// - // by Shadi
I really don't know anymore.. I know in most peoples eyes, they'll get offended or something.. because they "had it worse then me, so why should I feel depressed?".. It's happened many times in the past when I tell people this stuff.. So why should I tell anyone at all..? I don't.. I don't control how I feel in regards to this.. I just.. Feel this way.. Constantly.. And it hurts... A lot.. I want to hide it... But I just.. I hide to many things.. I always feel so alone.. I cant take it anymore..
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14 Aug, 2014, 2:55 am
Judge all you want.. It's not like it makes a difference anyway..
Or just ignore this...
14 Aug, 2014, 7:19 am
At least you're alive. Be grateful for that if nothing else. Even if your life is hell it's still life, Pointless?
Yeah probably.
Annoying?
Yep.
Worthless?
Nope.
14 Aug, 2014, 2:28 pm
I know.. I'm grateful to be alive.. There are so many good things I want to do later in life...
But it doesn't mean that I can't vent.. Because it is very hard to hold in so many emotions, and even harder force yourself to act, or even be happy.
14 Aug, 2014, 2:33 pm
I'm grateful for everything I have.. For the few true friends I have.. For living in a house and getting food everyday, even if I don't want it... I'm grateful I have internet.. So I can talk to Steph.. We've been in a long distance relationship for 9 months.. And I'm extremely grateful that they've been able to tolerate me this long...
I am grateful for everything I have.. Because I know others may not have all the good things I do...