Please don't use my Ap Explained tag... I would keep doing what you are doing, but it takes a looooong time to get to the AP. It takes lots of people well over a year. I would keep looking at auras, and keep a dream journal. You'll get there eventually.

alright sorry dream thanks for the heads up i have been keeping a record of what happens each night
again sorry ill erase it i just didnt want people telling me to watch it when i allready have so ill keep trying
thanks again