sorry by Cyborg Noodle

i never wanted fame,
cuz when we are dead its all the same
let me know,
when i go,
will i be loved?
will someone care,
im not there?
am i enough?
and ill be forgotten in time
no matter how hard i try
ill be a wasted life,
so this is my good-bye
wake me when i,
have the courage to die,
cuz im to scared to try..
i am a wasted life
so this is my good-bye
#methecyborg

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02 Nov, 2014, 12:15 am
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Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:16 am

i might delete this later...

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:23 am

no

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 12:28 am

Honey....
*hugs you tightly*
I won't ever forget you. You are not a wasted life. You are the most precious to me.
I love you.

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:29 am

*shrugs*
probably not.....
at the moment i want to, but i know its never going to happen

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:29 am

@Santos
i know you think that.....
thanks...

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:39 am

sorry...im just venting out my stupid emotions that no one gives a s.hit about anyways

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 12:40 am

Sweetie,
tell me, what do you think is the best for you. Don't think about anyone else, just you. What is it, that you think is better for you?

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 12:42 am

(I think you already know this but, I give much more than a sh!t when it comes to you and your wellness)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:45 am

best...for me?.....
i...idk..ive never had the thought before

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 12:56 am

I mean, about leaving or not colors.....
What do you think is the best for you?

RIECH

02 Nov, 2014, 12:57 am

cool!!!!

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:57 am

colors isnt the issue

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 1:03 am

Oh.....I..........
*shakes head*
I'm sorry, I said something really stupid.......forgive me.

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:05 am

no, i.....you..
....you didn't say anything wrong

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 1:15 am

Let's forget about it....
*cuddles with you*
I don't know exactly what has made you feel this way and I won't ask you any questions but, you know you can always count on me to talk about anything, because I'll always listen to you. Okay, honey?
*kisses your forhead*
I love you, and I care about how you feel, you matter a lot to me.

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:21 am

ya know.....you're hard to figure out....
....o-o'' idk, you're just unique, and really different from every other guy i know

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 1:31 am

o///3///o uhm, thanks.
How am I different from them, if I may ask?

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:37 am

the things you say to me...
its like you put alot of thought into your words or something...(but then again it might just be me)

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 1:42 am

Actually, you nailed it.
Yes, when talking to people I, usually, put a lot of thought to my words.(I don't know if this is good or bad) I was thought to be prudent on my words and acts towards people.

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:47 am

well i really love that about you <3

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 1:51 am

-///u///- oh, you.
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:57 am

>/////<'

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:03 am

*cuddles with you*
The way you react when I give you kiss makes you look sweet and cute and makes me want to kiss you again >///w///<

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:11 am

*cuddles*
you are more than welcomed to kiss me over and over again >//u//>

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:15 am

-//u//- if you say so...
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:21 am

*kisses back* <3
>//w//<

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:23 am

*kisses you again*
>//u//<

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:28 am

*blushes deep red* <3
>//////<

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:32 am

>///u///<
*kisses you again*

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:36 am

e///u///e' (oh my goodness) <3

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:39 am

*kisses you again*
>///w///<
(you asked for it ewe)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:43 am

^///u///^
(oh yeah i did ^u^)

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 2:55 am

*kisses you for fifth time*
-///w///- my cute little Ame

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:58 am

*kisses back*
im drowning in your kisses <3
o///u///<

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 3:11 am

*kisses you again*
-///u///-

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:13 am

Nya! <3
v//u//v

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 3:24 am

*kisses you again*
>///w///< my cute little kitty
(soon, the comments will be full of us kissing x3)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:27 am

-u-'' (at this rate they will)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:38 am

*facepalm* -//.//-''

@pyramid
thats not true, no one hates u, and ur not going to h.ell

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 3:40 am

*kisses you again*
^//w//^
(honey, I wont be online moste of the day tomorrow, sorry)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:41 am

@Santos
(thats alright)

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:45 am

@pyramid
ok...fine -3-

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 3:50 am

whatever dude

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 3:51 am

@Pyramid: Dude, from friend to friend, both Ame and me care about you but....as long as you don't have a little of self-esteem things won't change for better. Also, in hell the only thing you
can be is a tortur.ed soul beggin for forgivness. Sorry if it hurts man, but that's the truth :/

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 3:54 am

@Pyramid: Look, you can live up to full fill your desire, I won't stop you but there is a better form of living the afterlife. It may seem hard at first but it's a decision you don't regret. I think you already know what I'm talking about.

