so i guss a lot of bad stuffs happend, so much so that i now battle with dresstion theres nothing quight like loughing at somthing just because you normaily do and feel nothing but emptie, however iv also had days were iv been the happyiest i have in years, im on an up to highest point and back down to the lowist again.....so why im like this is becsuse my partner was assrested for reasons id rather not say...but i feel so many lies other the years i can bearily see whats right anymore =(...