. by Poochyena
i hate time
i hate it
i hate change
so much
i remember how much better things were when i was a kid
when all i feared was the dark and monsters
when i saw everything clearly
when i was so full of energy
when i was able to see everyone i loved on a regular basis
but now times have changed
and things are getting duller for me
i'm growing more and more fearful of so many things each day
i'm literally unable to focus on anything
just getting up in the morning's a struggle for me now
vvvv
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28 Aug, 2014, 5:11 am
i've lost so many loved ones
and my brothers going off to college in a few days
and just...
i want those days back
i want those feelings back
but i'll never get them back
and things will only ever become more grim in my life
...
..
.
sorry for postimg so much stuff like this. thisll stop sometime after school starts when my sleep pattern becomes regular again.
28 Aug, 2014, 5:11 am
Ignorance is bliss- the past will never be the present, so make the best of things while you can.
28 Aug, 2014, 5:12 am
It's ok to share your feelings! Just be careful about the weirdos on the internet xD
28 Aug, 2014, 5:26 am
growing up sucks
28 Aug, 2014, 5:50 am
Me too. I really know how you feel...
28 Aug, 2014, 5:55 am
ah.. my brother will be heading to college alsooo, which means my parents only have one son to bother
not lookin' forward to iiit hnngghhggh
28 Aug, 2014, 6:54 am
Oh...i really wanna give you a big hug right now
28 Aug, 2014, 8:08 am
i understand you, insomniac. it is hard to leave the past, but what will happen to your present if you keep trying to go back to the past?
you gotta go w/ the flow of life, man
i learned that a few weeks ago and i feel better about myself
28 Aug, 2014, 8:12 am
Aww I know this feelings D: Hope you feel better soon!
28 Aug, 2014, 10:34 am
Holy frick I can relate to this so much...ugh, but I wouldn't worry too much.
Yes change means losing certain things, but with change also comes positive things.
You just gotta try to look at the bright side of things.
28 Aug, 2014, 1:21 pm
*hugs* We've all got your back!
28 Aug, 2014, 8:21 pm
I know how you feel ;A;
Time is cruel, and we all have to go through it. Sometimes life feels great, other times it feels dreadful. Its just the way things go, but you can be happy if you truely want to. I currently cant think of much to say other than hang in there. :'D
28 Aug, 2014, 11:30 pm
*Hugs*
28 Aug, 2014, 11:57 pm
I rember when my sister first left for collage, i was really sad, but things will get better, feel free to take breaks.