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 4:04 am

@Pyramid: Man, don't play with that. You'll meet people who, let's just say, won't be as patient as us when you play with that stuff. Take it as an advice from a friend

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 4:57 am

@Cyborg: Hey, sweetie

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 6:13 am

*kisses you*
Hey, honey, I would love to spend more time with you but I need to go to sleep. Good nite, see you tomorrow my cute kitty cat >//w//<
*kisses you again*

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:41 pm

-re-
Ah! im SO SORRY! o^o
i...i fell asleep with my 3ds open....... -3-

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:48 pm

o-o' aw sorry pyramid

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 12:56 pm

its fine ^u^

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:16 pm

*shrugs*
im really unimaginative...and i dont think ill be much of a help

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:26 pm

...like which ones?

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:37 pm

hm...thank you..ive never thought about it before

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:45 pm

^u^

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 1:55 pm

yeah, i guess so -w-
*hugs* and ur not f.ucked up

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:07 pm

oh yeah? you should do that then

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:20 pm

oh yeah..i hate that too

Cyborg Noodle

02 Nov, 2014, 2:37 pm

bye

Santos

02 Nov, 2014, 4:57 pm

*kisses your cheek*
Hello honey ^u^

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 12:07 am

Hello honey

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 1:01 am

I'm really sorry Ame......
Please.....forgive me....
TT-TT

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 1:51 am

what are you apologizing for?
you didnt do anything

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 1:56 am

It's just.....
I....
I wasn't there to lift your mood and talk with you....
And also for going so suddenly yesterday :c

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 1:58 am

i didnt really feel like talking earlier...and its not your fault u had to leave last night

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:01 am

Okay sweetie...
It's just....
I don't like leaving you upset -A-

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:03 am

*kisses*
i know you don't, and thats why i love you so much

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:12 am

*kisses back*
And I love how you are so sweet <3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:15 am

Well, actually, I love everything about you <3
*kisses you again*
I love you Ame

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:16 am

i wish i could be sweet, all the time....
...my life just mixes up my emotions....and im so sorry that u have to put up with my nonsense

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:26 am

Don't be sorry sweetie. I know how life can make a chaos out of feelings and I understand how you feel. So don't worry because I'll always be willing to help you.
You know I do this because I love you.
*kisses you*
(I'll be back in a while. I have to take a quick shower and then have dinner but I'll be back as quicly as I can. Love you)

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:27 am

*kisses back*
okay

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 3:12 am

*kisses your cheek*
I'm back ^w^

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 3:14 am

hey babe

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 3:19 am

Hey sweetie. ^w^
*cuddles with you*

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 3:20 am

*cuddles* <3
-//.//o

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 3:27 am

You don't have school tomorrow, do you honey?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 3:32 am

nope, tomarrow is election day
(idk y we get the day off, but whatever )

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 3:42 am

Okay.
Oh, something I wanted to tell you, about the painting you did yesterday of us. Today I was looking at how you drew it and I couldn't help but find it really beautiful. And I mean it. Not only how you painted it but, with all the feelings you putted into it. It makes it way more special to me.
And I really love it.
I love you <3
*kisses you*

NINJ4BOY

04 Nov, 2014, 4:10 am

-sees-
ill make this fast!
you wont be forgotten friend ill remember and also no matter what where friends ill help if you need anything im always going to be there for you and remember your never really gone as long as your remembered so never give up even if thungs are dark! never give up never.....

-have fun-

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 4:20 am

@Cyborg: Mmmmm honey, I'm starting to feel like you fell asleep......

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 5:01 am

sorry >n<
i did fall asleep...i... i got to go now, so ill talk to u 2marrow

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 5:03 am

Okay sweetie x3
Sweet dreams my sleepy kitty cat
*kisses your forhead*
Love you <3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:00 pm

*kisses your cheek*
Good morning (?
Sweetheart <3

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:02 pm

-0- *yawn*
sorry for falling asleep
>///>

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:11 pm

*yawns too*
Doesn't matter honey. You must had been tired from your day -w-
And I guess it was pretty late there.
*kisses your cheek again*

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:15 pm

-3- it was like 11pm....
e.e'
anyways....um..

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:18 pm

Yes sweetie?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 2:23 pm

i...ended up getting hurt early this morning...so im gonna have slow replys , and i might be on and offline

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:25 pm

*kisses your cheek*
Honey, I have to go for a pair of hours. We'll talk when I come back. Love you sweetie
*kisses you*

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 2:27 pm

Oh, honey....
We'll talk about when I get back, well...that if you want to. I wish I could stay and talk with you...
Love you sweetie, see you later.

