Mayuuuuu
Wanna chat?

...fine.....
......let me switch accounts....

Hiya! Lets chat in my gallery!
Umm...not this gallery.....I mean....
wait, they're both my gallerys....<O.O>
My Niyu one!

Hiya! Navi! ^>D<^

Lets go to my gallery!
I mean...
my other gallery!
Not this gallery that also belongs to me!
I mean.....
You know what I mean! < >A< >

oh my, this new gallery is epic! but... did you created because you like dark things, or because you are sad?Ó^Ò it's beautiful anyway-
and of course I saw your pic. I watch and give a star to EACH drawing that belong to the persons that I follow. but I don't comment often sorry... but I do watch all your pics.UvU and BAKA. You are BEAUTIFUL!!T^T I really thought that when I saw your pic. if you saw how I looked irl..."""

@Nami: Yup! ^>u<^ lol!
I'll be Link's genderbend! ^>D<^

^>U<^ Hey! Hey! Lisen! Hey! lol!
Why is your name Nami?

@cris: <O.O> you know that song?! If Dishearted Mayu was real, thats what she would sound like and that would be her main theme song!

@Nami: So basiclly you called yourself Nami becauuuuse.....
YOUR NAVI'S SISTER! ^>D<^
@Shadow-sis: < >P< > sorry! I was thinking of Mikaphew! His name is Chis. I forgot what I called you again.

@Shawdow: IT WAS CUTIEPOP! I REMEBERED! ^ODO^ *do I get a treat? <OuO>

@shadow:........you and your "friends" are in my gallery wasting my space........
......if I were you, I suggest that you and you little pals here pay me as well.......
@Nami: ............why are you named after a hospital dictnary?.........I do not understand you thoughts of names.......

@Nami the fairy: Ummm.....
PURPAL! ^>D<^

@DH Mayu: Oh relax! <OuO> I'll get you a bag of apples for us to eat later on!

@Nami: ......oh?..........and what makes you think that?........
......it couldn't posibly be the word "Dishearted" in my name..........

@Mayu: .......the bright red juicey riped ones right?........

@Nami: Ummm.....huh! I guess she is! Her main appitate is apples!
@DH Mayu: Yes! Your favorite! I'll get the fugi ones too!

@Nami: ......heheheh.......well why do you think?........I was created from her depression, right?..........not one drop of happyiness was put into me.........being "nice" isnt in my being........

@Mayu: ..........
.........alright........but you better get the delious ones.........last time you ate the intire bag without me..........

@Nami: *jabs your chest*
.......dont you dare......do that again......got it?.........if you know whats best........
.........I've already given up on seeking happyness 15 years ago.......I know and aceppeted my place..........
.....Im not here to make "friends"........get that through your head little one......

@DH Mayu: H-HEY! YOU DONT HAVE TO BE MEAN ABOUT IT!! You dont just jab my sis!
@Nami: Y-You okay? <ono> She can be cold-hearted sometimes when it comes to soft feelings.

@Nami: ........."but" what?.........you think you can help me?........hehehehh......dont kidd with yourself..........your no different from me..........save yourself before even attempting to save me..........

@Nami: *huggies*

@DH Mayu: I said Thats ENOUGH. Dont go there. She already appologized for that. You dont need to be that cold.

@DH Mayu: That was in the past. We are over that. Forget it!

@Mayu: .........ahhhh.....you say that.....but is it really?.......I can still feel it from her............hatred......sadness.......betrayal.......jelousy...........she still craves that need for the same attion that you get.......now dont you......Sumomo?........

......oh but I see it all the time.......you get upset when you see all the attion she gets.....you start secound guessing if Mayu really treats you as a friend when she doesnt chat with you........I see it....

Mayu, I always thought you show off your art. Every time I see them, I feel like I cant do anything.

Aug. 22, 2Ol4
Everything always seems to be about her...
everyone cares about her... always worried about her...they ALL love her.... I want people to feel that way about m-me too...this....is not jeloucy.....I just want people to care for me as much as much as they do for her....
but that will not happen </3

I hope your happy Mayu.....I hope your happy...*walks away with a angry face*

........All said from Sumomo to Mayu......

......so.....do you still clame that you did not feel jelousy aginst her?..........

*holds Nami tightly*
I SAID THATS ENOUGH ASHILY! THATS ALREADY OVER WITH! WE ARE DONE WITH THAT.

.........why do I care?.......well why dont you ask Mayu?........heheheh.....

@Mayu: ........your no different Mayu..........you show a smile.......but you and I both know thats a lie.....a fusle smile......you still wish you were dead.....dont you........
.....so much blood seen with those pretty green eyes......

@Nami: *still holding you*........she doesnt hate....she is hate. And she's beating me........again.......

@Mayu: .........remeber Mrs. Konochi?.........the sweet women you let die?.....when you were 8 years old........you found her choking on the ground........blood coming from her mouth......you were told to call for help.......but what did you do?.....you stood there.....and watched her die........you didnt do anything..........just like Tiffany, your sister Hiroko.....your mother.......all because of you......all that blood......so much pain and death seen by those those pretty green eyes.......

....why?...........she knows it......Im just saying how she feels.......

*flys around you and grabs you by the hair and slams you face on the wall*
.........heheheheh.........ahhh.....this reminds me of when Mayu was in high school......a group of boy grabed her by the hair and slammed her face over and over again aginst a locker until her intire face and shirt was covered in blood and left her on the floor.....too weak to get up.......

