That's a sad but beautiful poem Garson...

I hope you'll feel better soon...*hugs*

"Sometimes goodbye is a second chance"...

Uuuuuuugh... *rubs temples* ... Hhh... Hello Elena.

Sorry it took me so long. I was distracted.

Are you ok Gar?

Pfff... Phisicaly, yes. Mentaly, yes. Emotionaly, oh hell no...

Eh... You're fine... You thought I meant GameChat didn't you?

Aww, I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope I can help you.

And yeah I thought you meant gc at first.

Eh, it's fine. I would have done the same thing.

...
Hhh... You know Shadow means a lot to me right...

Yes I know that.

...
Are you ever scared... That you'll lose someone because... You just don't know how to help anymore..?

Hmm..well I've had that feeling a few times...Why do you ask?

Because it's not a feeling... It's a kick to face by reality...
...
I've always been good at calming her down or talking her out of... Ngh... Y'know...
It's just gotten harder...
I had to guilt trip her to try and get her to not hurt herself.
I'm not proud of that d!rty little trick but... I had to...
...
I'm scared I'll lose her Elena...
It'll be my fault if I do...

Ugh. I-I'm sorry, I've bored you with my problems enough. That was a jerky move... Ngh... Where are my manners..?
How have you been recently..?

Garson...I understand you're scared to lose her...I understand how scared, worried and desperate you are...But it's not your fault she feels like this. You're trying to help her as best as you can and you care about her and that's all you can do. You can't perform better than that. I'm sure you're helping her. Maybe less than before but that's probably just because pokemonshadow got more depressed and desperate. But you're there for her..and that helps..Believe me. Now she has at least someone to talk to.

Ugh...sorry I talk weird and I'm bad with words...I'm sorry if I'm not helpfull

It's okay gar, I want to help you. That's what friends do.

And I'm fine. I have vacation now, so I'm pretty happy. The only bad thing is that i'm melting because of the heat of my laptop on my lap.

And some stuff happened between me and a certain person but I won't bother you with that.

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Thank you Elena... I'm sorry for boreing you with this...
...
I'm just so scared...
...
I had to snap myself out of it not long ago... I haven't had a... thought like that in ages...
...
I know tearing myself apart won't help her... But I can't avoid it anymore...

Ugh, I'm really sorry, I'll shut up now. Just ignore everything I said.

It's okay. I'm happy to hear.
...
Let me guess...
Should I Press Start to Play to hear this story? *raises eyebrow*

Yeah...it's pstp...

Hmph.
Yep. Saw this coming.
I knew that guy was a jerk the day I met him.
What happened? Do I need too hunt him down? Give him the ol' As.sas.sin's Creed treatment? *twirls knife between fingers*
(It's a stylus... Ooo, so scary)

Anyway..Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?

N-no... It's okay...
...
I have a question actually...

I'm so impatient when my brain is melting xD

No you don't have to do anything. I already blocked him, told him to dissappear out of my life, deleted all the RP rooms of me and pstp and most of the fan art I made for him. The only thing that's troubling me with him now is that he still uses the dragon form I designed for him and uses it as icon. He also owns two more OCs I made him. I send him a mail about it like 40 minutes ago, but I don't think he'll see it. I really hope he accepts that I don't want him to use my designs.

My fabulous timing is fabulous

What's your question Gar?

I hope ot works out alright...

Not to open old wounds... You... Remember how I was earlier this year right..?

You mean when you uploaded a lot of vent art? Yes I remember that. Why do you ask me?

Heh...
I wasn't lying in those posts... Half the time I was prepareing to either hurt myself or... ... ...
A-anyway... You probably already know but I deleated all that ugly stuff... I look back on it now and... I never realized how... dark... things were back then...
You and Shadow are all I have left from those times... Everyone else has either betrayed me or moved on with better things.
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I'm curious...
Why did you help me..?
You barely knew me at the time...

Because I don't like it to see anyone hurt. That's why I'm always nice to everyone. (unless I get really pi.ssed off or am in a bad mood)

I've been hurt in the past with severe bullying, losing of a dog who I loved like a brother..the only one who could always cheer me up... and recently with pstp treating me like shi.t. And since I know how much it hurts to feel like that...I don't want to hurt anyone. I just can't be mean to others. I can't hurt others. The only reason I let go of PSTP is because he had been using me and didn't seem to care about me at all even though I really cared about him.

