Is she holding pocky? It's so AWESOME!

this is adorable :O

PoKE'BAlLs!

Kirachu....please dont say that you may not mean anything to me, because you do. You mean alot to me. I think about you alot. You been there since the beggening of my gallery. Im sorry I made you worry....

a request?......okay. I have one.
lisen to the song Overfly" by Amalee and draw a painting of a image that comes up to your mind from that song with me and you. (and anyone else you want to add)

I will finish it, but Im going to post it on my Dishearted-Mayu account. Go ahead. I'll love to see what you can do.

Yes....all the time.....infact this side of me was the part that wanted to end my suffering.......in a quick and easy way.....She is me: and I am her.
Simple. As. That.

....your a foolish child......I am not some manga, I am real. I have guided her since she was a weakly, pathic child......she created dishearted.....
She is the Mother of The Dishearts!
if you think I, a disheart, will lose to a child like you: than let me show you that TRUE darkness CANNOT be tamed!

You cannot tame something that is a real form of life.
I AM THE REAL UTADA MAYU. THE ONE YOU KNOW IS A REPLICA TRASH OF ME.

What do you mean? she need a friend: I was there.
And ye I can

........I usally will be found in pitch black and cold areas.....

......I was 5 years old........it was during the day.......I hid between thewalkway wall and tge school wall......I was sad and hurt......I was being made fun of by the other annoying brats......
my only friend was a little angle namded Yuma that only I could see......she is the Mayu you know now......
she saw I was crawled up and crying and was in pain, bruses on my face from the rocks they twrew at me......Yuma was a kindhearted angle......always trying to show me a brighter side in life. but that day, no matter how many times she tryied to convence me: I decided I had enough......I wanted them dead.......all of them......every living being on earth.......
but Yuma wouldnt let me feel that way and sacrfise her wings and bounded them on me. All the rage and pain I felt turn the snow-white wings into wings that were darker that night......I became her disheart......

....but I WILL find a way to get my life back....even if it means getting rid of Yuma.....
that was suppost to be MY happy life.....I WAS SUPPOST TO BE WITH TENEBRAE! I WAS SUPPOST TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE A KID! I WAS TO BE THE ONE THAT HAD THE HAPPY ENDING!!! YOU WERE SUPPOST TO BE MY FRIEND!.......
.......
....

do you think any true being can be that kind and caring?.....if that were true, than this world would have peace right now.......
no one can be that kindhearted.......she was a pure angel of guidess and kind......that took my life just to keep me from feeling anymore pain......to keep me from suffering more.......stupid Yuma.....

ur request is done!

......hey human.......I mean.....Kirachu.......

....you are.......
......you didnt......read my last 3 comments did you?......

and comment on here.....I dont want to keep going back and forth....its annoying......

I tried thinking of the best words to reply to it. (Kiraichu isn't human because of how he got his powers :p). I didn't know ypu suffered THAT young. All I had to go through was being without any friends... oh my finger getting jammed in a door one time... >.>

And I truly believe there are people that are pure and kind... the problem is many of them are ignored.

......now that you know about the real me.......
....do you......think of me and different from the Mayu you know?.......

........no reply, huh.......I see.......
.....well I cannot be sorry for being me and for not being the Mayu you know.....

Everyone has something that makes them different. But to me the past is the past. I believe that we all have a light. A light ready to shine for us and if it's strong enough for others. Everyday I wish you to be truly happy! I feel with all my heart that out of anybody I know... YOU truly deserve it.

.........your just saying that........the only one you care for is that replica yuMa........the one in your profile pic......the one you draw all the time......

I care about both of you. Both you's. I feel... c o n n e c t e d to you Mayu. If you don't believe that it's fine. But I feel like we were always meant to help one another out. Being a brother to you.

.........I want noughting to do with that baka yuMa........she took everything from me........she wasnt the one that Tenebrae met at the park when we were kids.......it was me.......Im the one he made the promise to,.....Im the one he gave that neckless to,......not that yuMa..........

......but......

Ah... I think I understand now. Mayu. Trae loves you for the you then and the you now. Don't worry!! I feel if there was anybody that would understand that most it would be him.

...Dont call me Mayu.....that name belongs to the happy, sunshine all the time chic.......it nolonger belongs to me,......

I'm sorry for calling you that... Yuma. But is there anything I can do to make you smile? :>

......Im not yuma.......Im just a forgotten shawdow of my past.......
......Dont ask me......your the one that wants me to smile......

I guess I'm bad at making others laugh... How about this... I'll finish that drawing you requested as soon as possible. Umm... you write creepypastas right? May I read them??

........a creepypast..........Ive only wrote one, but when I was in 1st grade.......why do you want to read something like that?.....creepypasta's are not something I see you enjoying......

