my dream of being an artist will never come true. this little app is all i got, and i cant even use it like want to. everyone wants me to get a good job so i can suport myself. they want me to stop toying with my 3ds, so im going to collage in the computer teach and suport fild. i thought i was doing what i wanted, but really all i wanna do is draw and create characters for games and movies. but i have no money to go into a school for that. i feel so out of place, missunderstood, and helpless.
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06 Sep, 2014, 4:53 am
That really sucks.. qnq
06 Sep, 2014, 4:54 am
i am also to scared to speak up and tell them all this. i just want to go back in time and change everthing. i miss the carefree past that i lived in as a kid. back when i had confidence, and an undying love for art. now i just feel bad about everthing i do and say. every way i turn i am doing something wrong. i dont even know who i am trying to be anymore.
06 Sep, 2014, 5:15 am
:c....Don't feel that way, your one of my greatist inspirerations Look i wanted to draw on a table in tool paint SAI ever since i got it i know there are rough moments in your life but i belive that you can acomlish ALL your dreams but... i don't know what to do... :c sry, i'am sorta bad on adcive...
06 Sep, 2014, 5:17 am
C'mon, don't say that...You can achieve your goals. You didn't go all that way for nothing, did you? Just understand that life goes on and you should live it to the fullest. I'm already dream.ing about my career of being a cartoonist and I'm trying hard to achieve it. And you should too. I know you can do it! <:)
06 Sep, 2014, 5:35 am
Never say "never". You can accomplish anything you set your mind to. Don't listen to those who tell you, 'you can't do this' or 'that' because if we did listen, the world would be full of nothing but unhappy people. You're extremely talented, and I don't think your dreams are impossible at all! Please don't give up! Keep trying and trying until you reach your goal! Ignore the ignorant comments people throw at you ; v ; I have the same dreams as you (^ U ^) With time and effort, I know we can do it -prays- <3
06 Sep, 2014, 5:46 am
Fight for what you love.
06 Sep, 2014, 6:36 am
I didn't expect you to think this way about your life, especially here where it about "Collecting Smiles" but to me collecting smiles is creating happiness and the one good thing about happiness is the memories you hold in heart along with your art. I wish you can have the more great memories here, espcially since your an amazing artist that doesn't only collect smiles but also create happiness
06 Sep, 2014, 6:43 am
Game design is part of computer technology, so if you major in computer programming/computer science, you can work in the video games industry and fulfill your dream. But be careful because some game companies overwork their employees and give them low wages.
06 Sep, 2014, 6:46 am
Also you don't have to go to an art school in order to work on games or movies. Regular universities (ie UCLA, Utah State, any state university or university of state) have computer science programs.
06 Sep, 2014, 7:02 am
Left you a lil message on Skype
06 Sep, 2014, 8:31 am
theres always freelancework too!
It may be hard to get stzrted but once you get rollin its all butter and honey from there.
Start small, then eventually you'll be there.
Kinda like when trees are first planted, they start out as small frail seeds, over time with a little tlc (Tender loving care) and soon it becomes a big strong tree, capable of withstanding the strongest of winds and rains, taking on any and all problems that come in their way.
Just like you Zane-kun. ^v^
Never doubt yourself ever, not even for a second sweetie.
06 Sep, 2014, 8:41 am
(By the way, i've never made a Tumblr before either, but if we make one together, i'm sure we can figure things out.
AKACuteTail perhaps??
In any case, we need to do some preliminary art!
An joint introductory pic!
We can make a joint account here for collab art, then post it to tumblr!
It's all up to you, i'm down with the idea. <3)
06 Sep, 2014, 9:37 am
Ó^Ò the artist life is a hard way, but if you wanna enjoy your life, choose what you prefer without listen the others.
06 Sep, 2014, 12:03 pm
Same here o^o but don't go yet! This is how you get known! >m<
06 Sep, 2014, 3:21 pm
Dont give up, And remeber youre an amazing artist, With such an amazing talent
06 Sep, 2014, 5:34 pm
Thank you all so much!
Your kind words help
a lot! I wont give up, not
yet, and I will try my best
from here on out!! >//v//<
06 Sep, 2014, 8:22 pm
always remember. no one knows your better than yourself. so do what you want and not what other people want from you
06 Sep, 2014, 10:10 pm
I'm so glad you have so many people supporting you. *huggles*
I know how you feel, but please try to stay in that college. Don't want you you to have to drop out and end your dreams ... like I had to ...
Don't ever give up, don't ever stop trying, keep doing what you love to do. Even if it doesn't become your profession ... don't ever stop drawing. It's the one thing that keeps me being a kid (and video games), and I'm sure it's what keeps you being yourself.
Sorry I wasn't around to tell you this before but looks like everyone who commented got it covered. :3
07 Sep, 2014, 5:43 pm
You know Zane, I've felt the same way about drawing for my future job. I've been wishing to become something impossible though. To work for the pokemon company, it was my dream ever since I was little so I started making up my own pokemon. Hoping someday I could create something great for those pokemon kid shows and games, but now I'm starting to think.. maybe I should make up my own thing.. like one of my own animes.
08 Sep, 2014, 6:11 am
ily2! <3 Q//w//Q
09 Sep, 2014, 4:54 pm
Hey hey, you are a really good artist but it will take time to build up. I think your a really amazing artist and i know for sure u will be able to do this. I'm at college too for level 2 art (which is just 1 level below A level degree) You know how to perfect the effects on your drawings so amazingly! I know it will be scary at the mo, getting used to new things, new students and new routines. Show what u did on your 3DS, I have done that and that's funnymenough how i got into quite a high level course. And found out some of my chibi art of shadow the hedgehog was well known on Deviantart for that GIF animation i did for christmas a couple years ago. I bet whhen u show what u did on your 3DS, u might find fans of your art from other galleries and trust me they will be amazed of your art skills. Hope this helps u lil wolfy ^^
12 Sep, 2014, 2:21 am
Thanks everyone!
Your kind words helped
me a lot! *cuddles all* <3