What Caused You To Be This Way?

This is what has been on my mind for the past month.....with both my mother and my sister gone....I-Im the last Utada......i-its really scary......Im afriad....

Mayu... *HUG*

and for those who dont know who Dis-Hearted Mayu is: she is another me a created when I was 7. She's made of every pain, hurt, saddness, sin, and anger I ever felt. When I first made her, her name was Dis-Kokoro Mayu.

>A< I'll save you!!
DisheartedMayu sounds like a terrible preson... (but she looks preety cool)

@asa-sis: *my head turns slowly to you* *you see red eyes staring at you*
Dishearted Mayu: Dont you see young one: me and Mayu are the same. She created me from the depts of her heart. So, I am her heart.

*Holds you* Ever had a dream where you felt posessed?

@asa-sis: Oh? is that so? let me ask you something little one: is the Mayu you know the real Mayu?

@asa-sis: Im not bad: if you wish for me to leave and let Mayu back on, just ask.
.......
I-I may seem like a bad thing......but I have been through so much pain.....I never harm anyone......Im only here to take away pain.......not bring it.....Im sorry if I scare you young one........

@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: I do not hate anyone........Im the one everyone hates......I am a freak.....

Me: asa......I-Im sorry......I do not hate you...I love you.....Dishearted Mayu is something I made when I was 7 because.....I was lonely and there was nobody else that knew my pain.....she was my friend for 13 years......

sweetheart.....Im a friend....r-right? I care for you.

asa chan,... i care for u
if anything happens, i'll avenge you :D

DON'T EVEN ATTEMPT THAT!!! YOU'RE MY SIS AND YOU BEST DARN KNOW I WILL NOT LET YOU END YOURSELF. You mean a lot to me. >.>

@Mika: I don't think she'll EVER come close to that terrible woman. The veil of an angel but the twisted mind of a psychopath.

*pushes Dis-hearted Mayu in front of you*

Disheated Mayu: Wh-Wh-What are you doing?!

Me: helping YOU make new friends!

Disheated-Mayu: WH-WH-WHAT?! *hides behind me* I-Im not good at making friends you know that! Nobody likes me because Im....a freak....

Me: just try okay? Asa is is really cute and sweet girl. she a great friend. Just say hi to her okay?

Dishearted Mayu: .......*nervous* *takes a deep breath* *looks at you* h-hi.....

Dahlia Hawthorne is basically evil and will do anything to be succesful in a crime. From jumping off a bridge to planning on mu.rdering her "boyfriend" (Phoenix Wright) to keep him quiet about the necklace she gave him which had poison in it.

Sorry for going off topic >_>

@MariDG19: welllll......she isnt nice...she's just curupted......Its my fault for turning her into this......she the complete oppisite of me.......not one drop of happyniss is in her.

Whispers to Asa "She's trying to make peace with you, please, try do to the same" *Nudge nudge wink wink* Lul Okami reference.

@Mayu I'm assumming that Dh Mayu is all your anger into one being. In that case, if you take the anger away, you get the Mayu we all know and love :p

Either that or a giant p.ig human thing made an evil version of you for a mini boss. Or final boss...

@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: *looks at me* S-see.......13 years past and noughting changes.....

Me: It will get better I promise. If I could find happyniss, I know you can too....

Dishearted Mayu: NO I CANT! I will NEVER be able to find happyneses! YOU created ME from all the pain you ever felt! YOU SHARE the same darkness as ME! How are you able to find happynises but not ME?! Im a freak! THATS WHY! just a darker side of you.......

Me: Dishearted.....I.....

Dishearted Mayu: Just forget it......Im glad you found happinese......But I'll stay the same way as I was for the last 13 years.....a freak.....

@Mika: the first one was right kinda.

@Asa What isn't there to not like about you? I'm pretty sure the evil, twisted Dahli-I mean Dishearted Mayu doesn't have a reason.

@Mayu Call me Cris :p

@chris: sorry! I forgot!

@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: If you think that way that what is it that you hate about me? is it because of the way I look?

@Asa What do you mean "everything"? You seem nice.

