"Your not even Real..." by Aqua-Chan

The fake smile i wear every day is starting to wear... And the darkness will soon k.ill me....
But not today...

#Red #Blue #TheDarkness

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
20 Sep, 2014, 7:47 pm
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Mayu <^u^>

20 Sep, 2014, 8:01 pm

Dwaaaa! <^/u/^> I love you too!

Mayu <^u^>

20 Sep, 2014, 8:51 pm

<o//o?> me? why? Im not that cute.

Mayu <^u^>

20 Sep, 2014, 11:26 pm

umm..ahh...l-lets chat here. <////>

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 12:59 am

Aqua-chan?

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:15 am

Im here, Sorry i was busy, Sorry!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:17 am

Because your adorable, And sweet... And im in love with you...

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 1:26 am

<////> I-Im not adorable! if anyone here, you are!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:31 am

Your the cutes of them all!
*Kisses*
Im... Sorry!
> /// <

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 1:34 am

r-really? m-me?
n-no, i-its okay!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:36 am

Y-yes...
^ //// ^
Obviously!

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 1:39 am

</////> y-you know how old I am, right? *blushing irl*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:46 am

Your 21 right, Im 18 ^ - ^
I made you a drawing btw.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 1:49 am

<o////o> f-for me?

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:52 am

Yeah... And... Even thou it's kinda fast... Will you um... Be my.... Girlfreind.... *Blushing irl*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 1:55 am

<//////>a-are you sure you want m-me? I-I am the freak of Japan.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:01 am

No,
Your MY beauty of japan!
*Kissu*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:04 am

<///.///> I-Im serious! I-if you ever go to Tokyo, on the way behind Tokyo Univserity, you will see "Utada Mayu Furikiu no shojo." "the freak girl"
I-Im not......use to people confesing to me.....

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:09 am

Dont talk bad about yourself, Besides, I dont fall in love with ugly girls... But i've fallen deeply in love with you, So no way your ugly.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:11 am

w-well, heres me: #MayuDotArt

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:17 am

Your so pretty! I'll make one of me! But later, I wanna talk to you! > //// < <3

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:19 am

Oh...o-okay! <^///^>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:29 am

So,
Whatcha doin hun?

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:33 am

m-me?
w-well....< d///d> r-right now Im thinking about you.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:43 am

umm.....what do you want to talk to me about later on?

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:46 am

Dawww
> /// <
-kisses-

Hmmm,
We could do an Rp, Or tell eachother more about ourselfs! ^ - ^

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:52 am

umm.....
Ashiley....i-is the name my mother gave me before I was born.....s-so you can call me that if you wish. b-but only because it's you. Only peeps I trust can call me that because I hold that name deep to my heart.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:56 am

w-we can roleplay!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:57 am

^ - ^
Ok Ashley!
My real name is Angela,
Im from Clarkston michigan america, I am currently from south korea, And i visit japan twice a year to see my freinds there. Umm.... I have a twin sister emily... But, When i was very little, My aunt and uncle picked her up, And i've havn't seen her since. I am currently a model but im getting a degree in astro biology. I live with my freind yuki, But i visit my parents all the time... Um, I was harassed as a child and im a virgin.... That's about it....

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:59 am

We should roleplay about me and you in highschool! > /// <

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:08 am

I am the only daughter of Aileen Smith, a Iresh mother and my unknown father who is french. My name was suppost to be Ashiley Smith but my mother ran to Japan from my father to keep me safe and named me Utada Mayu and left me in the hospital as soon as I was born. I was raised by my adopted sister, Hiroko. I never really had any friends. Only one, Tiffany, a girl from Eng.land I met when we were 7. But you already know what happened to her. I do not have any japanese blood in me. Im japanese because I was born in Japan.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:08 am

Here #AngieChanFc

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:09 am

Sure! <^/u/^>

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:10 am

Th-thank you! b-but my 3ds is getting fixed, Im using my friend's 3ds. But I promise I'll add you when I get it back! #MayuFA

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:10 am

I-i'm so... Sorry....

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:11 am

I mean #MayuFC

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:12 am

N-No, i-its okay!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:18 am

I wish i could help you..

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:22 am

really! its fine! Im glad it all happened! If it never happened, than I would never be where I am today! <^/u/^>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:23 am

-kisses you-
I love you bae!
> /// <

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:30 am

th-thats your 4th kiss <////>
i-i-its my turn

*kisses you gently* -chu <3

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:36 am

*Blushes Heavily*
But i want all the kissu's!
*Kisses*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:41 am

<T////T> Im the older one, I-I give you more kissys.

