.......-sigh-.......why me........

.......nobody can even stand to look at me without fearing me.........why would anyone ask or talk to me?..........

Just do it! I promise I'll buy you a bag of red delioud apples.

hello

...............
....fine.......

@kay: .........welcome.........

Kay: .........are you here to chat.....or do you have a question about me?.........

^-^ hey how are you today

Hi!!! >FT<

just wanted to chat

@kay: ........Im.......alright...I guess.....

@Grimbeutiy: ........welcome........

.........theres actully humans talking to me?............I cant believe this........

I have a question: Is there a lot of Dishearted peeps out there? Is there one of me??

@Sumomo: ........it's you again........-sigh-........your very stuborn, child.........I already told you the reson why.........

cool i'm putting some sea life stickers on my 3DS XL

Hi Mayu! ^w^

what is your name?...
what is your quest?...
what is your favorite color?...
BLUE!?
BUT YOU'RE RED!!

@Grimbeuty: ..........all life and living creatures feel depression.......some beings are strong enough to overcome their depressions..........but others, like Mayu, can only hold it back for so long.......until they break.........Dishearts are created from a persons negitive emotions.......if a person has enough of it, the depression that human felt will take a pysical form, often looking like the origanal..........any life can have depression......but only some can have a dark heart.......

^w^ mayu you have some really cool art

Ah! Fascinating!! oDo So there must be a Dishearted me...

Kay: .......okay........

@midnight: .........I am not Mayu.......

@Sumomo: .........when is life fair?.......

@Demon: ..........name: Ashily Smith. aka Dishearted Mayu
My goal:.........heh......thats for me to know.....
favorite color: .......I despise blue.....red is my favorite.......its the color of beutiful cremsion blood......

*throws a bunch of red apples in your face* hallo i am litterly made of depression and insanity right now

@Grimbeuty: ........I do sence some depression from you........but if I were to extract your depression now......it would look like a little flying chibi disheart.....

@Dark Luigi: *throws my fist at you*
.....hello.......that was pain.......

@sumomo: ........look.......that was a one time deal......nobody must know about that.......got it?......dont make me regret caring about you.......

>.< awww man sorry i gotta go hope i can chat with you more later

You're another part of her just as she's a part of you. ^w^ Can you tell me how my sis is doing? I feel bad because I haven't really talked to her in a while.

..........why is this happaning to me.........

... i don't feel pain... or happyness anymore

@kay: .......may you have a good night child.......

@Midnight: ...........I may look like her, but I am my own being........and your friend is fine......

Ah... Why a chibi though? I've been hiding my feelings since 6th grade...

@Luigi: .........your such a child.......

@Grimbeuty: .......yes.....but not as long and as depressing as Mayu.......would you want me to retale her life again?..........

@Sumomo: ......-tsk-.......dont give me the silent treatment you spoiled child.........it's annoying......Mayu may be able to take it.......but I dont...........I do not wish to lose respect for you.........

No thank you... >m<

*nods* I understand. Tell Mayu I hope to talk with her soon will you? In the mean time it looks like you need a hug.

@sumomo ........why?..........*folds up my fist*
..........I've already told you why.......I do not wish to hurt you......

@Grimbeuty: .......heh.........

@Midnight: ..........dont you dare......I am not fond of "hugs".........I do not wish to make friends...........

*random twitch* heh i am a child...

@luigi: ..........okay.....how about this.......I'll tell one depressing time that happened to me in real life than you tell a depressing thing that happened to you in real life.......if your's is more depressing than mine.........than I'll treat you with more respect........
..........deal?.......

idk... okay go for it...

@sumomo: ........*slaps you with my other hand*
...........dont you dare ever to tell me what I cannot do.........I am Dishearted Mayu........I do not feel pity for you disgusting beings that turn this world dark.......that caused Mayu so much pain.......that created me........you humans are dark.......desesive........crule........

Then you want to be lonely?

@Dark Luigi: .......heh......I'll get Mayu to tell it herself..........

@Midight: .....read the comment above your's.........

