N: its been a while since some ones called me Nicci-Onee-Chan.... i ended up with the nickname Nicco sometime after :]

Lol. :3 So how ish my Colors bff and only onee-chan doin? I've been watching YouTube until about 5am every night and getting up at 9am. XD Good thing I'm very capable of running on next to no sleep. I've been getting my schoolwork done good somehow, my grades are good (lowest is a B- and highest is a A), I've started training Tyler to not be nonchalant when I say stuff like I love you (which I've only said twice) XD, and our relationship is going steady. We have a second date on the 20th and both of our moms AND dads are coming with, as well as my grandma and possibly my grandpa. Our dates are field trips, and since my dad is related to the guy who owns the soda place we will be going to, my grandparents on my dad's side are coming. I f*cking swear, no matter what, I will hold Tyler's hand. First date the closest we got was sitting next to each other and walking together, we didn't even hug. XD But I am determined. I don't give a f*ck if all six of the adults and the rest of the

people at the field trip. I will hold my love's hand. Oh btw on our first date I contemplated putting my head on his shoulder, and I almost did, but I chickened out. XD XP I regret chickening out sooooo bad. But hey, there's always next time.

N: you expect me not to call you cute after all of this? -hugs her adorkable imouto- im actually proud of the both of ya for actually taking things slow
it makes me sad to see the younger generation thinking they have to rush things
also ive been on my kankri facebook account alot... me and a good friend are rping kanned fish... ish soo cute

N: also i love both kanned tuna and kanned fish

actually i just ship it all

Neeeeeej... >/////n/////< Oh fluck no, getting into way too intimate relationships immediately is bs. If ish like that, it ain't love, ish lust. Duh. I'm tryin ta build a wholesome relationship with the first one who's truly been the only one in my eyes at one time.

Lololol XD

Pwease look at the newest painting, help me convince Thicket to fight til his last breath.

N: id love to.... but sadly i cant.... nov-feb is the worse time for me to deal w/ that subject

Oh? Elaborate? May is the worst for me and my mom and her side of the family because grandpa. It's a year and a half already. Sh!t, time flies...

It's ok now, Thicket is gonna give life another shot. :3

N: feb fifth 2003 my mom took her life.... nov tewnty-fourth is her bday.... its the time frame [nov-feb] that i miss her the most
yeah ish been eleven years, but its hard...... so that particular subject is hard...subject switching time before i cry
so last night before i went to put on Cry's stream, i was listening to CTK's Garry's mod play list
they were playing trouble in terr.orist town and pewds was all ' we can be twins... wait what are four twins called? qua-ni.pples?' i laugh every time

Awwww... :''''(

Lololol XD I've only watched like 3 Pewds vids. I prefer to watch random YT fandom freaks, tumblrists, and gamers. And I watch yaoi AMVs and listen to yaoi fansongs, and just fansongs in general. The two YouTubers I'm currently watching are danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil. Phil ish kawaii... XD XP Their gaming channel is Dan and Phil GAMES. They made a combo character of themselves on Sims 4, whom they named Dil. XDXDXD All I could think of while they named him was "They are just creating their gay baby muahahahahahaha XDXDXD" *cough* I ship Dan and Phil *cough*

My mom's mom was 2004, when I was three. Yea, ten years here. My mom's dad was a year and a half ago, May sixth oftwo-thousand-thirteen. So my mum's an orphan.

i love watchin pewdiepie, Cry and Cinnamontoastken... they're fun to watch/listen to... i also watch scott jund, who goes by his last name... he's an a.ss but still cool.... and a cutie... then there are the no gamers: shane dawson, mattg124,nig.ahiga, desnate [sp?] and charlieissocoollike.... all amazing guys

i might as well be parentless... i dun talk to my dad....last time i did was jan/feb to find out he has cancer

SHAAAAANE DAAAAAWSOOOOON HE IS THE DEFINITION OF A PERF YOUTUBER *clears throat* *Castiel voice* Yes, Shane Dawson is a great YouTuber. I might have watched something of charlieissocoollike before. Oh btw the 200th episode of Supernatural was THE FU.CKING BEST EPISODE OF ANYTHING IN HISTORY. THEY MADE ONE OF THE BIGGEST SUPERNATURAL SHIPS, DESTIEL, HALF-CANON LIKE OMFG I DIED. idfk if ya don't watch Supernatural IT WAS FLUCKING BEAUTY. When I say half-canon I mean... this is hard to explain. So there was a book series and fandom of Supernatural inside the show. Then kids from an all-girls school made a musical of it. All the actors were serious fangirls and shippers, and, since it's an all-girls school, these two girls must be together and they were Dean and Castiel. They were standing super close to each other, thus shipping themselves as Destiel. The real Dean and his brother Sam noticed and realized that these girls shipped Destiel. So Dean facepalmed and Sam made fun of Dean.

I DIED A FU.CKING PURE ULTIMATE FANGIRL DEATH OF PURE SHIPPING HAPPINESS. I really like both Dean and Castiel and those two are just perf for each other. So that was the producer's way of One) making a salute to the fandom and Two) give long-needed fanservice, even though the fanservice wasn't legit canon, it was enough to last until Castiel and Dean actually get together in canon.