@Mayu It's okay xD

@asa-sis:
Yes.....Chris and MariDG19 have a good point. So far, I dont see a single thing wrong with you.

@asa-sis:
disheated Mayu: *looks down* ......

Me: A-ASA! Please dont say that! Its not her falut! Its my falut! She's ME! She would never ki'll anyone!

@Asa I learned from playing way to much Phoenix Wright that someone can look inocent, but have a twisted mind. But have you ever thought of the opposite? Like maybe Dh Mayu is trying to be scary, but really is the nicest person you'll ever meet?

^^ Me over thinking things >_>

asa-sis:
Disheated Mayu: Im leaving... *looks at you* in some way asa.....we're the same way. I know your pain.....but you cant say things like that when your the same way. You judged me by the way I look and automatticlly dislike me for who I am......so the real question here is, who really the dark one here: me.... or you?

@Asa I have also been made fun of alot, and sometimes it really hurts and makes me wanna cry. That doesn't mean everyone hates you. Those people are just jealous of how nice and awesome you are ^-^

Nothing never dies

@Dh Mayu You are Mayu's anger. You feed on other peoples misery. So YOU, are truly the twisted one. But you can always make a change...

@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: you see asa.....thats where your wrong. Not once have I called you anything or insulted you.....I said noughting rude or mean to you. But you started calling me evil and mean and a kil.ler.......I am defilly NOT the type to kil.l anyone.

Free ur soul

@Chris: you are right......I am made of such.....BUT so is Mayu. I am made from HER depression and pain. And yet she's not being called "twisted"......Im the one you all are calling "twisted".......

@Asa if you believe that is what you are, then it's true. So please try to think positive.

@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: Yesh, your about as dark as me. Calling yourself such names: your being a jerk to yourself. For a cute girl like you: thats no way to build self-coveidents. Think more positive about yourself.

Dont think happy thoughts.....
BE happy. You have all of these people that care for you. They're right in front of you! Mikapweh, MariDG19, Mayu! They all care about you! Are you blind?

@asa-sis:
Do you know Tenebrae: the one who took the pain away from Mayu? Have you ever wonder what kind of pain he has?

@asa-sis:
You must be blind.... your eyes must be as red as mine if you cant see all the care these people give you.

@Dh Mayu Yes you are made of Mayu's anger and hatred, but you get joy from making people miserable. I think the reason for that is because unlike you, Mayu thinks positive, even if she is going through something hard for you both to get through. For example, on Wattpad, remember what I said after we had a conversation about something really depressing? "Uhhhh, Let's try to talk about something else..." Then you responded "Uhhh Pockys xD" Something like that, but the point is that Mayu thinks positive but you don't. Dh Mayu, you are Mayu, so you have all of her memories. So just think of some happy memories...

@Dh Mayu *whispers* maybe if we call her "the c word" *nudge nudge wink wink* then she will come to her senses."

you remind me of a little Mayu. always so doughtful about herself. *Unfolds her large pair of wings that are black as night and walks towers you* So dougtful....so blind.....so meak and helpless....
*folds her wings around you* like a helpess baby bird.....
*uses her wings to hold you gently. at first you are scared but you feel her feathers were soft and gentle. you see an expression on her face was caring and kind as if she was a mother caring for a child*

@Asa You're wrong, we care about you. If we didn't do you think we would be trying to cheer you up?

@Mayu I wish I had dark wings :p

I was created to take way pain and misery.....not cause it.......that is a saferfise Im willing to make

Im only trying to help....

This sounds like something straight from Phoenix Wright, I might have to start calling you Mayu Fey. (I'm pretty sure no one will get that joke...)

@Asa I don't care, we would do anything to cheer you up.

@chris: Me: HAHA! ^>D<^ that funny! I gots it! ^>u<^
@asa-sis:
Dishearted Mayu: If you do not beleve me that I am not dark hearted: Than how about this: I'll cut off my wings......

@Asa cute...

@Asa Yes we do. It is hard for us to ignore the fact that you are in need of someone to cheer up and we aren't doing anything to help them. Got it? Good.

Me: NO! DH MAYU! you'll di.e if you do that!!

