this one we can talk her...

yes tell me every think i'll leson...

go ahed im not here to juge u im here to leson and help if i can...

(hugs) im so sorry...

i had a slitly semmaler problom as a kid my older sister would beat me when ever my perints left to go some where they never baleved me tell she started beating my mom she no longer lives with us and i no longer caunt her as a sister

i under stand (hugs) im sorry u had to live thro that for so long...

baleve it or not i do the same pretinding to be ok, pretinding to be happy for my family so they dont worrie they wouldent understand the things i go thro every day eny way....

(hugs back) i understand i almost ran away one i was so close all i had to do was just go out the frunt door...

same here thats why i made my oc maru shes strong and brave nothing like me so i kinda look up to her hopeing one day i will be like her but i dout it sadness and heart acke is apart of my life and it will always be there...

venting wether its talking to somone or drawing a pick on how u feel can help

i have dreams of running away all the time but when i wake up i feel like crying or screeming in anger....i never do tho i keep it bottled up inside untell i have a stress over lode most times i just cry for a long time feel cold and later fall asleep then i wake up draind of energy and gratly deprest....but rarely i can just be angery at every one and scream at the top of my lungs at them like a mad women...thakfully that hardly ever hhapens eny more sence i started taking meds for stress...

yw and ik the pain can subside but it never really gos away...

and tho i love my friends and family i would love to be a wolf or at lest somone that dosent have all thes medicle problomes and demons....and to have a family that understands me...and not juge me so harshly for doing something i thot was ok sence it wasent real....

ok night...(hugs)