blargh, I wish my older brother didn't have a 3ds at times v.v

because I can't do ANYTHING without him monitering me >.< a while back on miiverse there was a "genderbend week" I wanted to do that mainly so I could rp as some of my female ocs without people thinking I'm a creep. Also since he has colors I can't post EVERYTHING I want to. Like with Magical boy Clay, he got after me for making him crossdress, but he did it in a way that I couldn't argue with him

No, he isn't home, I actually have to go clean up our conversation though. And that's the reason why I wanted to chat on here. He knows of Crystal Luxe because we always chat but he doesn't know of this account so don't comment a lot on my paintings and we still have to kind of chat on mine with you as your main. Bluh, covering your tracks sucks

same here but it takes so freaking long to delete comments! sorry for not rping, I can barely delete comments and chat

._. No... You haven't, all you have to delete is the two insane artists and anything after that

okay, that's good

v.v I just got chewed out by my parents for not being perfect. again.

How? Like what did they say?

I failed to scrub an entire room's walls (and ceiling) perfectly clean when I have a minimum of 2 hours of homework a night and I have to maintain what little social life I have. I swear everyone in my family doesn't like me. My 3 younger brothers hate me, my oldest brother doesn't approve of anything I do and is too good for me my other older brother looks down on me for being small and weak, my mother is disappointed in my not-perfectness and my father is ashamed to have such a huge nerd as a son.

honestly, you, and all my other friends feel more like a family to me than my actual family. I actually feel accepted

thanks ^^ but honestly it isn't that hard...
when I'm feeling worthless who's there to cheer me up? My parents? No, too busy for me, my brothers? nope, they have better things to do. My friends? yes, they are there
*just has been inspired for a new painting dedicated to my online friends*

why did you have to delete it?

Gah, my mood really fluxuates when I don't take my pills... In 3 minutes I felt sui.cidally depressed, overjoyed, meh, just typical sad, bored, overwhelmed, and nothing at all

everyone already thinks I'm a freak but yeah, I don't tell anyone (usually) either. Technically I SHOULD also be taking pills for depression bbbuuuttt I know how to cheat those dumb tests and make them think I'm not. even though I am ._.

gosh, I feel so free... so... at liberty to say what I want and what I feel

yeah, when your entire life is contadictory you better know how to lie

same here. perhaps one day I'll even tell you my real name XD

Thought blows in the wind, in the wind
Light shines from the void, light from the void
Dreams awaken out of sleep, dreams out of sleep
Creation swirls in a bright shadow
Spirit flows in the wind, spirit in the wind
Light burns in darkness, light in darkness
Truth is born out of dreams; Truth is born
All is created out of nothing; all is created

around the new-born world
wandering spirit flows in the wind

music joins the light
All is born from a dream
Let it be.

I said maybe

The internet is a series of tubes

You get that reference?

and again, the internet is not a big truck, it's not something you just dump stuff on. It's a series of tubes

look up "the internet is a series of tubes" when you have some time

morning and great! Now I'll have the same painting liked... TWICE!

I mean I would like this >100 times if I could... but... I can't vov

I don't know why v.v

I shall draw a better chibi you and post it

on this account

you can make it, I suck at them X.X

pick one:
light breath time blood space mind void heart life hope doom rage