N-no....This is exactlly what I didnt want to happen.....n-now I hate myself....I dont want you peeps thinking Im a somebody. Im dont want to show off my art....I draw for you peeps
@Sumomo commented: Im sorry Mayu....I love your art but everytime I see them, your like a somebody and it makes me feel like I should quit.....
PLEASE DONT THINK OF ME LIKE THAT!!! PLEASE DONT! I'LL HATE MYSELF TILL I DI.E! I WANT TO BE SOMEONE TO LIFE PEOPLE UP! NOT TO HURT THEIR CONFENDENCE! Im failing as a friend.
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Comments
17 Jul, 2014, 5:04 am
I dont want to be someone that brings people down. I try my best to show that I care for each and everyone of you with all my heart. I always love to help new artist that joins Colors for the first time and I always try my best to help you peeps when your having a bad day. I love you all more than I love myself! I wanted ou all to treat me like a friend...a little family.....I dont want to show off......Im-Im sooo sorry!
17 Jul, 2014, 5:07 am
@Sumomo - everybody is a nobody at first, because everyone has to start there. you shouldn't quit if you feel like you aren't good enough, you should keep trying so your better! Learn from other people, don't get deppressed by them. so plaese, if you see this, don't quit, Don't give up, and try harder.
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Don't quote me on this i'm a 13 year old girl...
17 Jul, 2014, 5:10 am
you a great artist and you shouldn't bad about it because of what one person said
17 Jul, 2014, 5:12 am
to be honest.. i sort of felt like that... :/ i didnt want to hurt you so i kept quiet and i noticed or it seemed you ignored me.. but.. i dont know so... yeah..
17 Jul, 2014, 5:12 am
@Mayu - You have done nothing wrong, Sumomo just needs to know she is a somebody and hard work pays off. don't feel bad about this, Encourage your followers and help them feel like a somebody!
... That is all
17 Jul, 2014, 5:15 am
o.o i commented about the wrong thing-
and i deleted it. -^-
i've derped...
17 Jul, 2014, 5:17 am
@I N S A N 3: n-no.....not you too.....I-Im sooo sorry! I honestly am! I never ment to make anyone feel that way! I never ment to! Im sooo sorry!
17 Jul, 2014, 5:19 am
it's alright mayu.. people like you.. people that are talented get noticed more.. but people.. like me... dont...
17 Jul, 2014, 5:25 am
@I N S A N 3: DONT SAY THAT! I NOTICED YOU DIDNT I?! I LOOK UP TO YOU! I LOVE YOUR ARTS AND CREEPYPASTAS!
17 Jul, 2014, 5:26 am
im not trying to offend anyone.. mayu is just naturally gifted.. i thought the same thing to myself when i was little.. but not anymore.. and im sorry if my stupidity is starting to make the others hate me.. thats what im known for... just to be hated by others.. but .. others dont care...
17 Jul, 2014, 5:28 am
@I N S A N 3: b-but I care.....I love you....Im just too shy to talk to you.......
17 Jul, 2014, 5:30 am
th-thats it.....Im de.ad.......the one person I looked up to.....feels the same way as sumomo......
17 Jul, 2014, 5:36 am
but.. its okay.. i realize now that was being maybe ethier just a jealous type... but dont worry... i will not say anything that will affend you and i very sorry for opening my big stupid mouth...
17 Jul, 2014, 5:39 am
@Sumomo and I N S A N 3: n-no i-its my fault....you both have every right to say what you had feel....th-thank you for being honest......with me......I-Im soooo sorry! Im litturlly crying my soul out.....Im soooo sorry!
17 Jul, 2014, 5:45 am
please except my apology... im very truly sorry... but you're amazing in every way and everyone cares and loves you.. you should listen to them..
17 Jul, 2014, 5:47 am
b-but I make people I care for feel like they cant do anything......
17 Jul, 2014, 5:54 am
im telling u its alright i need to face that i need to practice more and blah blah blah and you have a talent that everyone loves... thats good so people can look up to you and feel good and happy and that u make them happy too
17 Jul, 2014, 5:55 am
I-I cant go on like this......I dont want to harm anyone else.....
g-goodbi.....
17 Jul, 2014, 5:56 am
@I N S A N 3: I only draw like this because I learned from the best.....you
17 Jul, 2014, 6:05 am
but ur art is top like.... BETTER THAN MINE!! i dont even-...
17 Jul, 2014, 6:15 am
now ur making me cry...
17 Jul, 2014, 6:19 am
; _ ; dont think like that, your an amazing person and artist
17 Jul, 2014, 7:15 am
Just becaus someone may have better art than you doesn't mean you should quit. :P
17 Jul, 2014, 7:44 am
It isn't about who's "better". It's about being the best Y0U That you can be. I'm not some great artist but I always try to be the best me that I can be!! I'm no Techno-bits. I'm Kiraichu and that's not bad. I will better with time just like even the "Best" have! ^-^
17 Jul, 2014, 9:10 am
dood, you're a very good friend and person!ÓoÒ don't hate yourself! we love you!
17 Jul, 2014, 11:26 am
o-o?? Why leave all your art and fans behind ^u^?