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 6:24 pm

xD lol slayter

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 6:28 pm

@Cyborg:
*hugs you*
Hi sweetie :3

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 6:31 pm

@Santos
*hugs*
hi lovely<3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 6:35 pm

*cuddles with you*
I missed you <3
Oh, sweetie, how did you get hurted?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 6:38 pm

*cuddles*
...i was pushed.....and i fell on glass

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 6:42 pm

Oh, honey......
*hugs you tightly*
Did you got really hurt?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 6:44 pm

my hand and leg were bleeding for a while...but i dont think i have any glass in the cuts

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 6:53 pm

*kisses your cheek*
Okay sweetie....
I hope you get better.

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 6:55 pm

-//u//-

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:00 pm

You know something?
There are very, very few things that make me as happy as seeing you smile ^//u//^

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:04 pm

*hugs you tightly*
>//U//< u are SO SWEET! <3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:15 pm

*hugs you back*
*kisses you*
Thanks honey -//u//-
And you are so cute <3
I love you
*kisses you again*

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:16 pm

*kisses back* v///u///v

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:26 pm

*kisses you*
^///w///^

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:28 pm

you are to cute! i cant stand it! <3
*tackle hugs u* >///u///<

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:36 pm

o///u///o!
*almost loses balance*
o//////o!!
*hugs you back*
>//u//< And You are so cute my little kitten <3
*kisses you*

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:37 pm

*you are also
Sorry -/////-

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:39 pm

*kisses back*
e//u//e nyan! <3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:48 pm

*kisses you*
-//w//-

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:50 pm

i could just kiss you all day <3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 7:54 pm

And I wouldn't put any resistance sweetie <3

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 7:57 pm

*gives you a long kiss* <3
(you'll get tired of kisses eventually)

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:01 pm

*kisses back*
<3
(we can always do anything else you want, just say so ,sweetie)

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:04 pm

s-something else?
o//////o' w-what do u have in mind?

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:08 pm

Mmmmm,
Why are you like that sweetheart
o///-///o?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:13 pm

o///o'' uhhhhhhhhhh......
>////< N-nevermind

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:24 pm

hummm
>//u//< okay sweetie.

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:25 pm

....-3-

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:34 pm

Did I say something wrong ._.?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:37 pm

no....-u-'

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:42 pm

mmmmm really :s?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:46 pm

i...i was just thinking about something...thats all. -w-'

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:52 pm

*tilts head to the left*
About me suggesting we do something else?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 8:55 pm

y-yeah....

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 8:56 pm

You know, I think I know what you were thinking.....

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 9:04 pm

o//-//o' i kinda hope we're thinking two different things

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 9:14 pm

Hmmm
What did you thought I meant, honey -w-?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 9:16 pm

um...well.....ya know...like...
"bad stuff"

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 9:36 pm

He he he,
I didn't meant that,
but honey...
*holds your hands*
What you thought is nothing bad. And I can't really say much cuz, truth be said, I may had said what I said in the wrong time......
I love you sweetheart
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 9:38 pm

-/////- okay

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 9:47 pm

o//////o but...
You feel okay?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 9:57 pm

e//.//e' im fine

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:00 pm

Okay...
Sorry if I said something wrong....

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:04 pm

*kisses you*
don't be sorry

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:11 pm

*kisses back*
Okay honey

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:16 pm

^u^ well, now what?

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:24 pm

*cuddles with you*
You got something in mind -w-?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:27 pm

*cuddles* nope i got nothin in mind

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:34 pm

Mmmm honey?
Can I ask you something?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:35 pm

yea of course

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:40 pm

Once, when you were changing you Mii, I saw you changed the eyes from green to blue and I got curious........
What color are your eyes?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:47 pm

my eyes are actually dark brown and i don't wear glasses....
....like i said before, my mii doesn't look like me

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 10:50 pm

That's why I was asking, actually
-w-
Mines are brown as well

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 10:57 pm

oh cool ^u^
(sorry for slow replys, im doing spanish homework)

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:01 pm

spanish?
I can help you with that ouo

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:07 pm

were just conjagating words.....i was supposed to memorize the vocab....but i got lazy and i hate the class

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:09 pm

xD
Okay sweetie -w-

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:12 pm

-n- its too hard

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:16 pm

I can help you. Just tell me what you need to know ^u^

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:18 pm

idk wat i need to do...
its like writting verbs in
"past tense" of -ir verbs??

i dont know i hate this -3-

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:21 pm

Tell me the verbs o3o

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:24 pm

wait i said that wrong...
what are the past tense conjugations
of the verb ir (to go)?

