Erupting Pain by Midnight Paradise

I feel like my heart is about burst in pain and sadness. My life is a rollercoaster ride right now and I just found out about the passing of a good friend of mine. I feel so bad, I should have known sooner, I should have been able to at least tell her how much being her friend ment to me. Now I can't and I.....T^T.....I can't do anything about it. She was like a big sister to me but, I didn't even get to say goodbye.....
#Heartbroken
#4Mayu
#Sadness
#MPHerself

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
19 Oct, 2014, 6:11 am
01:18

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maru-moved

19 Oct, 2014, 6:14 am

(hugs) i know how u feel a fraind of mine passed away too

Blue_Eyes

19 Oct, 2014, 6:15 am

If i could hold you right now id never let go :'(. You poor thing... i dont know what id do if i lost my lyndi qnq. Im here ok, so if you want come talk to me, im going to bed but im on everyday. okay darlin?. Im here its ok :')

maru-moved

19 Oct, 2014, 6:19 am

im really sorry my mom wants me to go to bed but i will be on tomarrow ok (hugs)

Blue_Eyes

19 Oct, 2014, 6:21 am

The lord saw her pain, but also the inosence, the hurting soul, so he took her home. The same thing happened with my aunt leah, she was young, had two kids, but she was hurting, confused, and lost. So the lord took her in her sleep...Your friend is home, in a place we can only dream to be, dont be sad, be happy that she lived, be happy she got to see our maker, learn all the unknown, she will be eturnaly happy and at peace, never has to feel the pain of this crule world. So be happy, morne your time, then rejoyce for her. My aunt watches over me, i know she does, your friend is watching you, she can keep you safe now. Sleep well darling, i hope you can say goodbye in your dreams :') -Raven

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 6:23 am

@Maru
*hugs*

@Raven
Thank you.

@Asa
*hugs and nods slightly* I guess *sobs*

@Rev
Yes....

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 6:37 am

She was too young to die. She still had her family to look after too. Mayu..... *breaks down sobbing*

CitrusConstellations

19 Oct, 2014, 6:39 am

Sis, I am ALWAYS here for you! I am so sorry that everything is turning out so badly but we all can unite and pull through! -wolfie hugs- I really hate seeing my friends sad and I'm trying to cheer everyone up but it's difficult. I know you can pull through this sis <3

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 6:42 am

Ari....*hugs* I'm trying, I just feel like a horrible person for not knowing sooner and talking to her more.

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 6:59 am

@Asa
*hugs*

@Rev
The day I could forget her is the day I die and disappear though even then, I'd never forget.

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 1:50 pm

She should have lived. *hugs*

chaos the hedghog

19 Oct, 2014, 6:19 pm

what happen?

Midnight Paradise

19 Oct, 2014, 10:53 pm

@C
A good friend of mine on Colors passed away a few days ago.

chaos the hedghog

20 Oct, 2014, 1:43 am

o sorry

Malifia

21 Oct, 2014, 2:17 pm

OMG!! I'm so sorry Mid. I wish I could do somthing to help... :'(

_-JinX-_

23 Oct, 2014, 4:08 pm

u still can.......

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