17 Jul, 2014, 3:14 pm
Hey, dont think like that! no matter what you are somebody! you exist and are amazing! Never give up and NEVER hate yourself! If anything, you inspire me to keep going! ^_^
17 Jul, 2014, 3:15 pm
To some people (I forgot they're names):
Many people just want to be the very best like no one ever was!! (song makes sense, no? XD) But my point is, nobody is the best in the world because each and every person draws in there unique way. We all have likes and dislikes on most things. But because someone drew something you believe it's better, doesn't mean you have to give up like that. You need to have faith in yourself and your goals to know that you CAN suceed on what you wish to be one day. :)
Now Mayu, you didn't do a single thing wrong, you drew what you pleased to share and be kind to everyone like always. Don't consider yourself a monster because someone got hurt. Be the friend anyone wants to have, heal they're wounds and everything will get back to normal, you'll see. ^u^
17 Jul, 2014, 3:18 pm
mayu, one of the things i did was think my work was no good 'cause im always around someone that draws really good, but i think artists do that to themselves a lot.....so its best to know that feeling like someone is better than you can help make you into a stronger artist. someone might say it makes them want to quit but if being an artist makes someone happy they will come back to it as a stronger person.....thats what i think.....you make people stronger
17 Jul, 2014, 5:53 pm
Hey, you're always looking down on yourself. People do look up to you and you inspire them. You are somebody, and that isn't a bad thing.
17 Jul, 2014, 6:22 pm
@MariMew and a lot of others are right, you didn't do anything wrong! You should feel happy of how many people you have INSPIRED! There are going to be some people who look down on themselves when they see a better artist, but that shouldn't make you feel bad about yourself! It isn't your fault. If other artists told prefessional artists that they make them feel bad, WHAT ART WOULD THERE BE IN THE WORLD? I see that the good you have brought to others out-weighs the bad that may have occurred. Heck, you might have helped inspired some of these here people to (in the future) become real, successful, prefessional artists! You should feel proud.
17 Jul, 2014, 11:41 pm
you can always cry mayu about what other people, but feeling that you don't want to be somebody because people are sad to be less great than you. that's a poor excuse, cause sure talents has value, but that's not really important, cause first you must do what you like and not care about what others do, except if you're copying, careful with the rights, but not so much, can always trick, really do what you like, for instance if you love to eat hamburger, but you can't eat as the professional eater, well don't worry, just eat what you can, rest well, you can sell the stuff you didn't finish, just have to find someone who will buy it, worst case gives to dog.
18 Jul, 2014, 2:26 am
@Mayu: Why the "..."?
18 Jul, 2014, 2:43 am
@Mayu: *HUGS* Mayu... What do you mean?? Is there something I can do for you? :l P.s. Don't give up being here. There may be some who get jealous but there are many you inspire. I'm one. You let me be more positive. ^-^
18 Jul, 2014, 3:06 am
Awww. Mayu. What do you mean back to the way they were? :l
18 Jul, 2014, 3:19 am
You can. i'm sure they'll go back. Everyone just has phases.
18 Jul, 2014, 4:11 am
Baka! you're an awesome and adorable person! you never did anything bad or wrong! stop hating yourself!D:
18 Jul, 2014, 4:35 am
@Mayu: Listen to Nya-Nya!
@Nya-nya: Thanks for tellimg her that! She has to know she hasm't done anything wrong.
18 Jul, 2014, 11:28 pm
godd.ammit mayu
why cant you understand the only concept ive been trying to teach you since ive known your real name!?
you not really supposed to care what anybody thinks!
if they think youre a show-off, then they can go suck their dads d!ck!
(sorry for innapropiate)
18 Jul, 2014, 11:28 pm
i would write more, but battery is dying and i want to post.
18 Jul, 2014, 11:37 pm
THATS NOT ME! I'LL NEVER TELL ANYONE THAT! EXPESSIALLY SUMOMO AND INSAN3 YOSHI! I'LL NEVER EVER DO THAT! YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BRUTALWOLF! YOU'VE KNOWN ME LONGER THAN ANYONE! YOU ARE MY FIRST EVER FOLLOWER! YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW KIND-HEARTED AND CARING I CAN BE!
19 Jul, 2014, 12:17 am
mayu... its ok...
*huggles* ono please stay, if you go, me and all your peeps will miss you very much! :(
please stay! we care about you!
19 Jul, 2014, 12:32 am
Mobile now because battery died and I managed a connection at work.
don't give me caps lock Mayu.
its kind of funny because you're reaction is completely wrong. Sumomo is just trying to say goodbye that she loves you're art!
of course I know how caring you be. Several times already I was supposed to have pissed you off. But you never got angry with me. Most of the time it just leaves me feeling confused and relieved. And sometimes even sorry. I'll feel bad for this later already but every time I come back you're crying your eyes swollen! I would have thought people have hurt you enough to not care anymore, but apparently not. For all the kindness you've shown me, you don't deserve to hate yourself.
you will never be able to please everybody.
I'm the one who gets to hate myself. Not you. If you think otherwise, then please elaborate. You are not a bad person.
trust my words.
19 Jul, 2014, 12:50 am
Wow I just sounded really stupid.
19 Jul, 2014, 2:01 am
@Brutalwolf
.......Somebodies got issues...>.>
19 Jul, 2014, 2:08 am
who me?
19 Jul, 2014, 2:26 am
No, when Brutalwolf said they could suck their dad's d:ck...'-c'
19 Jul, 2014, 2:30 am
@rings of life
if you say so buddy.
@Mayu
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was that too much?