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:32 pm

Simple Past (Preterito perfecto simple)
singular
first person: fui
second: fuiste
third: fue
Plural
first: fuimos
second: fueron o fuisteis
third: fueron

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:33 pm

*or, sorry
("o" is the spanish for "or")

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:36 pm

how the fawk does ir turn into fui!?.....and arent those the same as ser in preterite?
....(no disrespect to ur language, im just tired of doing homework)

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:37 pm

"fuisteis" is used when you say "vosotros"

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:38 pm

yes, they are the same,
xD

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:43 pm

-3-'

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:44 pm

It depends on the context :3

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:45 pm

anything else you need sweetie ^u^ ?

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:51 pm

not with spanish, no

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:52 pm

Okay honey -w-
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

04 Nov, 2014, 11:56 pm

im so tired, and its only 7 o' clock -n-

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:58 pm

Hey, honey, In a few minutes I'll have to go for a while but I'll be back later ^u^

Santos

04 Nov, 2014, 11:59 pm

Rest for little while. You still got homework?

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 12:02 am

yeah, i still have homework

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 12:05 am

Of what classes?

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 12:07 am

algebra...my worst subject

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 12:14 am

:s
Rest a little while and relax. I have to go now sweetie. See you later

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 12:15 am

bye bae

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 2:17 am

Good nite sweetheart. See you tomorrow <3

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:04 pm

*kisses you*
Hello bae <3

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 8:07 pm

*kisses back*
i missed you

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:09 pm

*kisses your cheek*
I missed you too honey

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 8:13 pm

v//u//v <3
eUe im so happy right now

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:21 pm

*cuddles with you*
When you are happy, I'm happy
^u^

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 8:25 pm

*cuddles* o//u//o

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:33 pm

*kisses your forehead*
^//u//^

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 8:36 pm

i cant stand how adorable you are >/////<

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:46 pm

^//////^ Oh, stop it ,you
*kisses you*
And, you are so sweet and cute <3

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 8:49 pm

*tackles you playfully to the ground & kisses you*
-//u//-

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 8:56 pm

o//////o!
>///u///<
*kisses you back*
I love you Ame

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:00 pm

i love you too darling <3
^////^

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 9:10 pm

*snuggles with you*
*kisses your forhead*
^///u///^

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:14 pm

>//u//o <3
*giggles*

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 9:24 pm

>///u///<
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:30 pm

*kisses you on the neck*
v//w//v

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 9:38 pm

o//////o!!
>///u///<
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:41 pm

*kisses back*

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 9:45 pm

*kisses your neck*
^//w//^
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:47 pm

>//u//< lol, im covered in your kisses <3

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 9:51 pm

^//w//^ <3

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 9:53 pm

*hugs you* -u-

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:03 pm

*hugs you back*
The moments I pass with you are the happiest of my day ^u^
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:08 pm

e///u///e
awwwww, you are so kind
v//u//v

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:16 pm

^///u///^
I mean it, sweetie <3

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:22 pm

-u-

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:25 pm

^u^

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:31 pm

>u>' .......

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:34 pm

*holds your hands*
*kisses them*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:40 pm

*blushes* o///.///o

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:44 pm

*smiles*
I know I've said this many times but, you are very cute <3
*kisses your hands again*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:46 pm

you do say it alot...but the more tell me, the more i believe it

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 10:53 pm

^u^

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 10:54 pm

but....why my hands?...of all things u choose to kiss my hands?

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 11:02 pm

I....
can't really find a solid answer.....
I never had thought about a reason.

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 11:07 pm

^-^ ok then

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 11:12 pm

*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 11:16 pm

*lays my head on u* ...im tired
*wraps my arms around u* and im cold

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 11:21 pm

*caresses your shoulders*
*kisses your forhead*
I'm sorry I'm not there with you. Maybe, I could make you feel better.

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 11:25 pm

......e-e'
i...i feel like you would be disappointed....if u met me in person....

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 11:28 pm

Why?