Dh Mayu: I know......maybe it's for the best.......all I do is scared people just by the way I look......Im a freak.....

Me: Please dont! please! I still care about you! You always were there to cheer me up! please dont leave me now!

Dh Mayu: .........

*Runs up to Dh and hugs* See, you don't scare everyone...

@Mayu Dh is your anger and nightmares into one. Her dieing is a nightmare, She makes nightmares come true, so don't think about it, then she won't die

@Chris:
Dishearted Mayu: *Suprised and shocked* R-Really?! werent you the one calling me twisted and dark and negitive?

@asa-sis: I promise to you.....no one else will except for Mayu.......your still afried of me......a-arnt you........

@chris: I dont make nightmares! I get rid of them! Everytime Mayu feels pain, its my job to take that pain away!

@Dh I also said you can change... And you did, in a good way...

@asa-sis:
.....do you want to know why my wings are black as night?

@Dh Objection! Look at the description of the painting. Or is it possible it wasn't you to cause Mayu's nightmare?

@chris: I WAS NEVER TWISTED OR DARK HEARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE! I may be made of darkeness but My heart is not!

@Dh I'm sorry I labeled you as Mayu's dark side, I ask for your forgiveness *bow*

I believe Asa is either confused, or amazed of how stupid I am xD

@asa-chan: when I was first created: I was the coplete oppiste of what I am now. I looked like Mayu when she was five. My eyes where a shining blue and green. My wings where as white as the snow that fell from the heavens.....I was here gardain angle. Until 2 years later, when she was 7.She was growing darker and discorded every second......she was ready to give up on life.......she hated every living being on the planet. She wanted to end it all. I try to stop her and reason to her, but I couldnt get to her. So the only thing I could do was to sacrufise myself to save her. I pull all the darkness from her and slowly my body became discorded until I became a banished angle. Dishearted Mayu....

Then we can try removing the darkness... Is that how that works?

@Dh at least you got some cool looking eyes with that! My eyes are po.op brown >_>

My wings slowly turn black......pain was scorching trough my body. It was the most painful thing I have ever felt. I cryed out from the pain I felt.....I hurt......Useally when an angle conseals that much darkness, the angle di.es, but I survived........but I was diahearted...

I wonder if there is a dh side to everyone... I wonder how Dh Cris is, hmmmmm...

me: .......n-now you know how dark I was.....all she said is true. this happened back at Hiroshima, when Ms. K, the women that was raising me di.ed in her sleep.....

@Dh Objection... But that contradicts everything Mayu said. She said she created you because of her anger and hatred and stuff. But you're saying that you always existed but you turned Dehearted. Who is right?

That's how my first dog died...

Uhhhh Pockys!!! xD

@chris: Hold it!....yes I was always there, but Dishearted Mayu (me) was created from her darkness. This dark side of me was created because of her.

@asa-sis
Me: Hey! Thats what I sing to Nichol as a luliby! except I have to sing it in english.....she doesnt like the Japanese one.

@Mayu Oh yeah! I remember you linking me to it on wattpad

Dan-go! Dan-go! Dan-go! Dan-go! Dan-go! My family!
theres is a stubborn rosted dango. and a gental bean-jam dango. If we could gather them togeather: we have a family.

Dishearted Mayu: ?

@Dh Hold it!... Is it possible that this change was a good thing? You protect her from darkness even though you have been consumed by it. So really, you're like a mother to her.

Holy cra.p it's already 4 AM xD

Me: Awww come on Dh! You HAD to have heard that before! I sing it all the time! Silly! *tugs on her ear*

DH Mayu: *lets out the most adorible sound you ever heard*
Nyaaaaaah!

@Me: <O[]O>

Dh Mayu: *embaressed really badly* Y-You heard noughting! You never heard a thing!

Me: k-kawaii.....<///A///>

Dh Mayu: *blushes hard* I SAID YOU HEARD NOUGHTING! < >[]< >

Hmph...

@chris A m-mother? I dont think I would be the type of gi---

Me: MOMMY! ^>D<^ *hugs her tightly*

Dh mayu: .......

its 5:15 pm here! Almost dinner!

