(continued from description) "The Next Day, I Went To Get My Journal For Language Arts, And When I Opened It, A Bunch Of Jerks Drew Private Parts On Every Single Page! I Told The Teacher About It, But Couldn't Do Anything Because She Had No Idea Who Done It. A Few Weeks After, One Jerk I Used To Be Friends With, Was The One Who Spread The P*rnogr*phy Rumor.. He Also Ding-Dong Ditched Me Multiple Times... He Became A Complete Jerk To Me Even Though I Was His First Friend. I Eventually Had To Get A Kind Of Restraining Order So He Doesn't Bug Me..." (cont)

"That Next Day, Everyone Who Was His Friend Was Messing Up And Breaking My Binders... Then On The Day Of The STAAR Test, When I Finished My Test, I Asked The Teacher If I Can Sleep, And He Said Yes. So When I Passed Out, When Pretty Much Everyone Was Done, Some Kid Grabbed A Sharpie, And Wrote Gay On My Face, Along With An *****. Then They Grabbed My Jacket And Tied My Arms To My Head. I Woke Up, And Everyone Was Laughing At Me, Calling Me Gay. Only One Kid Felt Bad For Me. Everyone Mocked Me, And I Couldnt Get Rid Of It Since It Was Sharpie... The Whole Day Was Pain.
I Try Really Hard Everyday To Never Think About That Stuff, So It Doesn't Ruin The Rest Of My Day. :3"

well its clear that you are bullied far beyond what you should be treated. it also seems that there was no adults watching or taking watch over the classes, and you need to stay in sight or close enough in case you need help. It seems you havent notified a adult about this, you dont have to be afraid to ask! :3 (btw i hate starr testing too xD)

Gawd people make me sick .-. well, sence you said that one kid felt bad for you, not everyone wants to make fun of you. maybe to can reach out to that kid and try to be their friend. and all of those rumors arnt true, so you should make them prove it, even though there isnt any proof. just dont worry about what other people say, there will always be someone there for you :3

Well sleeping in the middle of testing puts you at a defenseless state, given the fact that your a heavy sleeper, and often bullied. You can't trust "strangers", its best you stay allert of things around you. And if anyone confronts you on these rumors, just tell them, what I suppose is the truth, that their only rumors made up by immature people. Try not to overreact to being confronted on it, that will give people the wrong idea on weather they are true or not.

I'm soooo sorry for you, I don't know how you can still "survive" in these life conditions! :( I'm really worried about what the humans start to be, that's just disgusting! Where the world is going with all this? >:[ But, the best way for you to make it stop is to talk about it to your parents, tell them EVERYTHING and ask them to do something about it! You can do it! :)

It's good that you try not to focus on the negative so it doesn't ruin your day. It can feel overwhelming, but at least you try to keep your mood up. And that's really the most important part. If you're negative, you'll draw negativity to you. Just like, if you react strongly and negatively to someone askimg if you like drawing those things, they will pick up on those strong and negative emotions and think it's true even if you say it's not. But if you dismiss it like it's anoying but not a big deal, then they'll think less of it and that it's not a big deal either. Basically, how you seem to be treating it tells them subconsciously how they should treat it. And the same is true of any emotions you express. So, to change how you react, first change how you feel. Forgive them and move on. This will reduce the stress you feel by releasing resentment that other people can pick up from you. Next, begin to accept yourself and feel good about your life.

This will help you develop a sense of humor even in difficult times. If you can laugh about how silly something is, people will take it less seriously. For example, if you said, "I should write genius on my forehead since anything written there must be true." and laughed, you would set the mood for how others react. This works in ordinary situations too. People generally like people with a sense of humor, especially if they are nice about it and willing to not take themselves too seriously. People tend to get uncomfortable around people who take themselves too seriously. So, relax and hang in there. If you believe things will get better and project that belief outward, they will. :3

Yeah, I Told Meh Parents Everything Thats Happening To Meh, And They Said Everyone Whos Bothering Me (Which Is A Lot) Won't Be In My Classes! :D Also, I Got Some Kind Of Restraining Order On A Kid Who Bullies Meh To The Extreme! :c