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 11:32 pm

im not pretty....and im really
boy-ish....i dont think you'd like me, if we met in person

Santos

05 Nov, 2014, 11:44 pm

*sighs*
Honey, I have to go do some chores
(thanks to the jacka,ss of my brother -_-)
But, I'll be back as quickly as I can. Love you honey <3
(also, I can't really say nothing about you being pretty or not cuz I haven't seen you but, what I can tell you is that you are one of the kindest and sweetest girls I have met and I don't really think I would be dissapointed. Actually, I also fear a little what you might think about me if we see each other but we'll talk about this later)

Cyborg Noodle

05 Nov, 2014, 11:47 pm

okay

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:18 am

*kisses your cheek*
I'm back sweetie

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 12:20 am

hi -u-

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:24 am

*cuddles with you*
So, honey, about what we were talking...
Do you want to continue or leave it there for the moment?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 12:26 am

*cuddles*
...we dont have to talk about it anymore

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:30 am

*kisses your forhead*
Okay sweetheart

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 12:34 am

....o-o''
(idk what to say)

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:37 am

o3o
(about what)

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 12:41 am

v-v about anything

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:49 am

*kisses your cheek*
Well, if you want to, you can ask me any question and I answer you. Just so we can get to know more about each other ^u^

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 12:51 am

...are u afraid of spiders? cuz i am, i have a phobia of them

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 12:57 am

I used to be. Still don't like them tho....

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:01 am

oh, interesting

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:04 am

You have another question, sweetie? :3

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:07 am

do you have any pets?

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:09 am

Three chiguaguas and two koi fishes -w-
You?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:12 am

i have two dogs a chihuahua mix, and an australian shepard

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:17 am

cool owo
What are their names?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:20 am

the chihuahuas name is Cleo
and the shepards name is Darwin

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:28 am

Mines are
Pelusa, Daisy and Spoty -u-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:30 am

heh heh cute -w-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:47 am

.....

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:49 am

Sorry, sweetie, I had to go for a while >n<

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 1:51 am

oh...ok

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 1:57 am

*hugs you*
I'm sorry honey

NINJ4BOY

06 Nov, 2014, 1:58 am

thxs buddy

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:00 am

its fine santos....don't apologize so much

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:03 am

Okay sweetie
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:06 am

-u-

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:10 am

^u^
I love seeing you smile -w-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:13 am

um.....im.. getting tired...
e-e'

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:19 am

Oh, okay honey.
Are you going to sleep?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:21 am

yeah.
goodnight....
i guess ill....see you tomarrow...
bye

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:23 am

Good night honey.
*kisses your forhead*
(if there is something upsetting you, you are free to tell me)

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:25 am

there is something upsetting me...but i cant describe it...just...weird thoughts and emotions, i guess

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:28 am

Okay...
If you are tired we can talk about it tomorrow...

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:29 am

Just, what kind of emotions you think might be bothering you?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:34 am

i feel trapped...i want to leave my mom, and i want to visit my father.....but i cant...
i cant go out with friends
i cant go out of the house
i cant go ANYWHERE....i go straight to school, then straight home....once i get home im not aloud to go back outside.....and if my mom is home, i cant even go downstairs...
so im trapped in my room all day....everyday......

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:43 am

*hugs you*
I'm so sorry things are like this for you, honey..........
Believe when I tell you that from the bottom of my heart I wish I had the oportunity to change things for you......

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 2:47 am

*hugs back*
the very thought makes me sick....
i g2g, my mom will be home soon...
good night

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:49 am

Good night sweetie
*hugs you tightly*
See you tomorrow.

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 2:49 am

*kisses you*

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 8:44 pm

*hugs you*
*kisses your cheek*
Hello honey ^u^

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 9:21 pm

hi ^U^
(sorry for slow reply im drawing stuff)

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 9:33 pm

Oh, honey, go check my gallery
-w-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 9:41 pm

omg thank you ^//w//^

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 9:45 pm

*kisses you*
You are more than welcome dear
^///u///^

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 9:58 pm

I have to go sweetie, sorry.
See you later,
love you<3
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 10:09 pm

ok bye

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 10:52 pm

Im back :3
(just for a while tho....)
((I'm at the doctor >_<))

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 10:55 pm

..are u sick?

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 10:58 pm

Nah, just general checking, don't worry dear -u-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 11:02 pm

oh...alright

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 11:04 pm

It's my turn

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 11:07 pm

hm?

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 11:18 pm

To pass with the doctor but, I'm already back -u-

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 11:22 pm

oh

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 11:28 pm

Hey, honey, there's something I've wanted to ask you but, I don't know how you'll take it..........
Is there something about me or something I did that bothers or upsets you?

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 11:29 pm

no of course not....why do u ask?