@asa-sis: no, you said to me: DONT YOU DARE! D:<" remember......

@asa-sis: oh.....*pulls me off of her and walks towers you* I'll ask one finnil time: *looks into your eyes with her red eyes*
are you afried of me?

Dark Mayu! *shivers* I just made my own "Shadow Link" #DarkGills

please see it :D

I think dh deserves a name, we can't have 2 Mayus! How abooouut Maya?

@asa-sis: ......*gives and erey grin* perfect....hahaha......

@chris: I am not a pet! I shall not be named like one!

*off topic* Mayu, c-can I add you on 3ds?

@asa-sis: *a dark aura emits off her* oh yes indeed child. I do infact have one.

@Maya So do you really want the same name as your daughter?

@asa-sis: I just need a "subsatute".....ehhahaha

@Maya Hold it! What do you mean by "substitute"!?

@asa-sis: *you see her pull out a bag with something lumby in it and you can see chrimson red on the top*

*hands it to you* hid this please. Mayu has been eating to many of these apples and Ive been trying to hid them but she always finds them.....I cant get her to stop. please help me.

Adam's apple, apple of Eden Apple of knowledge Macintosh

@asa-sis: *you hear me walking around looking for the apples*
*Tenebrae walks up and wispers to Dh Mayu* Did you hide the apples?
Dh Mayu: almost.

@asa-sis: what are you talking about? I didnt scare you, did I?

Seems like Mayu has an apple problem...

asa-sis:
Me: I swear Im not laughing! Cross my heart and hope to......you know what....

me: WHERE THE HECK ARE MEH APPLES?! ^>[]<^
Tenebrae and Dh Mayu: oh crap..... *grabs asa-sis and chris and runs away*

Gives I-phone to Mayu "APPLE"

@asa-sis: crap she's catching up. *holds you tight and starts to fly* you alright? I hope your okay.

@chris: (I-Im sorryyy! HAHAHA! Th-that was the funnyest freaken thing Ive ever heard! Hahahaa!)

She ate on too many apples, she teleported

me: AAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLEEEEESSSSSS! ^>>>A<<<^

@Mayu I can't tell if you're laughing at the joke or the fact I asked if I can add you on 3ds, I hope it's the 1st one xD

@Mayu I HAVE ALL ZEH APPLES I Phone I Pad I Pwn I Smack

@Asa Alittle too healthy So healthy that it's unhealthy XD

@chris: I lost my 3ds. Im actully useing my friend Aya's 3ds. Shes letting me borrow it until I can find mine. I was laughing at the apple joke! ^>D<^

@asa-sis: she litturlly eats apples 24/7. The apples you have are not the cheep kind, there called fugi apples.

Is your astral pouch full of apples yet? >_>

I don't always make sense, but when I do, I don't.

@chris: St-stoop it! Im gonna laugh to dea'th here! ^>D<^
A man uses the matince you build to sit down and pay his taxes. A man uses the matcine I build to lisen to the Beteals while he relazes!

@Asa Apple poo, poo has 3 letters, pie has 3 letters. Apple poo, pie. Apple pie. HALF LIFE 3 CONFIRMED

@asa-sis: *I jump up high and grabs Dh Mayu's leg* APPLES! ^TAT^
Dh Mayu: D-Dang it! Quick Asa! Call her adorable!

@Mayu An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Look at Steve Jobs

@Chris: *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep* <xDx>

So then Mayu realized she ate one to many apples she then died of the apples worst enemy... PC, Pancriatic Cancer. But she came back to life since her astral pouch was full XD

@asa-sis: me: N-No Im NO- *lets go of her leg*
-OOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!
Dh Mayu: Th-thank you. I almost lost my leg.

Do you gals really think that's funny? It makes me happy that you're laughing ^-^

@Chris: ST-STOP IT! IM GONNA LITTURLLY DI.E HERE! ^>D<^

@asa-sis: she eats anything with apples.

