....

...Im just......lonely.....

...I mean as in love......

its raining here...

Im a teenager ......

Im 13

......still......mom and dad found eachother when they were kids.....

Dad promised her when they were 5 and 7 years old.

......would u be with me Samantha?

atcully, it was mom who confe.ssed to dad when they were kids.

@Asa: ..Im jk jk...

.........I dont trust guys........they're greedy and always herashing me........

I dated a girl.......mom was dated a girl......the girl in my vio.lin class dated a girl.........
there's noughting wrong with it.....it is leagal

@Cammy-Chan and @Cutie-Sempai and getting married....
@AquaBubble is bi too...

>u< I forgot her name tho.

Sammy.....the is noughting in the Bible about it......noughting in the 10 Comaments about it......I've read the bible 10 times.......we are not breaking any of Gods rules

IT IS NOT A SIN!
GOD WANTED MAN TO BE WITH MAN! HE DIDNT SAY MALES WITH FEMALES! HE SAID MAN-KIND WITH MAN-KIND!

.......Thats like callin my intire family the devil's helpers. Me, mom and dad are leftys and the bible at one time called left hands the devil's helpers. If mom is a devil's helper, than she's the kindness devil I've ever seen.

@Sillize: Thats what I said! He didnt say "I want boys to be with girls" He said: "Man-kind to be with man-kind"

"A love by heart is not a sin:
A love for greed is."

I guess my dad is the captain of the devil's helpers because not only is he left-handed, his left eye is yellow which is why he never opens it. and my mom LOOOOOVES apples! And fyi: apples are the devil's fruit, aka: the forbidden fruit God told us NOT to eat.

@Sammy:

.....
*hugglez* you did noughting wrong........just know that..... theres noughting wrong with people who just wants to find love.......God loves us, no matter who or what we are........remeber that?

@asa: in the old paintings around the time before Jesue, there were paitings of Adem and Eve eating the apple...aka the fobidden fruit.....historyins and scinencist proved it.......

@Ichi: exactly, the apple provides nolege and the snake told Adem and Eve "The fruit that this tree bares will provide you knowlege of God"

@sizzel: you were just repeting the bible.

This is the day that the Lord has made; I will rejoyce and be glad it is."

Humans wrote down events that happened about God's mirricles.

......my heart hurts........

we are all sinning right now.......

we are using God to nagg at eachother about what His words mean..........lets stop.....

@Sizzal: If you know anything about God, he will help anyone, no matter what. God loves us all. Mom wasnt a beilever at him. Mom actully cursed his name when she was little. She hated Him. yet God had kept her alive and helped her to this day.

*takes chesse and nibbles*

Y...yah.....thats true Nichol........I felt like.......if there really was a God.........he had abandon me....

......Ive........done sins that are beyond forgiving.......if I would have told any of you.......I woild seem like a monster........I would never have the courge to talk anymore.......

my mouth tastes like I ate a rubber ballon....<TPT>

......if......if I told you what I did.......promise me that you'll understand that it was the really old me.......not me now.......I regreat everything I did........I'll never forgive myself.....

I-I believe in God now! Honsest! I want to use my past sins to help people now to not mske the same mistakes I made!

*sigh*
my.....hands are covered in blood......blood of others.......at the time.....I was use to it..........I was a demonic child..........I didnt beileve in a savior.......people were always treating me like garbage.......always kicked and knocked down..........I had no emotions......no feelings........just dark shadows under my eyes......

@Ichi: .....stay....please.....

....my biggest sin was kiIIing someone........there was a man that kiddnaped me and was about to ra.pe me on the street ally.....there was a glass shard on the ground so I kicked him and ran for it......and stabed him......and the part that scared me to this day is.....I wasnt upset when his body fell....I just....left him....put my clothes back on and hid my bloody hands in my pockets.........and pertended that noughting happened......
n-now looking back at the way I was....I was scared of myself.........I'll never forgive the old me......I was a demon.......

.......
.......its alright if you think of me any different now.........
just know that......I can never forgive myself........I beileve in God now......but he shouldnt forgive me.....

@Asa:
......I knew what I was doing........I told him I was going to kiII him......my eyes were like staring into de.ath.........I was feared my alot of people.....

.......thats were I got Dishearted Mayu from.....

I always amazed on how kind God is......to forgive a wrench like me.....

And here I am today.....helping peeps......

I think.......I lost asa.....
....
..Im so sorry....

wheres Nichol?.........her friends card thingy is off......maybe she fell asleep..

KAWAII CHAAAAAAAN! ^>//D//<^

@Ichi: <^/u/^> you already gave me that speech! *huggies*

@asa-chan: Your the only one with "chan" in her user name!

@Sissel: SISSEL-CHAAAAAN! *huggies*

YOUR BOTH THE KAWAII-SISTERS! ^>//D//<^

KAWAIINESS EVERYWHERE!!!!!

@Asa: <o o?> why not?

She's asleep....Im looking at her right now........she sleeps like Tenebrae......do all peeps from Amarica sleep liike that?

CAMMY CHA

@asa: shes got her arms and legs all spread out!

CAMMY CHAAAN! *huggies and kiss*
hey sweetheart! <^/u/^>

@Cammy: whos gonna be the one to get you to married?

we dont sleep on beds.

WHO WANTS TO SEE NINI, OUR PUPPY?!

@Sissel: cool?....umm.....Japan is...Japan.....noughting much.....

Go to google images and type in Utada Mayu and turn the page until you see a white puppy!
Thats our puppy, Nini!

@Cammy chan: m-me? <o///o> I-I still remeber the vows and stuff from when me and Tenebrae got married.

@Ichi: uummmm...thats up to you. dont let others decide your fate.

@asa: huggie?

baby's kicking. <^//u//^>

@Asa: *huggies* <^//u//^>

@cammy: thank you sweetheart! *huggies*

I gtg! Bye! love you all! *huggies and kisses*

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Wow thats cool!

im from texas 2