Depressed by CyanideAsylum

A Remake of the other one... this one showing my flaws and failures... 'cause this is obviously what I need right now... on my neck is a rope burn... the cutting is all down my arms and torso and thighs... I hate living.

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
18 Aug, 2014, 1:14 am
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defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 1:16 am

I do too Sweety , just I try and make people happy because Deep inside I'm not.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:31 am

Cheshire: I'm sick of making people happy... I can never make them happy enough, In my family, everything I do wrong takes away like four years of accomplishments... I only have one friend and I can't call her because I'm grounded from any phones... I've been stuck in my house for years, unless I was at school or going to church (which I don't like)... I get told all the time how much of a burden I am to my family... I'm sick of all this!
Splashy: -hugs back and cries- I'm not strong enough for this...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:40 am

I can't I don't have money... my parents won't let me get a job, or a car or even go to a friends house... I've tried running away... about 2 years ago, but I soon realized that I don't have anywhere to go... then they called the cops, so on and so forth...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:41 am

Rivera: -hugs back- Sad doesn't even compare to how I'm feeling right now...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:42 am

Cheshire: I'm glad to meet another ana

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 1:48 am

I'm the same way . But they don't care I've been Away from them for weeks and thought I was In my room Cu.tting or Hanging de. ad. I get looked down on because I do Blow and Grass. It got even worse when They Found I was Oober Fae. heh I just hope you meet the light at the end of your tunnel.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:54 am

Well my parents don't want me to ever leave until I'm 'perfected'. I've tried to commit suic.ide for abour 3 years now, totaling to about 27 times... and none of them have worked, and it pis.ses me off! They just hate me... and I live with my mom and step dad... but I'm never good enough for them and they tell me that all the time.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 1:55 am

Splashy: Just venting is helping me...

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:07 am

Wwoow how R00d

Doubt

18 Aug, 2014, 2:09 am

i know this all too well...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:10 am

Cheshire: Yeah. ru still taking requests for pictures?

xXJa3Xx

18 Aug, 2014, 2:12 am

D-Dude...I Hope Y-Your Okay...I-I Know Things May Be Rough But...They May Get Better With A Little Time...Just A Little Patience...Im So Sorry...Im Sorry...But, Please Dont Do This To Your Body...I Dont Like Seeing Any Of My Good Friends Harmed...Please? You Dont Have To For Me Rrust Me Im Not Important Whatsoever, But Just Think Please...T^T

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:16 am

Thicket: I don't know how you can say you don't mean anything when it's obvious I have a thing for you... Also I don't know how to stop. The reason I've been gone was because I was in rehab for self harm and anor.exia..

Skketch

18 Aug, 2014, 2:18 am

Wait mate you are great. Like omg your art is great, seriously though. What type of games are you into just out of curiosity?

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:18 am

Rivera: Don't cry because you don't need to waste tears doll
Chris: Thanks... I wish I could just talk to my parents... but they don't really let me...

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:19 am

Yeah

Doubt

18 Aug, 2014, 2:20 am

Hey if you ever wanna talk just let me know. I'm here for you.c:

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:20 am

Sketch: Video games? like LoZ, Pokemon, Castlevania, any mario games yeahhh

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:21 am

If I lived where you lived I'd give you a Bear Hug.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:22 am

Cheshire: I know this probably isn't a good one and I'm fine if you say no, but I'd love a thinspo picture...
Chris: Thank you so much, you guys are so amazing...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:24 am

Doubt: Thanks:) I will
Cheshire: I'd love a hug right about now too...
Rivera: No problem ^-^

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:28 am

Could you explain A Thinspo? cI draw Anything from Furries to Yaoi so Explain And I'll draw it.[ Hugs]

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:31 am

Thinspo... um practically a proana picture...

Skketch

18 Aug, 2014, 2:31 am

Oh mate. Like you being good at art and cultured makes me really happy : 3

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:32 am

Rivera: I appreciate the humor:)

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:33 am

Sketch: Thanks:)

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:35 am

Oh Want the chara me or random girl because aghh.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:40 am

You, sure; but once again you don't have to...

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:44 am

It's okay I'm anorexic and Bullimic myself I just never knew what a thinspo was heh.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:46 am

Yeah

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:46 am

Rivera: Honestly, yes... I will cry myself to sleep tonight

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:49 am

It's fine doll, don't worry about me

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 2:52 am

50 percent done.

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:53 am

Cheshire: I'll see it tomorrow hopefully
Rivera: It's a matter of life sweetheart, you do what you feel...

CyanideAsylum

18 Aug, 2014, 2:57 am

Goodnight everyone

defunctdale

18 Aug, 2014, 8:45 pm

*posted*

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