited lol

and I'm gonna get some sleep. I hope I helped at least a little in cheering you up.

lol
thanks nee-san... uwu