@Mayu 1-up there, you got an additional Mayu ^u^

@Whoever's home with you is probably like "Wtf?" If it's Nichol I'm going to die laughing

I-I-I-I CANT ST-STOOOP LAUGHINNNNNG!!!!! CH-CHRIS KEEPS DOING APPLE AND GAME REFERENTS! I CANT STOP!

Nichol's is looking at me like: mommy? are you okay?

Nichols probably like... >_>

@Asa it's grape flavored apples. Seems legit

BAHAHAHAHAAAAA! ^>//D//<^ Im problely scaring the intire appartment complex! They must thing Im InSaNe!

@asa-sis: FUGI APPLES!

No, the world will explode if I make a joke about Xeno blade and Pockys. Only Mayu will get it though XD

I just realized we've been talking for 4-5 hours XD

@chris: Im already smriking from that and you havent even told the joke! < >u< >

@asa-sis: MEH FUGI APPLES! <QAQ>

(read this as fast as you can) If the monodo (spelling fail) was a pocky, then that means everytime I eat a pocky someone lives? Wait, pocky has 5 letters, monodo has 6, but mono means 1, pocky without the why is pock but y sounds like why, so "why" not take another letter out? so it's poc which has 3 letters. HALF LIFE 3 CONFIRMED!

And also Poc backwards is cop which means the cops are outside Mayu's door for laughing too much. MAYU JAIL SENTENCE CONFIRMED

In Xenoblade the person who weilds the monodo can see the future, it almost always shows someone dieing which the player changes the future to save them, Pockys are Japenese snacks, Mono means one in Latin as in Monocle, Mononucliosis(spelling fail) and MonoEye

G'night @Asa

I think Mayu... Teleported again

Either that or she's eating... I'm talking too my self <_<

So lonely T_T

Waaaaaaah! nonononononono, You CAN'T let that happen! Dont listen to her!

@dh mayu
good morning satan. how have you been?

@mayu
good morning! :D

@Brutalwolf:
Dishearted Mayu: Oh, and who might you be?

@dh mayu
a human

@dh mayu
annother one anyways.

DH Mayu: I KNOW what you are, Im asking WHO you are.

@dh mayu
i am brutalwolf02
i am goldfish
i am mekaroid
i am detherex
i am mastoid22
i am Andres

what does it honestly matter?
i am still here and i am still talking to you.

Do not play mind games with me human. You will regret doing so....

no.
i really think i wont.

i asked you a question.

.....your pushing my nerves human.....
*you see Mayu on her knees unable to move*

I'll ask you one more time: Who. Are. You?

ive already told you that, now answer my question.

Wrong. You told me noughting but useless names.....
YOU FAILED.
*walks over to Mayu and grabs her by her neak and lifts her into the air, Mayu stuggling to get free*
I will go ahead and awser you meak question: to see what kind of heart you have. And I already found my awser: a ignorent heart, a foolish one at most. But that should be of no surprise for you.
*Mayu choking, gasping for air. Her skin is turning white as snow and her hair is turning black as night*

*looks up at Mayu* Any last words old friend?

Mayu: *gasp* *choke*
DH Mayu: On the bright side: you can have you wish. you can see your family again.

now its my turn
what do you want to know?

*turns her head to you while still holding on to Mayu*
.....Why do you care for her?

*you see Mayu's eyes slowly turning red. tears run down her cheeks*

because i appear to matter to her more than ive ever mattered to anyone else. she gives me purpose.
how have you been?

.......that was the most amusing thing I have herd......it's desgusting.....I can taste the bitterness......
*tosses Mayu on the ground. Mayu cruled up, gasping for air*

Are you asking me how I have been? Why would you care?

And about you calling me "satan": He is of fire and sin:
I am the darkness and pain.

thats enough questions out of you.
at least for now.
now answer me.

also no.
he really isnt.

.......
I have been......fine.....
and yes he is. He is of all things sin. By his wish: you will be forever burn alive in he.ll.

it is darkness and pain driven to flames.
he does not truly want you to burn.
he wants you to burn with him.
he once loved god. but he loved humans more. so he tried to get them to love him back. but thats not how it works. so he tried more. soon he was stealing them.
so god cast him down into fire.
now he goes about stealing them more.

but that is STILL not how it works.

as for your question of who i am...

