Looks like we got something in common, cause I cant understand why I've never had a crush and now I know

you think thats the reason?xD
I wish Id never have a crush :l

Pretty much x'D All the boys i've meet aren't my type :u Or I just think young relationship is gonna always end :y I know sounds terrible but its true, idk I look at the downsides alot :'u
Awww :c Idk how it feels to have a crush so idk :<

i wish i didnt have my first girlfriend.

same and its not bad lol relationships look like a lot of work im too lazy plus yeah we're kinda young so when kids were dating when i was in 3rd grade i was like wtf wait
depends on who it is, it sucked for me

^was she bad or??

its was bad.8th grade.

me and my 2nd gf still love eachother but cant be together.

Relationships are alot of work and I don't care for others really, I know I sound selfish but I care more about me than to love someone :u But I do care for others still, just in love I would'nt be the type :/ I'll just wait till i'm older to see,
Ohhh :O Well I guess I just don't wanna go through the emotinal stress
Plusi'mnotreallythetypeforboysnoboyI'veknownlikedmelikethat

im just naturally likeable in person and im kind of a ther>apist/problem helper when it comes to ralationships and suicidal thoughts.thats one reason everyone likes me.

how old are you bluemuffins?

Blaine: Ouch, and that's sad

Anto-chan: It looks like it. And tbh i dont think its selfish more that you just never really cared and nobody's caught your attention.
Its not that way for everyone, but for me yea it stressed the heck outta me fr
itsokiunderstandexceptguysididntlikelikedmeandthoseguysdontseeyourcuteness

^lucky guy, im likeable.....sorta.....

sorta is an understatement.

its because her parents are jahovas wittness and she has an arranged marrage when she turns 18.she will come back to me if it doesnt work out.

I know that feeeling all too well! There are times where I wished I was still single and other times, I'm very glad I'm in one. As of right now I'm making wedding plans for this Halloween. ^_^

Yeah I just keeped everything to myself and never had friends I cared for in a long time, so loosing someone doesn't bither me, I like being alone
AwwPuccayoueyecatcher;yNawwimnotkawaii,imjustnotgirlmaterialx'D

@Manime: i'm only 15 :u

@Pucca: *bother

real wedding?we wernt sure about going out until we were waiting for the first star to show one night after anime club and she just straight up kissed me out of no where

its not selfish then muffins.it is just your way of thinking and its a good way.you should keep it up until you feel your ready.

Yeah I guesss
Thanks

Im dating a girl, first succesful relationship. owo

Blaine: Aw man that sucks :c No offense but stuff like that is kinda why i dont like Jehova's Witnesses :l

Usagi-chan: Oh but its good when youre in love ; w ;" I wanted to see pics of the wedding q-q

Anto-chan: Ah I can understand and dont say dat you got meeeee qAq
shushdemguyshavenotasteorwereblindandyouisgirlmaterial

^That's cool, if you dont get tired in it then its a good oneeee

PUCCA I JUST SAW YOUR COMMENT WHY.

muffins:its true and your welcome.

pucca:i know.she was forced into it but she cant wait to get out.we still wait for the first star every friday night.to keep us close,for the memories,and its beautiful to see.most of my friends are gone though.this is the first school ive been to for more than a year and most of them graduated which i will do next school year.im in 11.1six years in 3O days.

Its true really
I know I have you boo qAq I was talking about people I know face to face x'D
Gurrrllyoufineandnoimnot,mostboysthinkimgayreally

like i said.sorta is an under statement pucca-chan.your kind and sweet.you draw well 2(which i cant).you dont look bad either(if you still look the same when we sent the pics)

come on muffins.dont say that about yourself.look at the most recent painting in my gallery.the description is true.especially for you guys.

Mei-chan: u KNOW ITS TRUE DONT DENY

Blaine: awww dat sounds so romantic qwq And cool im gonna be a junior tooooo
thats sweet to say man y//v//y

Anto-chan: Good.p3p
nuuuuuu/////andsowhatyouisstillonehottamale

You know I always gotcha ;y!
Siiiiiiii!/PlusboyswhereIliveareallswaggotpotheadsgross

it is pucca.cool!its only the truth.thats all i speak unless it will really hurt someone.ive been having a strange reacuring dream lately though.its making me sad.

thats all the girls around my area muffins.i found the select few that actually like and relate to me.

Anto-chan: I feel loved y v y
//hidesssss//
samehere:l

Blaine: What's in the dream?

You should yuy
/damitpucca/
Yeah I can't talk to them without realising they reak of we.ed and smoke, ugh who comes to school high? Jezz kids are weird and stupid

@Manime: oh ok

it starts with me walking down the street at around 6pm(anime club ending time)and i turn around to see someone im in love with in the crosswalk.a car is speeding at them and i have to make a choice.i saved her but got hit in the process.i didnt and got stabbed the next day in a robbery.both ones ended with long hospitalization or death for me.im scared because 30 percent of my dreams usually come true.i dont knlw what to do.

just promise me one thing muffins.dont think down on yourself and you wont get worked up over little things.my friends feelings influence mine.if your happy,im happy. ok?

Anto-chan: yey qvq
icanthelpititookdisnarcissistquizandaparentlyihavelowselfesteem?? butyeacomplimentsmakemehellanervous
ikr like wtf is w/ kids now

Blaine: Wow, that's a strange dream.o-o Maybe you should just be extra cautious of your surroundings

i dont know pucca.i will just let life run its path.but if it came down to it.i would save them no matter who they were.i would especialy save friends like you and muffins and even usagi-chan.

