Ay, i hope you feel betterz too, man.

Yeah, i usually do :U but thanks, man *hug*

I hope you get better soon...Just hope for the bright future ahead *hugs*

How about you at least try to sleep? Trust me you would function alot better :U
And don't worry about nightmares. Nightmares are good in a way that puts you in terrible situations and forces you to react in either a possitive or negative way and stuff.
Life is better than you think it is.
Get lost, far from home. Go see places and people, and if you don't like your home, go find a new and real one. Be it in the middle of the city where buisiness is plentiful along with the noise, or within tall trees and dirt roads or vast feilds where the everything breaths and silence is a way of life.
Or even within sleep, where beyond the fear are worlds so close and real you can walk up and touch it, speak with it, breath it in, experience it. You.

You have just recieved a peice of my mind. Put it with your collection in a box out in the sun on a cool autumn morning for me will you.

@Swifty
Dude, i honestly never know how to respond to your comments in these situations. like, i'm always in awe with what you have to say to me. :u I read it and always keep it in my mind. I mean... like... (oh carp c'mon brain)...It really makes me want to try harder and stuff..... but i can never keep up with it... :U It's hard to explain. Forget it, errrrr-
@Kat
*hug* thanks .u.

@Kabushi
Ay' i can't always agree with what others do, but sometimes i can't really judge them either. :U *pat* And thanks.

Man, I really wish I knew you in person so i could help... :l
Things will get better...but it takes a little time <:v

I'm still waiting for things to get better for me, so if i can wait, you're able too also! <:p Just try not to think about the bad things. even if thats all you have. *hug*

@SB
aww, man. Thank you. :) I guess i should keep that in mind, too.
We can both make it! :D

Thats all I need to know. A complex mind like mine comes with complex thoughts. And sometimes becomeing lost within those thoughs are better than getting lost in real life, you know.

Best of luck to you from the bird thats sits by your window.

@8-bit
Ay, it's okay :U I prefer to usually talk to people i know or at least know a bit. :U but thank you.
@Swifty
eheh. <:D Thank you so much, man.

Yeah I go through phases were I feel like crap but I don't show it cause I don't want my parents to get worried.
I'm also kinda upset because I have different plans for my future than what my mom thinks and I never have the guts to tell her cause I'm afraid on how she'll react. :l
...okay that was irrelavent I'll just go now.

Dang, I really wish I could help... just try to look on the bright side, it always gets better, doesnt it? I dont really know what to say... sorry, man :U Hope it gets better, really c': /hugs/