Once was a sweet girl whos heart was so kind. Look down at the freak girl and smiled. She smiled and said "Dont worry, I'll be your friend. I'll always be with you, best friends for life."
So sweet was her words, and so jelous of the freak that long was the shadow she cast. Which fell dark into the freak girl's heart, and grew only darker as days and nights past.
Please rest Tiffany, goodnight love of mine. Rest now in moon light's embray. Bare of my lullaby, wism of the earth. Though cloud and through sky and through space.
Carry the peace and coolness of night. And carry my sorrow in kind. Sweet love, you're love so much more than I show. Forgive me for being so blind.

Soon did that sweet girl take noticed that others did not give the freak girl her ways. And nither has the freak loved her as she derived. She watch as her sister's unhappyness grew.

But such is the way of the act of the freak girl. Jelousy take the mind of it's host. And that foolish freak girl did noughting to stop
the destrution of one who had need her most.

Please rest, Tiffany. Goodnight love of mind. Rest now in moonlight's embray. Bare of my lullaby, wimes of the Earth. Through cloud and through sky and through space.
Carry the peace and the coolness of night. And carry my sorrow in kind.
Sweet love, your loved so much more than you know. May worrys be far from your mind. And forgive me for being so blind.

The years now before us. Fearful and undone. I'd never imagened I'll face them without you. May these few lefted seasons , swiftly pass, I pray.

I love you.
I miss you.

All these miles away.....

May all your dreams be sweet tonight. Safe upon your bed of moonlight.
And know not of saddness, pain of life. And when I dream to see heaven, and met you there.....

sleep.
My sweet love.
sleep.

There you go Tiffany. I hope you liked it. I know I talk to you almost every night, but I wanted to make you something. I really do love you. You were there for me. You treated me like a real friend, and I took you for granted. I acted like a spoil brat. I should have been there for you more. All I ever did was get into fights and cause trouble. All I did was felt sorry for myself. It was alway about me, when you cared for me more than you cared for yourself. We known eachother for more than 10 years. But never within those years have I done anything for you. Yet you loved a freak like me. Tiffany Im.....Im so sorry. Im sorry for causing you so much pain. For never being there for you. Im sorry for everything. And I never ever once told you I loved you. Tiffany, I love you, with all that I am. I miss you so much. I miss you every second I live. Im sorry Tiffany. You deserved someone better than me. Even as I cry right now: these tears cannot show how much a miss you.

I was blind. And I cant believe it took losing you to finnily see how mean I was. Why couldnt I have been there all those times you need me? It's my fault. Im sorry Tiffany. Im so sorry.
I can hear you telling me it's not my fault, but it is. I was jelous of you. I was self-pittying. I...I even yelled at you. Even as I heard you crying, I still kept yelling at you. And because of me, you lost your own life because of me.
I didnt mean those things I said! I dont mean it! I love you dearly Tiffany! You were my first ever true friend and someone I actully truly love! I was the one who asked you out. You said yes. I may have not shown it, but I was truely happy. I will never forget that moment. And when I was crying that day when I was at the park and you came to help me and stold my first kiss. I'll alway remeber and cherious those memorys. I love you Tiffany. I still do. And its thanks to you that I changed. I wanted to be like you. Someone kind and caring and would always help others.

I wanted to be someone better. And all those times you promised that life would get better...well, you were right. Im living a better life. I only wish you were here with me. I want you to be happy too. Im so sorry Tiffany. Im sorry. I love you.
please, sleep peaceful sweet love. rest easyily.