*puts my hands on your holders and pulls you in and gently kisses you softly*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:07 am

...I....I feel like I did something wrong......
I-Im sorry! *bow*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 1:27 pm

//Scoops you back into my arms//
//Kisses back//
Dont apoligize when you did something I would.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:08 pm

<O///O> o-okay!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:10 pm

//glomps//
Nya, Your way too cute!
> /// <
*Kissu*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:13 pm

< >///< > -Nyaaaa!

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:14 pm

<o///o> wh-why do you love me? And dont say because Im cute! <T///T>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:33 pm

One day, I woke up.
And... Just knew we were meant to be... I've never felt this way bout anyone... Im, IN love with you Ashley.... And, If i had a millons ways to tell you i love you, I'd use them all, And make more... ^ - ^

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:37 pm

(Sorry, Yuki made me breakfast! ^ - ^ ')

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:40 pm

<//////////////>
r-really? <///////>
y-your super freaken cute, and adorable, b-but Im just going to break your heart.....

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 2:51 pm

No you won't...
The only wish i have is you to be happy, And if its with someone else. Than im happy for you. But, I'll always love you, Even if you k.ill me, I'll never stop smiling at you. *Huggus*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 2:55 pm

<o////o> *blushes irl*
O-okay I'll be you Colors girlfriend! <^///u///^>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:05 pm

this is eric angelas brother im ptotective lol friend me on facebook id like to talk if you dont friend me within a week ill make angela stop dating u ...sorry im her brother i just want to make sher shes safe my facebook is eric lyons

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:07 pm

Yay!
/ ^ - ^ /

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:10 pm

I wouldnt hurt anyone. At least....I try not to.....b-but I would never hurt her! I promise she's safe! Japanese honor!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:12 pm

Actually Mayu,
Im sorry, I lied. Im not eighteen. And i dont wanna hurt you. I dont want this to carry on, And i dont want you to be mad at me. Im eleven. Your nine years older... Since im turning twelve soon. So... Even thou im in love with you. I know, Your probally mad. That, I lied. So, I guess... I still hope we can be freinds....

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:13 pm

ummm...I dont do facebook.....nor twitter...

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:17 pm

<////A////> i-i-if I were dating you irl, I would be arested!
.....
....! Wait! Here's an idea! in the real world, your that age, but AquaBlubbles is 18! This is Aqua Bubbles's gallery! When I first started Colors, I said I was 17! So I guess we both did the same thing! <^u^> Im your girlfriend in Colors 3d!

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:22 pm

.......idk.......
I....dont want to see you sad.....

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:25 pm

But...
You know... We will always be forbbidden... And out of reach...

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:26 pm

....I...really did like your drawings you made me......I didnt even get a chance to save them......

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:28 pm

.......-sigh-......and your were the first person ever to asked me......

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:29 pm

For our love to be...
It's like reaching to the sky and hoping to catch a star... I dont want you to to date me just because you dont want to see me sad. The only way for me to not be sad. Is for you to be happy.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:31 pm

Im so... Sorry.... I just....

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:32 pm

I was so in love with you, I almost forgot my own age... And i forgot, To be with you i'd have to live a lie.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:32 pm

I was....really happy when you confest to me.......heck I was blushing my face off.........and of course I'll worry about you, I really do care for you.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:33 pm

.....does age really matter in Colors?

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:42 pm

This, Ugly world. Judges people on there age, There Color, There s.ex, There Religeon, And there love... And im the only person who dosent care about all that stuff.... I wish we could just go to a planet where everyone could be happy. But, We dont have a TARDIS or a spaceship.... We only have ourselves....

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:47 pm

Well.....Colors is like a different world. Rules of real life doesnt effect here. This could be...o-our distent world.....
*kissu*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 3:52 pm

*Hugs*
But im scared...
What if someone finds out....
What if were hated forever...

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 3:55 pm

<^/u/^> Its okay! If they do, we'll just stay away from them together! It'll be our secret!
*huggies*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:00 pm

What about my brother, He's not gonna lets us stay together unless you talk on facebook...