I do not care to know anymore about you human. Just the hearing of your voice irritates me.

Satan was a angel in heaven. But he grew more sinister and tryied to convence others to help him overthrow God. God already knew of his plan and banished him and the others to the depts of that firery prision.

@Dh I thought you protected Mayu?

he likes to think i am a demon.
but he knows better than that.
he likes to call me objective reasoning. i am the reason for his strong base of reasoning.
now that you mention it, he hasnt given me a name. but he uses me a lot. he thinks im okay with that but i will bite him soon enough.

thats exactly what i just told you.

@chris: Ch-Chris? Why are you here? Return to where you came from. You do not belong here.

@chris: *you see Mayu on the ground cruled up gasping for air*

*looks down at Mayu* @Dh Did she eaf that last apple?

@chris: ..........

*you see that Mayu's skin is almost white and her left eye is almost red*

@chris: *DH Mayu looks at you with her blood-red eyes* Leave now...... *turns away and looks at the floor*
I do not want to hurt you ad well......

*Runs behind Dh and cuts off left wing* Dh will only be able to fly in circles :p

@Asa Hi! Are you feeling better?

how aer you Mayu?
im back..
for good this time.
work ended a couple days ago.

lol asa thats only if she doesnt have her tetnes shot.

hi asa :3

@Asa she said if she loses both of her wings, she dies. I cut off one, so it should grow back, eventually

GAAAAAAH! *DH Mayu falls to her knees, crying out in pain, her body emits a gasly black mist coming out of her missing wing*

Me: *gasping for air* n-no......pl-please......st-stop......dont......hurt her......*cough* *cough*

DH Mayu: GAAAAAAAAAAAH! I-It....huuuuurts! B-Burning........

*you both look into her eyes and saw something that has never happened before: you see tears falling down her face....she almost looked human*

@dh mayu
darkness and pain my a.ss
look at you...

@brutalwolf

Me: brutalwolf.....pl-ease.....stop....sh-she my.....friend........

@Dh What have I done T_T

Reataches wing. (Hey, if Kratos can do it, why not Dh)

*Dh Mayu's body is slowly turning black. she starts coughing up black blood harshly*
*hack* *cough* *cough*

Me: DH Mayu........n-no.......

what is dh doing for Mayu at present?

@Mayu You two are the same person, therefore you have the same blood. Mayu, give her some of your blood.

*Dh Mayu looks over to Mayu*
I-Idiot......*cough* *hack* *cough*.......d-do not...pitty me...I am the dark you created.....
I am your sin.....I am your heart......y-your better off w-without me....
*her intire left arm is black and starts crouding away*
*coughs up more black blood* a-asa.....take ca-re.....of her......

@Dh You protect Mayu from tge darkness, you said so your self.

never mind.
...
ill be back

@asa-sis: *smiles* thank you....

t-to think......I was...bested.....by a human.....hahaha-*cough* *cough* *hack* *cough*
*she holds her left sholder, her left arm half way gone*

Me: *I craw to her, my body shaking* Dh Mayu......N-No.....
*holds her tightly, DH Mayu suprised and shocked*
*Me: Asheily.......th-thank you....I love you old friend.....

*DH Mayu is in shocked, she never had anyone say "love" to her*

T-This is all my fault...

*DH Mayu closes her eyes and smiles* Th-Thank you.....Mayu.....
*DH Mayu's body turns completely black and turns into a mist of sparkling back mist*
*Mayu doesnt move....I start crying over a black feather that was left in front of her....*

me: .........*sniff*

*stares at the black feather than starts crying really hard*
Ah-aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

None of this would have happened if it weren't for me...

*I look over to Chris* N-No.....dont blame yourself.....*looks down at the feather* you were only trying to protect me.....I think she would have respected you for that.....thank you.

@asa-sis: *you noticed that Mayu's left eye is still red and it didnt disiper when DH Mayu passed away*

@asa-sis: huh?

*looks at it and surprised* I-It is. B-But why?

...........!!!!
SH-SHE'S STILL ALIVE! SHE'S STILL HERE!

