I'm very sorry for the rain again. I cant draw rain, and I cant make straight lines because of my terrible screen... and Sorry the 3D isn't as good as I wanted, because I made a mistakes with the layers...*cries*

it was supposed to be a calm background at first lol.....

This is really good! :D

This is emotionally beautiful!The rain is nice despite not being perfectly straight,it actually gives more emotion if you think about it!I love the petal boat too!

suuupprime tt les coooomeuh ! first yoopeeyaaaaa ! ah, t'as pu regler le probleme des larmes ? xD lol, jmen rend vraiment compte, le background est tt sauf calme.... xDDD c si byooteefool.

NOOO DUNT CRY OmO I HATE SEEING U CRY ;(

awwww don´t cry! *hugs* the pic is awesome!

DONT CRY!!
IF ITS ANY CONSOLATION I CRIED LIKE A BABY AT THE END OF PORTAL 2

WHY CANT I FIND THIS MOVIE? (with english subs?!) >.<

I know... I couldn't find it too... I'm happy that my cousin accepted to translate it for me...TTvTT you can find it easily but without subs...

oh guys it's ok lol! I cry for everyhing you know...xD

crazy: xDD I often cry at the end of games too, especially LoZ!xP and I'm ok don't worry x3

Cobalt: xD this movie is beautiful. but also very painful.. it was VERY painful for me, because I reaaaally love the actor, and seeing him suffering like that and dying (AGAIN) really hurted me...
and ha ha!xP all the shows/movie I talk about and draw are awesome imo!xD I love them.;w;

<QnQ> I remeber this. Infact I just watched this last week. Its so sad, but its really a good moive. Yes! When his mouth started bleeding again, I was just crying my heart out! Its soo freaken saaad! <QnQ>
Oh its Mayu by the way! I was on my other acount but was too lazy to switch back. < >u< >

I'll follow you with this account too so I dont have to keep switch accounts just to chat with you, if thats okay.
(p.s: you didnt see that ice water post i did, did you? Im little imbaress. Im really not the cute. < >n< >)

that moment when his mouth is bleeding... and that his familly doesn't notice and continue to walk... *cries* that part chocked me so much... I mean... SATOSHI WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY. this movie is so sad...
btw I replied on your lastest pic!c:

I KNOOOOW! <QAQ> I was littully Cry and yelling at his family! * NO! WHY? TURN AROUND! PLEASE!* Now Im crying again!
And my Dishearted Mayu gallery was created because I love creepy stuff! ^>u<^ Remeber when I told you I use to draw creepy bloody stuff all the time until it as reported. I wanted to do it again but in a different gallery because I have kids under 13 that follow me and I dont want to freak them out.
Wh-what?! <O//[]//O> I-I-Im not that cute! < >//A//< > You have to be cuter! And honestly, I dont really care about how my friends look. They can be the uglyest alien looking being on the planet but if they have a kind heart: then thats where true beutiy lays! My old teacher tuat me that. And I live by that.

same for me. I dont care if the persons are beautiful or ugly. I can hate someone who is beautiful and LOOVE someone who is ugly. I care about the personality.UvU and no, I'm not cute at all...xD
I love drawing dark stuff too... I enjoy more drawing sad or creepy stuff than cute or funny things...

Guess what I found out.. You know how we keep saying color's turned into an app for babies?? Turns out, it really was made for babies...I read the conduct, and it said crude humor and suggestive themes are also considered "mature"...WTF?! You can find that kind of stuff in rated "E" games! Games that's for 10 year olds!...This pretty much means ANYTHING on here can get reported. I'm being dead serious, if I keep getting in trouble just because someone doesn't like the idea of me getting in TWB, I'm done...If people don't want me here, then fine. I'm sick of this place anyway. :T

so um yeah I NEED TO SEE IT! O.O It looks so sad... ;m; Omg...

Also,,my new fave song from Arashi is P.A.R.A.D.O.X

@Nya-Nya: Yesh you are! Its not good to lie to yourself! ^>u<^
I created Dishearted-Mayu when I was 5. She basicly is made of all my depression put together. When I was little, I didnt really have any friends and I wanted someone that could understand the pain I felt. So She was born! I decided to bring her back just to show her and people REALLY like her! She made it to the top ranks!
@Stalkerblade: You probly dont remeber me: Im useing a different account. I was the girl from Japan that commented in your gallery asking if you hated japanese people and told you the rumors about you.
Does it really bother you what people think about your art? People are going to be a pain alot of times. Im having to deal with a kid in my main account that keeps trolling me and reporting me. There are annoying people in this world, but dont let them get to you. Your strong then them. You know that. Dont let the pittyful minded get to you, okay?

Mei chan: ZFJCDSTFHUVF???? YOU LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS??QUQ yaaaayy! I'm not alone nowww!xD I LOOOVE P.A.R.A.D.O.X!!*_* it's one of my fav--- my fav arashi song is Truth--- I know the lyrics by heart, I know the translation, and I'll even try to learn the dance!xD my other favorite is endless game-- and my third is Calling!x3 I love their songs...;w; I love them...xD

yea mayu's right. if someone annoy you, never gives up. I understand how it feels to be flagged everytime... I'm sad that I cant draw everything I want here... I'm glad my sad pics arent flagged because I love making them...