Santos

06 Nov, 2014, 11:37 pm

Oh, okay....
It's.....
Just a feeling I got......
But, if there isn't anything just, forget that I asked.
I have to go for a while honey. I'll be back later
love you hun
*kisses your cheek*

Cyborg Noodle

06 Nov, 2014, 11:41 pm

ok, bye

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 12:33 am

*kisses your cheek*
Hello sweetheart ^w^

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 12:41 am

hi darling *kisses u on the nose* <3

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 12:43 am

>///u///<
*hugs you*
I missed you honey <3
How was your day sweetie?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 12:53 am

*hugs u back*
i guess my day was alright ^u^
...im just really tired (like always)
but its supposed to snow this weekend, so i guess thats pretty exciting *cuddles with you to stay warm*

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 1:05 am

*cuddles with you*
^u^ that's good to hear sweetie.
Here it's getting prety cold...
I have to use a knit cap to keep warm the shaven part of my head
xP

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 1:13 am

oh i see

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 1:21 am

*kisses your cheek*
Honey, just one question,
At what hour you go to sleep normally?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 1:28 am

its a different time every night.....depending on how tired i am...
but ive been having trouble sleeping lately, thats why im so tired

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 1:34 am

Hmmm
You can't sleep or you wake up in the middle of the night?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 1:38 am

both

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 1:46 am

Have you been getting too stressed, tense or nervous lately?
Is there something upseting or worrying you?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 1:51 am

school is just really overwhelming

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 1:55 am

Are they leaving too much homework or tests or is it the people?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 2:03 am

....its just....everything

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 2:12 am

*hugs you*
*kisses your cheek*
Honey, I'll try to help you in anything I can. Don't be afraid to ask me for anything you need. I care about you a lot and I don't want this to affect you no more so I'll be more than glad to help you ^w^
Oh, another question, you got honey in your house?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 2:17 am

what?
do i have honey in my house?

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 2:20 am

Is that a wierd question .-.?

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 2:39 am

If you have, before sleeping drink a glass of warm milk with honey. It will help you to sleep.

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 2:40 am

oh...and yeah thats a weird question

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 2:42 am

Ok, sorry -//////-

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 2:52 am

dont apologize *kisses u*

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 2:56 am

*kisses you back*
Okay dear

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 2:58 am

how long have you been learning english?

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:01 am

Uhm.....
11 years, I think....

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 3:08 am

oh, ok

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:09 am

Why o3o?

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 3:14 am

i mean..like, ur english is good ^u^ just a few errors here and there

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:22 am

Oh, thanks o//u//o. And yeah, that's one thing I still need to polish when writting -w-

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 3:25 am

i didn't want to say anything, cuz i don't want to upset you

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:30 am

If you have anything to say, just say it sweetie. I won't get upset
-u-

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 3:35 am

oh, well i can't think of anything to ask at the moment.........i don't really say whats on my mind...since ive never really opened up to anyone before

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:47 am

Well, when you have something in mind, feel free to say it to me. I will listen to you ^u^

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 3:48 am

okay -u-

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 3:57 am

You know, there's something I want to say to you.....
It'll seem a little random at first but, is something I really want to express....

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 4:07 am

ok, what is it?

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 4:14 am

*hugs you tightly*
*cries a little*
Thank you....
Thanks for having treated me so kindly and so sweetly. Thank you for having seen a friend in me. Thank you for having accepted me for who I'm am. Thank you for everything
I love you Ame, I really do and I'm really gratefull to have you
*hugs you super tightly*
Thank you

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 4:23 am

o//.//o
*hugs back*
oh don't cry my dearest
all i can do is defend you and keep you beside me, thats how ill repay all the kindness youve shown....^u^
i feel like you have made me a better person....and you make me so happy <3
...i dont even know what i would do without you..i probably wouldnt even be here if it weren't for you, so in reality, i should be thanking you -//w//-
*gives you a long kiss*

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 4:34 am

*kisses you back*
I love you Ame, I love you so much <3
*kisses you again*

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 4:43 am

>///u///< i love you too! <3
i love you more than you could ever know

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 4:54 am

*kisses your cheek*
I love you with all my heart
my sweet, cute kitten
<3
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 4:58 am

>//u//< nyan
*kisses back*
im sorry darling, but im so tired im falling asleep...i really need to go to sleep

Santos

08 Nov, 2014, 5:00 am

*kisses your forhead*
It's okay, mi vida.
Sweet dreams. See you tomorrow
<3
*kisses you*

Cyborg Noodle

08 Nov, 2014, 5:07 am

good night <3

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