Because an artist must venture into new worlds to have a new perspective! Even if said artist is creeped out by things easily... I must go to new lands so I can draw better or different things!

.....
.....dont over think yourself hero........horror and gour isnt something just anyone can explore.......only people that lived a horror can take it.........
......dont go that path.......you'll end up being someone mentally pyscodic......like me........I dont want yoy to make the same mistake......

you'll end up wearing a mask l-like me......always trying to wear a smile a-and hiding you real self from others.......
please Kirachu, pr-promise you wont, okay? please........
I-I cant......I wont be able to stand seeing you in pain.......I'll hate myself even more........

Are you truly against me going to that place?? I have dreams like that a lot. It scares me. My imagination runs wild!! But... I care about you and don't want you to hate yourself... Is it really that bad?

y-yes.....it more than bad.....once you do.....you-you cant turn back......
you start getting use to the sight of blood......getting use of people dieing around you.......it's really scares you when you see how much your use to when you see blood......I scare myself sometimes......people I love die all the time around me.....and-and I have gotten use to it.......it doesnt affect me as much as it did at first.......I see bodys all the time.......It doesnt desturb me at all........its scares me to see how heartless Ive became.......Im scared of my own self......

......that's why people like you should even think about doing something so idiotic........you wont gain anything......you'll just lose......so stop being idiot and dont do something you'll regret when its too late......

You don't have to call me a baka ;.; I won't go... but only because of you. Although I don.t know why you'd think I'd change. Do you think my will is too weak to take horror stories of others?

re: Thank you! :D

WH-WHAT?! N-No! N-Not at all! I.....I......

MAYU!!! Can i make Dishearted Mayu, Kawaii? :p

....WH-WHAT?!......why you little pice of--

Pffffff! ^>U<^ BWAHAHAHAA!
oh man! THAT FUNNY!
Kawaii-Mayu Sempai! ^>D<^

DO IT! ^>D<^

.......WAIT, WHAT?!......WHO ARE YOU TO CONTROL WHAT HAPPENS TO ME?!
....I'LL RIP OUT YOUR TROUGHT YUMA!.....

NAAAA! < >P< > Im not even real! You cant touch me! And your aready cute! Everytime I tug your ear, you sound kawaii!
*tug*

-Nyaaaaaaaa!

See! Kawaii-desu!! ^>//u//<^

....WHY YOU LITTLE PIECE OF CRAP!....Why did I even create you in the FIRST PLACE?!......

Im your Happy mask!
happy! happy! happy! <nun>

HAPPY! ^>//u//<^
*hugs you Kirachu*

......AND GET YOUR HANDS OF OF HIM!........

aaaaawn......I like hugging him! his hair is fluffy!
You mad? <TuT>

....What?!.....

ooooh! someone's jelous! <TUT>

.....I-I AM NOT! SHUTUP!....
.....you know what....thats enough out of you yuMa......just go back.......

-sigh-.......she's gone.....finnilly.....

What...just happened!? o.o So....I CAN draw her tiny!! WHOOOOP!! I'll even make her tiny and so ADORABLE! :3

You're so cute Dishearted Mayu! Rook at your cute wings :3

......What?...My.....wings?......

.....f-fine........do as you please........

re: Yeah, I try to respond to everyone who comment my pic' :) And thank you for the follow :D

..........

Just woke up!! Yay!! I get to draw you and I have your consent Dishearted! You're so kind!!! * running HUG!!!*

......g-GET OFF ME!......
........I dont do hugs.......look I dont mind if you hug me when I have the mask on, but me, myself: Im not use to being treated kindly......want to know why I hate being called "cute"?..........because I look cute, but Im ugly on the inside......

*CONTINUES HUGGING :3* You deserve a hug. It shows I care!! We all have something we're not proud of but a true friend sees past that and loves the person despite the past or even a "mask". ^-^

.....I SAID GET OFF ME!.....Just ST-STOP! ALRIGHT?!

*Lets go* Okay. I'm sorry. Forgive me. I just wanted to show I care. (. . )

.........
*hugs behind you*
<T//_//T>.........th-there.......L-like I said, ...I-Im not fond of people being nice to me.........

>////< *blushes and sideburn lights become pink with embarassment* I-I didn't think you'd hug me... It's nice... Are yoy fond of ghost Pokemon because of what they symbolize?

Lol! Mayu's just like the Dark Sage girl on Fire Emblem! ^>u<^ I forgot her name, I havent played since I lost my 3ds!

....SH-SHUTUP!.....

@Kirachu: .........r-really?.......my skin is frezzing cold........yah....and dark type pokemon

Tharja!? She's like Tharja? o.o I don't mind cold hugs. ha They're nice.

......your strange for a person.......your not like anyone I've ever met......

Strange? Me?? Nothing strange about me! *Ligtning sideburns turns from yellow to blue* Dod you know my emotions change the light of hair??