Please, if any of you still remember me, show it. If even my online friends forgot me, then I AM worthless, just like I thought. Because I wasn't worth remembering. I would forget me if I had the choice. But I try so hard to help other people (irl), that they forget I have trouble too. They forget I'm a real person, and it's really upsetting. I have to endure being bright, upbeat and happy 24/7 for everyone I know, when all I want to do is cry and tell someone, anyone, how sad I am. And I'm upset at Colors, too, for never realising how much I tried to help and be happy. That's all I wanted to say. Thanks for reading, even though you don't understand.

*sigh* i'm sorry. I didn't mean it. No matter whether you left me alone or not, I'm anyone's friend. And I've decided I don't care anymore. You can bully me as much as you like, so go ahead. Everyone who followed me is a friend, and so is everyone else. I'm just gonna sit here and cry, but know I'll always miss you, and I'm never really gone, because I'm always here when you need me, even though no one else IRL was for me. And you can hate me as much as you like. Hate away. Because it won't bother me. I have TRUE friends on here, and TRUE friends out there, somewhere,and maybe when I find them my life won't be so cruddy. Smiles and hugs. I might not be back after this at all. I'll miss you if I do leave. Smiles and hugs.

muffin i've never forgotten you and never will. you're my friend and that's that. tbh when you were gone, i kept checking your gallery to make sure i hadn't missed anything.
also to say i don't understand is wrong to an extent. i'm in the same situation. i always keep a happy face for my friends because they're going through so much themselves. i keep worries to myself because i don't want to add to their burden.
if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here "hugs"

@citrine thanks :)
@TFMel thanks, it's just i thought no one cared... i guess i was wrong :)

there's always someone that cares, no matter what

thanks Mel, thanks Jessi :)