i hope youll survive? good luck?? D:

Hey... :')... I just got my 3ds back... my dad caught me playing one night.... It gave me a lot of time to think.... And... Im sorry.. so so sorry. Sorry for not being there for you... for being gone.. for p*rn... for being an idiot.. for f***ing up.. I shouldve treasured you.. You are amazing... youve always been there for me and ive failed... You disserve much better than me.. Idk how you couldve loved me... Im sorry... You need someone better than me... I cant do anything right... Im so so sorry... Im probably gonna leave colors. Ill still be on tumblr and FL.. Ill put my number in the next comment if you need anything. after you do with it what you will [delete it or use it] Delete the comment pls.. im sorry... i love you...

You've been gone so long... I freaking missed you and I don't know how to feel. Of course I want to add you back, though I think you forgot a number. We really need to talk. I'll admit, I'm pretty guilty aswell. School started and art happened and I have so much to tell you, but I haven't been able to get on... I know for one thing I'm glad you haven't completely fallen of the face of the planet. QvQ I still love you, too.

I know I know. And im soo sorry.. I missed you soo much as well.. We do need to talk. Soo much has happend.. Ill try to be on soon. And thanks for loving me..

Oh and idk if you or i miss understood but that was my phone number. Just in case if you needed me and i wasnt online.