Aw. :''''''(

go a head an' fan girl, my friends watch it too so i hear about it from them a lot.... ive been thinking of watchin it, but ive had so much on my mind that i still have aot dub eps on my dvr along with adventure time, also i just started to watch the new sonic- sonic boom, which im liking... then theres two anime i need to finish season two of [ kimi to boku(you and me) and uta no prince-sama, i still need to watch season two of free... ugh... i spazed in my head a bit... then i have three comics i need to work on: two fan,one origial... and then i have rps goin on, on facebook, one with me and a karkat, one with pale crokri... then kankri is talking to a john, a nepeta,a terezi, a couple karkats and my friends male meenah.... so much @.@

dun be sads... my dads never been there fer me so yeah

*spazzes and flails like there's no tomorrow because I'm fangirling over Destiel so hard and I'm so flucking excited and anxious and nervous for my date on the 20th* Ahmahgahd, too much stuffz fur you. Kimi Ni Todoke is the absolute best subtle romance anime. It is so massively kawaii and it procrastinates so much it will k!ll you until the end when they finally get together. There are two seasons of the beautiful suspenseful hidden feels. I can't even explain it, you just have to watch. Don't blame me if you get sucked in.

Still sucks. I feel way too fortunate.

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i may or may not watch it.... depends on how fast i get thenothers done.... also i want to watch dmmd and corps party

i needs to stop or imma overwhelm myself

Lol I know, it's hard to choose what to watch first. I'm actually planning on rewatching all of Supernatural after I finish rewatching Sherlock. I got The Sims 4 yesterday too, so I've got a lot on my mind: my date, school, playing The Sims 4, rewatching Sherlock, rewatching Supernatural, and managing when to sleep and not use my 3DS. So yah.

i want sims four ;A;
sorry i havent replied.... depression.....

It's amazing. My first profile, Krys, met a guy named Colby when he randomly jumped in her pool/moat and became his girlfriend within about six Sim hours. She skipped her first Sim day of work to flirt with him. The next Sim day she increased the relationship so far that they got married. A few Sim days later they tried for baby, she got a boyfriend named Don (while married, mind ya), she got prego, she quit her job, she flirted with Don in hers and Colby's house in front of Colby, he got massively p!ssed, and she had the baby. I've been trying to k!ll Colby since she got prego, and it's happening slowly. I made him swim til he couldn't, haven't let him sleep for many Sim days, and am currently starving him. There's about 15 Sim hours until he starves to death. This all happened within about 4 real hours of me playing, jsyk. So yeah. My morals become irrelevant when the subject is Sims. XDXDXD

Ish ok, I've been busy. Look at my pic called "First Three Hugs-- <3" for the source.

Welp, I will finish that painting soon, not tonight tho. Ish YouTube time. :D

0.0........
ugh cant think.... brain wont work....i'll try agan later

Ok. :3 Btw mine and Tyler's bond has strengthened greatly. And I'm pretty sure he agreed to give me a kiss for a Christmas present. :///////D

-d!es- too much cuteness
oh i was gonna tell ya about the raccoons....so the other night i was in the living room watchin my dog til my bro got off work... i heard this noise by the back door ar 1st i thought is was loki but when i stood up i saw a raccoon, so in slowly moved to the back door to only scare it... then i saw more, two of them climbed into my lemon tree... they were so cute >w<

Yes. I cannot explain my happiness. Problem is, I'm not sure if I will be able to see him on Christmas, New Year's, or in between. We will have a date in December a week before Christmas, but idk if 1) we will get alone, for even a minute, or 2) if either of us will be able to gather courage. So much worry occurs for my head. Doesn't help when tiny things happen that cause me to get to my breaking point. I literally cried 10 minutes ago...

Lol XDXD Please realize raccoons are not helpful in any way whatsoever.

nu dun cries... all will be ok

they are just so cute though >w<

It's fine. I just break when too many small things stack up, even if a few of them technically shouldn't affect me.

No, zey are not. Zey wants to harm ye. How is zat 'cute'? (lol suddenly accent)

ok gut

naw zhey are afrait of me... also you were doink gut on zhe accent... really close to french
try removink the H in vrots zhe you hear zhe H in zhem
in a german accent as you can see... i replace zhe W in vrots zhat you hear zhe W in D's become T's at zhe ent of zhem G-K at zhe ent und z-t for th
in french z replaces th, words like here would be 'ere also throwing in french words is good too.... some to use: merci-thank you, moi-me, non-no, oui-yes quoi-what
german words i tend to use: was[pronounced v-ah-s] is what, nein-no, ja-yes, mein-my, guten[good] morgan, tag[tak], abent[evening], gute natch[good night], wie ghet es dir[ imformal for how are you], hallo-hello, und[and], ich liebe dich
also imma make a new chat... this one is getting too long

Lol dooooood, I don't need a class on accents. XD I wirr just stick with a Japanese accent. It is my favorite.

So let's just say well um I got Tyler to say I love you. He also said he'll try his best to kiss me for Christmas. *frolicks in a meadow* I'm also going to invite him to my mom's side Christmas party as soon as my mom's family figures out when that will be. As long as Mum agrees. I'm pretty sure she will. It's not like he's a complete stranger. Plus my cousin Alisia ALWAYS brings her boyfriend, it won't be any different if I invite Tyler. Sooooooooo yeah. ARR THESE HAPPY FEERS ARE BUIRDING UP INSIDE OF ME!!!! :DDDDDDD