Maybe it's a reminder.

Really!?

*runs up to chris and holds your hands with excitment*
SHE'S ALIVE!!!! *hugs you tightly*

J-Just think about it! How was she created in the first place?! ME! From MY pain! So when she was turning ME in a Dishearted: she was transfering HER darkness into me!

@Asa I woudn't worry, if she does... Let's just say I'll take the other wing :p

This is more confusing then the ending of lost >_>

@asa-sis-: (I secetelly kissed you on the head before I ran to chris)

Okay look, I know Im notgood at explaining, but I KNOW theres a way for me to create her again! I KNOW there is! There has to!

@asa-sis: But I.........
.....s-so what?.......do I just... give up on her?.....

@Mayu That's your choice

@Mayu Try taping the wing to your back? I dunno

.........
*neals down and picks up the black feather*
.......DH Mayu.....

*Runs away in shame*

*grabs asa-sis hand and chases after Chris* W-Wait up! CHRIS!

*looks at both of you* I-I think we should leave this place....this is a mormorial site for her. We can stop by and say hi to her any time. But as long as I have this eye: she never truely gone! So lets go.

huh? asa, whats wrong?

O-Okay, now, Who wants burgers?

@Chris: ME! ^oDo>

@asa-sis: *holds your hand* you did noughting wrong sweetheart. She knows that and we all know that. And besides, *stands up and ofers a hand* arnt you the one she said to help me? *smiles at you*

Hey, lets not make this place any more sad. If she thought you scr.ewed up, than she wouldnt have trusted you. No come on *lifts you up* lets get going, okay?

*starts walking away and turns around and waves at you* HEY SLOWPOKE! YOUR GOING TO MISS THE PICNIC! COME ON! WE CANT HAVE A PICNIC WITHOUT THE CUTE GIRL OF THE GROUP! ^oDo^ COME ON!

*looks at Chris and looks back at you* Al-Alright. Just hurry up okay.

*Go with them child. do not muse over me. Do not leave me a mist of saddness for me*

@Asa What's wrong, Asa?

*You did noughting wrong Asa. I did not go unhappy. I am never truely gone. I am the darkness all round here. As long as there is darkness, you will find me.*

@Chris: Lets give her some alone time. I told her to meet us at the picnic. Lets go get started on those burgers.

*.....Asa.....You and I are much alike. We both cannot find it in ourselves to accept who we are or our feelings. The truth of the fact is, it was the one name Brutalwolf who started this whole mess. You were with me till the end, child. I cannot thank you enough. We may not have gotten along so well at first, but I can assure you asa, that in the end: I finnilly found the happiness I never had. Thank you*

@Mayu Wait what did BrutalWolf do?

@Asa I'm pretty sure you make alot of people happy :D

*looks at asa* who are you talking to? Come on! The burgers are ready!

*You have made more people happy than just me. What about the 2 friends you have right now? They seem happy to be with you. Now go on child. Your a kind girl. Dont drown yourself with sorrow any longer. And when ever you need me, you know where I am.*

huh? Dark Mayu? Oh...okay! I get it. Welp! The team's back together! LETS EAT! *sectetely hides a apple pie*

*Thank you, asa*
Me (hey guys I got to go! Its like 5am here. I need my sleep. see ya later on! *huggies*)

bye! ^oDo>

G'night Mayu :p

I phone pie :p

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youre kidding me right

did i really upset you?
...

Mayu...

p-please dont tell me ive upset you...

i know.
im sorry Asa

Looks so cool! ^-^

Hey Mayu and Dh Mayu :p

The ultimate nightmare I hate the most. Having to meet your dark and corrupted self. Even to this day I keep seeing my corrupted self torturing the people I'd once known and love, and telling me if I want to help them, I'm going to have to take there place by being here forever...

Glad to have you back again Mayu, I was worried that something happen to you

Is it bad that I wouldn't mind having that dream? Because as of the past month, my dreams have been about a giant, empty void of nothingness. Even a disturbing nightmare like that would be a welcome change of pace.

Great picture, by the way!

100th star! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*~* Wow