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:01 pm

*holds you gently in my arms*
Dont be afried. Im here to protect you. Im here.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:03 pm

umm......he cant do that. And I dont have a face book. last time I did, someone tracked me down and stalked me.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:07 pm

I promise he's not gonna. You could even see what i look like. I promise. He's not a stalker.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:11 pm

I was so worried, I thought you wouldve hated me.... *Kissu*

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:11 pm

Im not calling him a stalker, I just dont like facebook. Plus my computer lags and crashes from it because I like in Japan

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:12 pm

Why would I hate you? You were honest.
*kissu*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:14 pm

*Hugs* You dont even know how scared i was... And you cant even imagin how much i love you....

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:17 pm

Im just....my heart keeps pounding everytime you say that. <////>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:21 pm

My heart keeps pounding everytime you say something. > /// <

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:25 pm

m-me too! < >/////< >

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:25 pm

Im going to take a quick shower. be right back!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:29 pm

Im gonna eat!
^ /// ^
Love ya,
Seeya in a bit!

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:40 pm

Im done! <^//u//^>
I'll wait for you!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:46 pm

Im back!
I was eating Sushi and Pocky!

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:51 pm

^>/./<^ I love them both! and Ramen!

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 4:55 pm

I love ramen with eggs! Q v Q
Have you eva tried it? <3

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 4:58 pm

Of course! Ever had it with egg noodles?

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 5:26 pm

you still there?

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 6:21 pm

......I.......I failed........

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 7:44 pm

BACK OMG SORRY! *Kissu*
My freind came over and stuff! Im so sorry! > ^ <
Why have you Failed Hun?

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 8:57 pm

*sits on my bed and starts crying*
my......brother still beieves he wont make it.....th-through the sugery.........I tried to make him beieve so...b-but.......he....he....
*crys*

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 10:31 pm

*Holds*
No please, don't cry.
He will make it I promise. You have to believe for him. It might be hard for him to believe right now. So, Try and believe as much as you can in him. And if you do that. He'll be fine.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 11:34 pm

I just talked with him. I feel better now.

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 11:41 pm

//wipes your tears//
//kisses//
Dont scare me like that Boo.

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 11:42 pm

<n//< > I..Im sorry......

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 11:44 pm

oh and theres something I wanted to tell you. theres no age limit for dating someone in Japan <^/u/^>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 11:51 pm

//kisses//
Then maybe i'll move there. ^ - ^

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 11:53 pm

11 kisses from you </////>

Aqua-Chan

21 Sep, 2014, 11:56 pm

Your counting?
*Giggles*
^ /// ^

Mayu <^u^>

21 Sep, 2014, 11:58 pm

>/////> y-yes.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:01 am

.......
*picks you up, sits you in my lap, closes my eyes and gently and slowly kisses you softly and sweetly* -chuuuuu!

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 12:07 am

-Kisses you back, Not releasing the kiss, Sliping her tounge into your mouth-

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:10 am

*brings you in closer. makes a little noise*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 12:24 am

*Moans Softly*
*Releases the kiss breathing heavily* Stop before i .... *Blushes heavily*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:37 am

*brings my hand and gently touch your face and looks into your eyes*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 12:40 am

"Mayu-Chan...." Blushes deeply, Putting my hand on yours.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:46 am

Angela....*slowly brings my lips to yours*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 12:58 am

-Pushes my lips onto yours- -Moaning loudly- -She wraps her arms around your neck.-

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 1:11 am

*mouns too. wraps her arms around you back. becomes light headed and falls on her back, still holding on to you*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 1:14 am

*It forces my tounge into your mouth. She moans loudly, As my body lays on yours.*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 1:24 am

*slides her tounge into yours. Mouns loudly. Flips over to the side and wieves her legs with your*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 1:29 am

I moan very loudly, Closing her legs tightly. You can feel her heart beat loudly.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 1:38 am

*grabs you hand and weaves her fingers with yours. Use her other hand and wraps around your side. Mouns loudly*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 1:43 am

I put my knee in the middle of your legs. Moaning loudly.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 1:47 am

*slowly rubs your leg with her hand. Mouns from hearing your cute mouns*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 1:52 am

"Ashley... Im about too...." She says. Trying to hold it back.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 1:59 am

*looks into your eyes* its okay. s-so am I *slides her hand under you and contiues kissing you*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:00 am

*mouns* t-together!