@Sumomo: ...........did you not read what I told you?..........
....let me ask you something....are you really as old as you claim to be?.........

Not every human is bad. Sure we all have the potential to be but there are those who don't let that darkness make them do bad. It's a choice.

@sumomo: .......you humans are all alike.........none of you are different......you're all the same.......

@Dark Luigi: ......Mayu does not want to remeber those times, so I'll tell you instead....
.....at 5 years old, he lived with a sweet lady named Mrs. K. One day when Mayu came out of her room, she found her on the ground choking with blood coming out of her mouth. She was told to call for help but what did she do? She stood there, terified, and watched her die in front of her.......
During high school, she was always bullied. People would push her down, trip her, call her "freak" and "outcased". They would puch her and knee her in the stomich. One time, while she was getting ready for her 3 class, a group of guys came up to her, grabed her by the hair, and slamed her face over and over again until her intire face and shirt was covered in blood. They left her on the floor. She was too weak to to move or yell for help. She couldnt even cry because the pain was burning her intire face. It wasnt until about 1 and a half hours later that the ganitor found her......

@sumomo: .......the story I just told.......thats why.......
.....humans are humans........they are all the same.........how do I not believe you dont do the same in real life?...........I dont...........

..........YOU DONT THINK I TRIED?! WHEN MRS. KONOCHI WAS CHOKING I-I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO! I WAS 5! I WAS SCARED AND TEREIFIED! I WAS TO SCARED! AND I TRIED FIGHTING BACK. THERE WAS A GROUP OF GUYS! 5 OF THEM! THEY CAME OUT OF NOWHERE! GRABED MY HAIR, STUFFED MY MOUTH WITH PAPER, AND KEPT SLAMMING MY FACE! I TRIED! I COULDNT DO ANYTHING! YOU THINK YOU COULD EASYILY LIVE THE LIFE I HAD?! YOU WOULDNT LAST A HALF OF A SECOUND!

.............I.....I tried...alright.......

I tried........b-but just like Tiffany, I-I kil.led Mrs. K. too......I was scared........I was a kid......I-I didnt know,.......

i could never match up to ANYTHING like that... it's still early in my life so i still have alot to go threw... sometimes i wish i was never born a human... humans are cruel...

y-yes....I-I know Im weak.......Im pathitce......I wanted to be stronger.......I let so many people die......because of me......

i wish i was never born... i always scr.ew up ...i'm gonna go to bed

I-I need to go.........
good night sumomo.....*hugs*

Sumomo?
.....dont blame yourself, okay. I know that you think its your fault. It's mine........dont worry about me. I-Im fine. Im alright. I'll just cry it out. Makes things easyier instead of holding it in. And your right, you probley could have done better than me. Your probley stronger than me. But when I saw Mrs. K. bleeding, I was scared. It was my first time seeing blood. I couldnt move. I still wish I was stronger. L-Like you.
see you tommorrow sis. Love ya! *huggies* <^u^>

hi mayu im back now and i should be here for the next 2-6 hours depending on what occurs in the nex ten minutes.

wait nevermind youre asleep.
i noticed that i always get here as soon as you need to sleep or somethung like that. ill be up early tomorrow morning but im not sure how long ill be able to stay. i might end up needing to leave pretty early in the morning too.

@Brutalwolf02: ..........oh.....its whe big bad wolf.........
.....hey.......idiot.......you do relize that it's almost 1:00 pm here..........

.....-sigh-.......your as dumb as the big bad wolf as well........honestly, what does Mayu see in you?.........

@sumomo .........your annoying.......

.....I only helped you because you reminded me of Mayu.......ovioulsly I was wrong........

.....you want to know what Mayu just did after *trying* to leave and not make you worry about her?.........she started crying her eyes out, crying out Mrs. Konochi and Tiffany's names until she went stright to the bathroom and through up.....she's still in the bathroom crying by the sink........
....so how am I talking to you now it she's in the bathroom you may ask?.........take a while guess......

back...
@DH
id like you to know that i mistook you initially for a bad phase mayu was going through and decided that if there was a threat to mayu, that it would be eliminated. id like to apologize to you for anything i said or did that has offended/hurt.ect you.
its was a mistunderstanding.
also i dont know what she sees in me either. but the point is that she enjoys having me around.

