I never got to call my mother "mommy" when I was a kid.....I never got to see her........
Im just a freak.......they're right......I dont belong here.......

No! Mayu, please don't think that! You are one of the sweetest people I know! And that's saying a lot! Hurting yourself solves nothing.

b-but if I go, I get to see them again.

Furiku No Shojo......that is my name......thats what Im called everyday......

I-I can see mom and Hiroko and Tiffany again! In a happyier place!

Q^Q If you left, think of all the people who would suffer.

...you dont understand....it's not just being called names.....

but I want to see them again now....I love them.....I miss them with all my heart

Mayu! Listen! You will see your family again, I promise! But if you cut yourself short now, think of how they will feel! Sui.cide fixes nothing!

You say I get to see them soon.....but I have to be dea.d to see them again....
So WHY CANT I JUST DI.E NOW AND NOT HAVE TO SUFFER THE PAIN OF WAITING FOR DEAT.H TO TAKE ME?!

No, Mayu... It's okay. Don't worry. The only mother I've ever had is my Step-mother. She is just what I would like my real mother to be like. But both my parents died when I was two. When we were in Canada. It was because of a car crash that I survived. I was put in an Adoption Center for about 4 years of my life. When I was six, I was adopted by my Stepmother, Andrea. I'm bullied alot now cause' of my "emo" "freak" "goth" style and personality. And for being in love with Creepypasta and Scary things. But thats a small part of my life, and theres much, much more. Just so you know Mayu, Alot of people love you, and care for you. Don't let your past get in the way of the present. Thats what my mother tells me. It's a hard life to get through, I know. But we are all growing up to fast, we need to live life now, and stick up for ourselves! We love you Mayu. All love -XOUT

........my stepmother die.d too....just anougher reason to go see them again......

MAYU! LISTEN! YEAH, YOUR LIFE AND HEART MAY BE A MESS BUT IS IT WORTH DYING BECAUSE OF IT!? IT'S NOT WORTH IT TO GIVE UP! You might have the worst experiences, feel the most pain and wonder why you would ever deserve this. Well, think how strong you will be after this is over. If you get through, things will get easier.

@Asa Chan - That something I wonder to

Mayu, everyone here is worried about you. You have been through a lot. Su.icide won't solve anything, it would hurt your loved ones and everyone here dearly. Please, just talk to someone you know in real life about this.

Mayu, what about the friends and family you have living. They love you don't they? Don't you love them? I know life is hard, family is lost but so many people here love you Mayu.You are someone I wish I could be. The strength you've shown in your life through everything, your gentle heart and the fact that you love everyone here. Mayu, I don't want to lose you, you're like a sister. We all love you Mayu. >,_,< *hugs*

Hey, I'm new here but I can tell your a good person.I know how you feel but you have to REMEMBER, THEY NEVER LEFT, THEY ARE WITH YOU EVERY DAY, IN YOUR HEART,THAT'S WATS KEEPING THEM ALIVE,SO when the time comes you'l see them again BUT in the mean time you have to live your life and BTW I'm sure their alwais watching over you, so come on , try to smile plz :)

T-T' Man, I'm nervous that you're not responding.

Mayu, please. We all love you. Don't do it.

Same here, I hope she alright

@MariDG19 - I do, why?

Then what about Tenebre? (sorry if i spelled it wrong) Does he know about this?

Mayu. Ending your life would bring great dishonor to what your mom wanted your life to be like. And... Please don't try ending it. I know I don't mean much to you but you mean a lot to me.

Anyone else here has tears in there eyes, having memories about Mayu

Me too

Mayu, we love you. I know things seem hopeless, but this isn't the way out. I hope we can convince you of this before it's too late...

If you had a chance to go help Mayu in person for a split second, would you do it? I know I would...

@Soul7Chaos: Absolutely. Nothing would stop me.

I got here too late. I hope she didn't choose the wrong path. :l

YOU STILL HAVE A FUTURE!! >:D Don't give up now!!

I guess I'm the one only still waiting here...

Mayu, come on! Look at all the people you have that love you, your art, and yourself! Mayu, don't do it. Please. I beg of you.

....
Mayu, weve been through this already. please remember that ill feel completely responsible if anything happens to you.

@Soul7Chaos: HOLD IT I am waiting too. Kinda.

She has to see her mother wants her happy. To wear that smile that brought many a smile of their own. To laugh even when she wasn't having a good day. All I can do is hope. That's all I have.

*Sighs* So many followers, yet so little support from them. At least from my perspective

@Soul7Chaos: Don't think I'm not supporting! I'm still here.

HEY ,I'm here to ...

please dont be sad.. itll be okay, i know how it feels... ;;-;;

stop hurting yourself!! you're not alone! we're here for you!

Remember, You must Live! For your husband. For us! For all your friends! For yourself! Don't listen to them! You are wonderful! Amazing! Don't let their words touch you! Be strong! Let the wonderfulness of you reach out and win! You deserve to live!

Nooooo! Mayu! don't do that! i-if you just try to do that i come here and i-i stop you!
please mayu, is difficult today find somebody so gentle and positive like you, and if you do that the world will cry for that

I wish I were there to give you a big hug, Mayu. :( Please hang in there.

Mayu! You have Trae and Nicole! They are Utadas too!

........I'm now at a complete loss for words... I mean, people treating you like this just because of that!? What happened to the "respect everyone for who they are" rule?! *sigh* I don't have any helpful words of comfort for you, I'm so sorry. But you don't deserve harming yourself because of them! You've got another chance to live after that operation despite how low the chances were!... Your probably not reading this because I could be too late... (and I took too long typing this) well, praying is my only option to help for now...
-many blessings to you and your family-

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