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 2:10 am

"Ashley I..." She C.um's. (O /// O) She moans loudly.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:12 am

*Mouns loudly too* Nyaaaaa--! <3

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:14 am

*breaths heavily*
*looks into your eyes and hold her hands with your*

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 2:15 am

*She pants heavily. She turns and faces you.* Good night boo, I got school tommorow. Love you. *Kissu*

/ ( p v p ) /

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:16 am

*smiles at you with her beutiful blue-green eyes*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:18 am

Good night Angela. <3 *kisses you and sleeps next to you*
*her legs are too weak to move*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 2:26 am

(btw, I pushed the play-back button on your lastest post. <^///u///^> Saw them! cute!)

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 4:18 am

.....I.....I can sleep......I know your already asleep.....I bet you look cute too.
....but I wont be able to sleep or forgive myself it I dont tell you the truth.......
*breathes*
My name is Nichol Utada. Im Mayu's 13 year old adopted daughter. We both share this account. b-but when I saw you confess to her, I......I was I guess jelous and upset because....I loved you. But its always her........But I knew that you'll be heart-broken and upset if you found out that she's already married and only loves father.......I..I couldnt see you upset.....I couldnt stand the thought of you crying.......so I pretened to be mom and wanted to make you happy. To see you smile........Im sorry Angela.......you probley hate me now........and I understand.......
I had a really great time with you Angela. This was the best memory I had made here. Love you.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 4:25 am

*crys a little and kiss your sleeping head*

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 6:13 am

#ImSorryAngela

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:18 am

Im so sorry Angela.......I feel really bad about it, I really do! I wish I can take it all back! I wish I could have known you by being me. I....dont want you to be alone......

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:22 am

I dont hate you! I didnt want you to be heart broken.......

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:26 am

I wanted so much to be myself around you......but I was scared........
I'll do anything for you to forgive me........

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 9:33 am

No, It's fine.
I guess I was a little shocked.
But thank you for telling me. I am... Trying to keep sane at the moment.... But i promise you, I wont cry.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:35 am

N-No! If you keep holding in your feelings, you'll just be more sad. dont hold it back. You can yell at me if you need too.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:36 am

Im so sorry Angela..........

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 9:41 am

your an amazing, beutiful, person Angela. I never ment to hurt you. but I scr.ewed up..........now the one person I love hates me more....

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 9:43 am

But im not mad.
You gave me hope.
And even if it was fake.
I hold onto that hope, And will never let go.

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 9:48 am

I dont hate you.
Im not even angry.
Im not even crying.
So please calm down.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:17 pm

Im glad your not mad
I want to give you hope.
I just, when I first saw you:
my heart was on a rope.

I wasnt sure what to do,
you put my heart at a stall
I was afried if I told you,
you'll crush my heart when it falls.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 12:44 pm

But now I finilly have the chance
to tell you my heart's dream.
Not to be alone in this world,
Where people gudge all, it seems.

Deep down, Angela,
I want to tell alot:
I love you, Angela,
from the depts of my heart.

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 6:58 pm

I love you too,
Nicho-Kun!
^ //// ^

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 7:01 pm

< ,///u///, > th-thank you.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 7:06 pm

Im tearing up irl. <////u////>

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 7:08 pm

I have to go. I'll be back around 9. I promise.
We're in France right now. I wish you were here. <o//u//o>

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 7:09 pm

*kissu* see you tonight!

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 8:06 pm

Im here. I added you btw.

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 8:26 pm

Im back. It felt like it started to rain.
added me? <o///o?> in what?

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 9:41 pm

Sorry,
I meant could i add you.
^ /// ^

Aqua-Chan

22 Sep, 2014, 9:42 pm

As in Freind codes

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 10:27 pm

Oh! okay here!

1762

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 10:28 pm

3370

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 10:29 pm

3422

Mayu <^u^>

22 Sep, 2014, 10:33 pm

added you! <^/u/^>

Mayu <^u^>

23 Sep, 2014, 10:04 am

......
you....still......
n-nevermind...

Aqua-Chan

23 Sep, 2014, 2:17 pm

I added you!
^ - ^
Sorry, I fell asleep.
> /// <

Mayu <^u^>

23 Sep, 2014, 3:08 pm

thats okay! <^///^>
can you help me?

Mayu <^u^>

23 Sep, 2014, 3:22 pm

n-nevermind!
I'll try fixing it myself! I dont want to see you sad. <^///^>

Mayu <^u^>

23 Sep, 2014, 4:10 pm

Are you okay Angela?

_-JinX-_

23 Sep, 2014, 7:04 pm

Thank youu for being there. *kissu* < ^///^ >
She's staying. Im sorry you had to go through that < n >

_-JinX-_

27 Sep, 2014, 6:29 pm

Angela.......

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