You needed a test to figure that out ( . _ .) its really obvious x'D But im only soeaking da truth yyy
Ugh kids makes me feel uncomfortable, not looking forward to Monday - A -'''

@Manime: Haha ok boo -u-)//

thanks muffins.

whats monday?

Blaine: I can understand, and that's nice of you to say TvT

Anyo-chan: Wut?xD And ik you are it's just like really embarrasing
Oh yeah you do go back Monday...q-q

sheet I meant Anto

thats just me pucca.i have to go from this weird but relieving convo for a bit.be back later.see yah and stay positive.

I like to embarress others >:y Rememberimevil
Ugh I won't be physically able to wake up at 6 a.m - A -, dam this
I swear i'm going back to school saying nothing to no one, I really want to be alone this year y < y

He might of. xvx'

Blaine: um okey o v o;; Im on Tumblr & here so yea

Anto-chan: oh yeah e H e;
Yeah I feel ya there :c
I thought you made some friends?

Mei-chan: hedidiknowitcuziwatched//shot

Bwahaha >:y!
Ugh im gonna cry T A T
Im gonna hate it, plus my 1st period is far away in the back from the entrance e A e !
Ehhhh sorta, I mean I only talk to them, not hang out or anything :y

dudeeee i hate that cuz like even tho i get there early i have a chance of being late. plus sometimes i oversleep and choose to sleep in and miss 1st period on purpose but im trying to not do that this year;;;
I, can actually relate to this

Ugh ikr its like freshman year all over -A-' Ugh I really hope my first period teacher doesn't care for being tardy cause I was unlucky that year, He would wright me up detentions even if the bell wrang and I was there, just 'oh you weren't sitting on your chair' man sc,rew you
Woow you can do that :o lucky I can't :/ My step-dad would go on b.itch mode and go all dumba$$ and ruin my mood to leave so he'll shut up e n e'
Yeah I kinds forgot their names...opps, i'll just again :'y

dang dat sucks i hate teachers like dat - < -;;
Its not really lucky lol and dayum o-o
...welp :v

Same their the worst -<-'
Well still more time to sleep :y Yeah :/
I forget everyones name at first, Im very bad at names

especially when you actually TRY getting there on time and they just send you back like dang
Yeaaaaa but then I'd get extra work that's why i was so behind on health class o<o;;
I remember you telling me q-q

ugh yessss! even when I did that he still marked me tardy that d,ick
Oh dang pucca :o
Yeah thats why when I reply here I usually type their first letter from their username cause I forget the name the second I try to type it :u

Bre: Oh wow xD

Anto-chan: yea i hate dat :c
pfft I passed anyway....ithinkinevergotmyreportcard
Oh that's why.x3 Replying to a whole lotta peeps used to be so hard before i had a phone i had to write their names in Game Notes qAq

yeah its lame yny
Yeah and I hade to go to summer school for two weeks not even finishing the whole thing and when I realised that I wouldn't finish in time I quit :u then I toke this 35 question test and passed so I got through Algebra 1 and now im in Geometry, But ugh I wasted two weeks of my summer for something pointless - A -'' and I failed Biology but It says I passed, yeah idk im not taking that sh!t again
Awww dang that sucked :< I just type shortly sometimes so I don't forget the others names qAq

dayumm o-e Stupid summer school, and I think im bout to get Geometry?? idk and oh wow they said you passed Biology youre so lucky xD
I shoulda done dat but i was such a noob back then ; A :"

Yeah its stupid and the teachers there all all mean, pshh your the one who wanted to work in the summer, jezz don't take out your dam stress on us
Wait your going into 11th grade, shouldn't you be in algebra 2?
Awww its ok pucca x'D I rarely know how to respond so I say ok :y

ikr?? Or like theyre mad they do have to work and take it out on the students.
Nah man here we learn Algebra as a freshman, Algebra 2 as a sophmore, and Geometry as a junior. I forget seniors.
Pffft oh wow ok xD

Ugh adults are dumb too
Ohhh :O! That sounds more easy than here - v - Seniors here take Calculus e A e

Yeah, Some peeps say weird things and idk what to say really

Anyone can be stupid :u
Dayum that's frightening i hope i dont have to take that next year o A o;;

Yeah I guess :y
Yeah I heard its very hard :/

fr man i still dont get what's the point i aint gonna be a scientist
wellimstillnotsureofexactlywhatiwanttobe

Yeah same, I'm gonna go to Full Sail college/Universaty its a school to go into media or even video game designs to movies :o and its only in Florida like 30 min. from were I live x'D

yeah that sounds p cool qwq

It is * v * Plus it has a lot of technoly stuff so double yeah >:D

hehe sounds like fun i dont think i can be around technology .n.;

Me niether but I shall style go >:'U

you do dat :y

Doughting me huh e A e?
xD ok I will

shhhhh of course not //papa

*PAPS

Wtheck is paps xD?

ayyyyeeeee

Anto-chan: oK THE WAY I USE IT MEANS A COMFORTING PAT BUT IT ALSO MEANS B'OOBS UM

Liz-chan: aYYYYEEEEE

yeaaaa :u

you guys are crazy.thats why i like you.(in a friendly way)im taking computer science,physics,geometry,and spanish 2 as my electives this year.it starts on 18th

You asked me what Line is.Sorry for just getting to you now.Line is a phone app that you talk to friends on.You can also make groups on it.^-^

:( im sorry