Oh my god! *hugs you tightly and refuses to let go* Evan, NO! Don't you dare try to hang yourself again, you hear me? Reading that you tried was terrible! Just, think about all the people that would miss you if you did k'ill yourself. Trust me, there's lots of people who would. I know you're having an extremely sh.itty life right now, but ending it won't help. Death is the hardest thing to undo. Have you ever had a dream job or anything? I'm not trying to be mean, but if you k'ill yourself, that aspiration won't come true. Cutting your life short isn't going to get you anywhere. Just keep fighting all the misery, keep fighting all the sh'it life throws at you. I believe you can tough it out, bro. You're amazing, Evan. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, don't let anyone complain at you for what you are. You're amazing and the world would be less without you.