Friendship is very important to me. And I'll always try to be there for my friends. No matter how I feel.

Sorry for my bad explanation, I really can't think very clearly now. I'm shivering because of the heat and dehydration. Water bottle come here.

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I don't say this enough Elena...
But I'm very thankful to have you as a friend... And very lucky...
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You help me find the good in people...
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Always stay you Elena... The world could use more people like you...

I'm glad I'm a good friend for you.
And I'll always try to be myself.

Sorry if my replies are short, my memory is cra.p now and I just can't think clearly.

Hmm...
You know what we haven't in a long time.

What? Scaring you with Aurora? Having an anyway conversation?

(sorry for random reply, you know what happens when I'm dehydrated)

We haven't had a good old fashion RP.
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Hmm...
*evil grin*
Grin & Garson?
I'M DETERMINED TO GET THESE TWO TO LIKE EACHOTHER! XD

OMG YUS GRINSON FTW!

I don't know if you'll get them to like eachother though, Grin got kinda traumatized after that NSFW thing xD

I got to eat so-Dammit I have to go downstairs...Do you think you'll be here when I get back?

(sorry for late reply I was distracted by a mail I just got)

Hopefully. I guess we'll see.

Haiiiiii
Ready?

Hiiiiiiii thereeee

yus I'm ready

Who start?

Me doezn't know how to start so you staaaart

(Crap. "xD Okay)

Garson walked into Grin's cave casually. "Morning Grin. K!ll anything interesting recently?" He said with a chuckle. (Because this is a compleatly normal conversation for these two XD)

(That's the most normal conversation for Grin & Garson ever xD)

"Not really. Just some humans who had the great luck to encounter me." Grin said kinda bored while gnawing on a bone.

(I'm not really used to RPing like this so excuse me if I sound weird)

( Eh, it's fine. First try for me too actually )

"Aww, the poor things." Garson said sarcasticly, laying down and fiddling with a bone between his claws.
"There might be something that'll interest you... I was lucky to avoid some hunters nearby.
I heard them smack talking, saying that the dragon who lived up here was just a stupid fake..." Garson said darkly with a grin.
( Idc what anyone says, I love these two together )

"So..They think I'm a myth?..How about we prove them wrong?" Grin said darkly while chuckeling evily.

Garson stood, flicking his tail in delight. "I thought you'd never ask..." He said, leaving the cave with Grin.
( Just another normal day with the two crazies. xD )

Grin laughed. "I can't wait to see their faces when we kill them."

(I'm so bad at RPing now xD)

( Elena, I thought you were good at RPing!? XD xP Y u do dis!? )

Garson listened carefully as they got close to the small camp of hunters.
"I hear that ol' dragon's nothing but a phony. Probably some stupid kid scareing people off." One said.
Garson flicked Grin with his tail. "Would you like to do the honors?"

(I normally am, but I'm distracted by the tv now xD Also I'm not used to RPing like this)

"well thank you my friend" Grin said with a disturbing smile on his face. He then leaped at a hunter and ripped his head off. "HERE'S GRIN! Now who wants to be killed next!?" He let out an insane laughter.

( XD Improv time! )

Three of the four hunters grabbed their rifles and stepped back quickly. One ran but was cut off by Garson.
"Where do you think you're going..." He snarled, stareing the hunter down.
Now surrounded by the crazed dragon and red eyed wolf, he grabbed a rifle and aimed at Garson.
( Spoiler alert, these guys are scr.ewed. xD )

"Oh how cute he's trying to defend himself" Grin chuckled and leaped at the hunter, pinning him down. "would you like to kill him bud?" He said to garson with a big smile on his face.

"With pleasure darling!" Garson chuckled. A bullet grazed his ear and he glared at the hunter who shot before turning to the one Grin pinned down and gripping his throat in his jaws, v!olently jerking his head to twist his neck.
( Again. Totally normal day for these two. xD )

"Who tried to shoot my best buddy here?" Grin glared at the hunter who had tried to shoot Garson. "It was you...wasn't it?..How dare you try shoot my friend..." Grin slowly walked towards the hunter, staring at him with his demonic eyes. "I don't like it when someone tries to hurt my friend...Especially if it's a worthless human like you.."

Garson looked up, his muzzle covered in blood. "You're scr.ewed now." He laughed. Digging his claws into the stomach of the fallen hunter.