*Charges into stygian zin state*
Hello c:

@traez
been pretty good.
just been doing a bunch of not drawing.
got a new laptop recently so thats sucking a lot of time from me.
and you?

Oh, okay
I hope she gets better
Good night everyone ^-^/

Traez is eveything okay?

You two know each other?

@traez
lol so you work around poles?

lol srsly sumomo
thats enough.
i wouldnt deny you a convo. without viable reasoning. and i dont think anyone else would either.
lately ive been busy though. so please understand.

I guess this is where it ends... right?

^
the rate of falling is approx. 9.8 meters per second[assumed spherical mass]

@distorted princess
i said what i wished and now im going to do it more. and you cannot stop me
>:D

Let's see... if the mass is Base times by height, the speed would be....

O.o Holy Starbits

Well Starbits taste like honey after all so sweet and chewy, I was expecting them to taste like fruit snack though

@soul7chaos
the base/height have nothing to do with it. its a sphere. the only things that could change this are horizantal wind speed, and changes in gravity...
which, needless to say is highly impractical.

So it was all a lie, like my cake O.O

Noooooooooo!!

@soul7chaos
NO
the rate of falling is still 9.8 meters per second.
i like you. youre fluffy
your starbits and cake remain existing and intact. go make it not so.

I can't believe it and I thought this whole time it was all a big lie but I guess it true, I am a fluffy fox ^O^

in that case can i sleep on you cuz muh back?

What happen to your back Mister/Miss?

why dont you come and join us distorted princess? im sure you would enjoy our company. *offers hand*

i am a bruh.
and i kinda injected too many coffees and blacked out. now my back just feels awful. its all because those aliens abducted me.

@distorted princess
because youre deliberately posting that youre watching us which indicates to me that you want in on whatever me and soul are doing, so here I am offering you what you seem to want.
*extends hand further*

Oh okay, I'm a "bruh" too, nice to meet you, if you tired then sure. Aliens huh, maybe that why Starbits taste like honey '-'

@soul7
nice to meet you too bruh
yeah they abducted me and forced me to help them move into their new starcruiser so i was lifting a lot of heavy boxes.
feelsbadmang

@distorted princess
thats fine but im still here if you need/want me for something.

Wait did you see them taking a space ship that looks like an Arwing but Orange?

@soul7
...
how....
did you know that!?

@distorted princess
just saw page. like it lot. even follow. please feed my eyes' insatiable hunger with your art.

Oh that because it my space ship called the "Starwing" I made it to make it look like an Arwing

i am so pepsi.
thats a terrible color for an arwing, thats a terrible color for any vehicle in general.
why would you have an orange starcruiser?

That was the only color left at the paint store, now that I think about I guess that why I got it

@soul7
hasnt the paintstore had any new shipments? i pity orange vehicles
:D

Sadly not until tomorrow. Which is why I'm trying to find it right now, to get it painted to it original colors

wait... how do you lose an orange vehicle?
youre making me so pepsi.

I don't know one minute I'm checking for new paint colors in the store then the next second it just gone. Do know any hotels around here, I'm homeless for tonight?

@soul7
thankfully you wont have to search very hard, i mean youre searng for an ORANGE starcruiser.
and are you inviting me to sleep on you in a hotel mang?

Which is why I feel stupid for asking a stranger that question, I mean why would I ride a space ship around town. About that hotel sure, but only your back, everything else to yourself okay

well fine i only need you on my back!
lol no ho.mo bruh
and yeah theres at least 18 of them within about three miles. but theyre all the kind that one-rather 'two' would usually only get for about one to six hours at a time. theres no regular one for at least eight miles.

*Sighs* Should've of known it wasn't going be be easy well let get walking then. -.-'

Not RP: I'm going to sleep right now, I got school tomorrow until next time dude, bye

aight see yuh bruh.

its N1 bot time!