I dont even know what's doing this anymore.

I've stopped thinking about him and I've been focusing on having the time of my life with my boyfriend. Not the guy friend who left me behind to abide by his mother's dumb rules.

And still I dream about him, even though I've given up on him.

I don't know if I'm visiting the AP by choice to see him or if Acidstream's sending me.

It wouldn't surprise me if it's the latter. She doesn't like my boyfriend for some reason...ugh...

#vent #fury #rage