.....*tsk*........you tried to takle me you little brat...........

...heheheheeh.......it seems I have beaten Mayu again.........

@Mayu: ........you grown so soft......too caring.......
.....pathic........
.......what happen to the little girl that wanted the whole world to be dead?........the one that hated every misiable being on this planet?..........that Mayu was strong......heartless........

........

.......that side of me is long gone......that side of me ki.lled my only friend.......I never want to be the old me ever again.....

*hugs Nami*

...*tsk*............too soft.........

.....Enough with the hugs........you give more hugs than you post a week.........

*hugs Nami more*
No! < >u< >

@Nami: *dougd it and kicks you down* ...........oh, how sweet.......protecting your friend?........

@Mayu: ......stop hugging her!.......its annoying......

@DM: *hugs Nami more* No! < >u< >

@Nami: .....nrrgg! *has a flashback when I was a kid being pushed down and crying*
.......-tsk-.........*helps you back up and looks away and says noughting* .............

@Mayu: .....stop it.....

@DH Mayu: *still hugging Nami*
Nooo!!

@Mayu: ......stop it!

@DM: NO! *hugs Nami more* My sis!

@Mayu: .......kiss her.....

@DM: WH-WHAT?! <O//[]//O>

.....oh come on........you use to go out with Tiffany.........its noughting new......

TH-TH-THAT WAS TOTTALLY DIFFERENT! OU KNOW THAT!
Plus IM MARRIED TO TENEBRAE! Who is infact a GUY!

......hahaha........Im just teasing with you Ashily..........*but I wouldnt mind seeing some kissing*......

@Nami: ........Im not bad...........
...........I just do bad things......

@DM: < >///n///< > NO! She's my sister!

@Nami: *douges your kick* ..........you have your reson why to think so.......and maybe I am........but....I can help it.......I was created this way........its not like I can change who I am.......

.......if I was destroyed........than your friend Ashily will live in internal pain.........she created me to take away her pain.........thats why I was created........to help her.........but its hard to keep in so much pain.......I lose control of myself.........I dont mean to hurt her........

........heh.......I guess it seems that way, doesnt it.......
.......but honestly.........it just brings more pain to her.......how am I suppost to help her when all I do is cause her more suffereing?.........Im worthless.....

......just once.......I wish I could actully know how it feels to know happyness........

......to smile without making it look like a evil grin.........to actully cry when I feel pain........to laugh instead of a spycodic evil laugh..........

.........but that will never happen......
.......I was created from pain.........I will never know what happyness is............

......Grrrrrrrrrr!........why you little........
*raises her fist at you but stops.*
........-sigh-.........*she relaxes her hand and hugs you gently. her wings folds around you softly. Her feathers somehow relaxes you. you feel like all the pain you ever felt just went away. as if you were being held by a cloud*

*she doesnt notice you looking at her. her eyes are closed, gently huging you. You see a side of her that no one else has ever seen besides Mayu. As you look at her, you noticed that for the first time, she actully looked like a angel.*

*you now know the reason why Mayu created her. she was Mayu's friend.*

*looks down at you*
..........do you still wish I was destroyed?.............

*she looks down at her hands glaring at them*
..........I do relizes that I am a monster.......sometimes I wish I was never created as well............
*turns her hands into fist and stares angerly at them*
.......I curse myself for being worthless........

*looks at you surpised and confused*
......what?..........werent you the one that said I should be destroyed?.........

..............dont go soft on me.......we both know how spycodic I can be........dont start feeling sorry for me...........

......its best if you do not get close to me as a friend........I dont want to hurt you...........I dont want to hurt anyone........but Im unstable.........

..........
*pulls back your hair and gently kisses you on your head. it was soft and gental. as if a angel had blessed your soul.*
*she wispers something to you softly*
.........be strong young one........be strong no matter what.......

*unfolds her wings and lets go of you*
........I have to go......but next time you see me losing control........just know that I dont mean to do so.........you got that?..........

.........Sumomo..........

*she looks at you with caring soft eyes like how a mother does to a child. for a second, you saw her eyes turn sky blue, but turned back to red*

*Her wings turned heaven white. Her hair grew long and a silk brown. Her eyes turn sky blue. A bright white arua surrounded her her voice started sounding like a voice of a angel*

Wh-What? Whats happening?

S-so, th-this is what happyness is? *blushes* i-it feels wired.

S-Sumomo! I- I mean We did it! I finnily know what it feels to feel happy! y-you were the only one ever to care for me, after all the pain I caused you! *blushes* Th-thank you Sumomo.

*hugs you* Honestly, this use to be the real me! I use to be Mayu's watchover angel.

b-but then.......when she was 5, she-she wanted to end it all. She wanted the whole world dead. I-I tried my best to help her, b-but her heart was to curupted. I-I couldnt help her! S-so I had to sacrefise myself to save her. I draned all of her pain and saddness into my own body. M-my wings turned black and my skin turn white as ash. My eyes turn red. I still remeber the horried pain I felt when I did that. I-it hurt. it was cold...

*her wings turn back to black and her eyes turn red again. she turned back to Dishearted Mayu*
........huh........so, it was only a second............and now Im back..........

.......Sumomo........I need to go.......Im......not sure about.....what happened just now..........*lets go of you*
........maybe........Im best not feeling happyness again.........

Ooh how interesting! Thats just what ill do!
If i dont get more contestents ill just have to give it to u. ;-; Whitch is no fun.

How interesting...A shinigami? I like that...

Ill go with what u say. I like ur idea!