Mayu: when you were 5?! really?! wow... I was alone for a year when I was a kid, I know how it feels... I moved somewhere else and I hated this place. I missed my old friends so I stayed alone. I hated everyone. but luckily I have a lot of friends and I love this place now ;w; and nope. I'm definitly not cute. I looks like a pigeon irl xD my friends always tell me that!xD
dont you DARE to say that a pigeon is cute lol xD

your right......pigons arnt cute...
THEY'RE FREAKEN ADORABUL! ^>//U//<^ Haha! You just called yourself adorabul! I win! <oDo^
I LOVE PARODOX! My favorte is Truth! ^>U<v^
The only friend I had as a kid was Tiffany, but I guess you already know what happened to her.

LOL LIAR !!!xDDD Pigeons are all derpy xD
...no, what happened to her...?Ó^Ò is... she dead...?

HEY! DERPY IS ADORABUL! ^>D<^ IM DERPY TOO! lol!
my @Niyu<^u^> gallery first post was about her dead....if you look on the very bottom of my gallery, you'll see one with me crying and one in black and white ...I....kil.led her......it was my falut...... #ContiueBelow.....theres 3 other parts in the comments.....

oh my god... I'm so sorry... no, it's not your fault... I'm so sorry...

.....it-its alright......thats the reson why Dishearted Mayu was created.......the recent wip post I did in my Dishearted-Mayu gallery, if you read the last comment, youll know the other pain I felt. just click this name........some of your posts remind me of myself......

N-Nevermind! Lets forget about me! <^u^> Enough of all the pain! All I can do now is move on, right? Thats what I've always done. Just make a smile and move on. Theres no use of reliving the past.

I'm so sorry for everything that happened to you... we, people of colors, are here for you. we'll never leaves you. when you are sad, remember that your colors friends love you. we love you Mayu. you're not alone ^v^

this looks so
COOL ;u;

<Q////Q> th-thank you Nya Nya. *hugs*
heh! I guess I could make a drama from my life! lol! <^u^>
Ahh......Oh! I'll tell something funny time instade! Let see......
I remeber the first time I tryied to speek english to a tourist that came to vist Japan and I tried to say "Hello! I am Mayu! Nice to meet you!" but I ended up saying "Hello! I am so Mayu! Thank to meet you!" ^>D<^ I was really imbarest when I found out what I said to them!

xDDD it often happens to me too! When I realize, I'm very embarrassed too!x3

< >U< > how did you learn english? <o?o> was it easy for you?

Awesome drawing! It's beautiful and sad qwq

all the things I draw now are from drama and movies. I NEVER draw anime pics. UvU I've only made two....""xD

Maou is just perfect. I swear. Drama are better than anime imo. the actors act like anime chara (it's japanese after all-) and its easier to love a drama character imo.. I've found so much actors that I love now...

Maou is the best show ever. it's very dark, sad and the characters are freaking epic. everything in this show is perfect-- when I started watching it, it was only because I love Ohno Satoshi (the actor who plays Naruse) but in the end, I loved everything. I even fell in love with the second main actor, Toma ikuta!xD
you should at least watch the 1st episode to see if you like it. but I've read a lot of opinion about Maou and there was only positive things. it's famous to be an excellent drama. and I agree. it's the best U3U

Mayu: I learnt it thanks to video games!);D adults say video games are bad but NOPE! I learned a lot of things thanks to games!UvU xD

thank you guys, I'm glad you like it!QvQ I made a looooot of mistakes while making it so it was hard ;c;
... I hate how I made the tears... the tears on the eyes are too big whereas the ones that are falling are too small...e-e oh well. whatever xD

@Nya-Nya: I LOVE dramas! They are kinda like anime! *because they came from Japan! logic! lol! ^>u<^*
I Know! I learned English the exactly same way! I do enjoy games from North Amarca. They're fun! *sometimes when its not about Japan being the bad guys*
I'll let you go! You probley have other things to do! I have to get Nichol up and get ready for work and make breakfest and get Nichol ready for the day. Yup. Work is fun! -sigh- <-u-> lol! I wish you have a awsome day!

i love this...Noiceee :B

Mayu: lol And I'm gonna sleep xD it's 2am and I have school tomorrow...""" bye bye!x3

lol! its 9:32am here! Bye-bye! <ouo^

re: And that's why I'm going to make a second account so i can upload whatever the hell i want :u

that's what I did lol! but I was still depressed during 3 days...xD

Awww I wanna see it! Looks so sad. :'(
I love that boat. I want it.

xD the 's.exy' duck boat in the playback

xDDDDD YOU SAW IT!!xDDDDDD

awwww this is sad....... its a DUCKY! anyhoo i LOVE this! OuO

Oh, Hiya! Yup! I made sure to change it! You didnt get to read the secound part did you? < >u< > it suddenlly became a chat room. lol! How you've been?