Grin roared jumped and pinned the hunter down. He then ripped out the hunter's still beating heart. "Do you like that!? I learned that move from Aurora! Hello? Do you hear me?" Grin pushed the heart in the hunter's face.
(Grin you're totally crazy xD)

( Grin, you crazy bas.tard! That's why we love ya! XD )

Garson watched with a crazed smile, licking blood from his claws. The other two hunters ran, but Garson noticed the fleeing cowards. "Nah, ah ah." He chuckled. They tripped and were pulled back by something and now hung upside down in midair behind Grin.
"Gotta love dark magic..." Garson chuckled.
He noticed one still had his gun focused on Grin's head.
"No one hurts Grin!" Garson snarled, and the rifle snapped in half. "Grin hurts you..."

( Garson bumbed up the crazy about fifty percent here I think xD )

Grin looked behind him. "Oh how nice of you to hang out with me. Now who will I kill first?...Hmmm...Eenee meenee miny moo, I choose you!" Grin said with an insane disturbing smile on his face and he grabbed the hunter who tried to shoot him. He then tore him to pieces while laughing insanely. "Oh can't you hold yourself together?"

(omg Grin, the puns, you're killing me xD)

( XDDDDDDD Holy crap, I'm laughing way more than I should but that was hilarious! The Grin puns! X'D )

Garson watched, still tearing into the his hunter from earlier. "Everything's fallen to peices in this camp I think." Garson laughed demonicly and he sliced the hunters stomach open.
( This got graphic very quickly... Ilike it! XD )

( #GrinPuns Has to be the next populair thing on colors)

Grin was chewing on the hunters head trying to break it open. "Now what should we do with this last hunter?" He said still chewing on the other hunter's head. And why won't this head break open!? I want to eat his brain dammit!

( XD Yes. I must happen )

Garson thought for a moment, drawing random designs in the dirt with the hunters blood.
"Hmm... What to do, what to do... Aha!" The hunter fell and ran off mindlessly towards Grin's cave.
"He doesn't know you live there... We can do whatever you want with him there..." Garson said darkly, accidentaly splattering blood on him and Grin's face. "Oops... Pesky vital organs." He chuckled.

( Garson's lost it. It's official. XD )

Grin licked the blood of his face. "I like your idea..." Grin said while chuckling darkly. He then cracked open the head of the hunter he had been chewing on and swallowed the brain whole. "Ah the brain is the most tasty organ together with the heart. Now let's see how our guest is doing." Grin said as he walked back to the cave with Garson.

Garson's ears perked as he heard the footsteps on the rocky floor of the caze. "He's in there. Shall we great him?" Garson asked with a twisted smile, blood still covering his muzzle.

*cave

Grin grinned (grinception), blood dripping from his teeth and scars. "Well of course. It would be rude not to great our guest" He chuckeled. You first mon amie.

(hot french spreaking Grin is hot)

( XDDDDDDD Grin, stop trying to turn Garson on, we're k!lling stuff today. xp #Grinception )

Garson walked in alongside Grin.
"Hello... Welcome to our little home, dear hunter... Care to introduce yourself." Garson glaced at Grin with a sly look.

Grin smiled. "I hope you enjoy playing games...because we're about to play a game with you. If you lose you die and you'll get eaten by us. Ain't that fun? I'm sure you'll be dying of laughter.." Grin let out a disturbing chuckle and slowly approached the hunter.

Garson's tail wagged in antici.pation. "What fun it will be!" Garson let out a crazed laugh and stepped closer to Grin and the hunter.

Grin laughed insanely. "LET'S PLAY!" He jumped at the hunter but misses. DARN IT COME HERE YOU! We're only trying to kill you that's no reason to run away!

(Is it weird that I'm getting hungry now eventhough I ate popcorn earlier? xD)

Garson ran after the hunter and bit his ankel, tripping him and dragging him back. "Come and play little guy!" Garson's voice was muffled in the hunters pantleg.

( I gtg. Can we continue tomorrow if I have time? )

"He is a little guy, isn't he? He's kinda cute, I almost wouldn't want to kill him...JUST KIDDING NOW LET'S GET TO EATING ORGANS! AURORA MOVE ACTIVATE!" Grin slashed open the hunter and ripped out his heart, splattering blood everywhere. "Whoops I'll clean that later." Grin said while eating the heart.

(yes we can continue tomorrow. This RP is flipping awesome xD)