i like to be under blankets but i can share :3 stuff happens and you will have the memory but focus on the good times. it is not you at fault. life is always a surprise weather pleasant or not and people face that some more than others. so let it out and don't over think. At least try not to. after focus on what is there in front. Life happens fast. don't let those important moments pass and take a hold and have them live on in memory. what happens is now past and now is current. it is up to u.